My Thoughts

[thegoodvybe]

[yourlocalmadlad]

maybe some day it will be okay, but for now its just painful

[yourlocalmadlad]

I hate how casual my suicidal thoughts are

“do i need to clean my room before i kill myself?”

[nonbinarijuana0213]

“Should i tell everyone how much i care before i go?”

[bravesouul]

[cheekboy-java]

Tumatakbo ang oras naiiwan na ako nang panahon, di na nagbago, araw-araw, pare-pareho parang kahapon.

[forkl]

I lied…

You asked me why I couldn’t sleep…

I didn’t have the heart to tell you it’s because you broke my heart…

I couldn’t say that all I can think about is every moment we had together that’s gone now…

So I lied…

And I’ll lie again tomorrow…

(June 10, 2019. 11:17pm)

[eu-thanasia-deactivated20190722]

“Grief is not as heavy as guilt, but it takes more away from you.”

—Veronica Roth, Insurgent

[yesterdayshistory]

Oh, I’m fine. It’s just that life is pointless and nothing matters and I’m always tired. Also, I can’t sleep, I’m overeating and none of my old hobbies interest me.

[i-wrote-you-a-poem]

i’m always a little too much for people to handle. a little too sad or a little too overbearing or maybe even a little too annoying. i’m always too much. but i was always too little for the only people i ever really loved and that screws me up inside. i was never enough

-11:55pm

[queerlysad]

[nostalgiaishere]

[never-gonna-fall-for-modernlove]

Yo. This is such a bad pattern I can almost feel myself getting back into. I need something, I know I am the only one who can give it to myself but God damn it’s hard when you are your only support. You need a really strong will. And sometimes, a person just gets tired.

[notesoutofmymind]

when you’re gone

[broken-depressed-hearts]

Spending days in silent fear and spending nights in lonely prayers, hoping that one day when you wake those feelings won’t be there

Role of a Lifetime - Bare

[teraineishurt]

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Depression is flat, hollow, and unendurable. It is also tiresome. People cannot abide being around you when you are depressed. They might think that they ought to, and they might even try, but you know and they know that you are tedious beyond belief. You are irritable and paranoid and humorless and lifeless and critical and demanding and no reassurance is ever enough.”

— Kay Redfield Jamison

[imjustascaredlilgirl]

[battling-my-demons]

You know shit isn’t going well when you back on Tumblr.

[iamquietlydrowning]