pauli 𓂃˖ ࣪⊹

hii 🫧 real stuff + my life

[etherealpauli]

okok official introduction!!

hiii! i‘m paula or pauli and i‘m 16 yrs old. i‘m new to tumblr so i‘m still figuring things out haha

on this blog you’ll find things about my life, random thoughts, real reblogs and stuff like that ?

some of my interests:

music in general like i listen 2 ALMOST everythingg (sooo feel free to recommend songs/artists)

movies and shows duh especially 2000s coded stuff (watching pll rn i loooove it)

graphic design!!

been trying to get into runway fashion lately

idk man i‘m js here 4 fun tbh but aesthetic and cool stuff :P

this is me <3

PUHLEASEEE MOOT ME, YEARNING 4 FRIENDS ON HERE #desperateahh

bye 💋

[etherealpauli]

honestly i give up…

i‘m still not done with studying for my test tomorrow but my whole body aches, i‘m tired and hungry. yeah ofc i should‘ve started preparing earlier but what can i do now?

this always happens to me but i was willing to sacrifice my sleep for it every. single. time. because i was so scared of failing or being average.

i spent the majority of my life chasing academic perfection and validation just to accomplish some sort of confidence but honestly i was never able to feel proud of my results, just relieved that they didn’t turn out worse.

but lately i’ve lost all motivation for school work and not even the fear is enough pressure anymore.

and maybe it’s just an excuse for my own pathetic laziness but i got this feeling that maybe after a long time i need to let myself fail. it would feel so freeing to stop trying and accept failure.

again it’s just a random idea my mind has spun out of pure desperation but maybe this will help me reignite my spark for academics.

bye 💋

pic creds: pinterest

[etherealpauli]

in other words: fuck maths i’m going to sleep 🫩

[etherealpauli]

honestly i give up…

i‘m still not done with studying for my test tomorrow but my whole body aches, i‘m tired and hungry. yeah ofc i should‘ve started preparing earlier but what can i do now?

this always happens to me but i was willing to sacrifice my sleep for it every. single. time. because i was so scared of failing or being average.

i spent the majority of my life chasing academic perfection and validation just to accomplish some sort of confidence but honestly i was never able to feel proud of my results, just relieved that they didn’t turn out worse.

but lately i’ve lost all motivation for school work and not even the fear is enough pressure anymore.

and maybe it’s just an excuse for my own pathetic laziness but i got this feeling that maybe after a long time i need to let myself fail. it would feel so freeing to stop trying and accept failure.

again it’s just a random idea my mind has spun out of pure desperation but maybe this will help me reignite my spark for academics.

bye 💋

pic creds: pinterest

[etherealpauli]

guys srsly HOW do u stop procrastinating?! i‘m writing my maths test on wednesday and i js can‘t lock in…

i be doing literally anything besides studying😅😅✌️

anyways bye 💋

[etherealpauli]

still have to study 10 pages full of assignments today, someone free me 🙏🙏

ok i rlly gotta get started now…bye 💋

[etherealpauli]

face card check for td!! adore the way my makeup turned out 😍😍

[etherealpauli]

guys srsly HOW do u stop procrastinating?! i‘m writing my maths test on wednesday and i js can‘t lock in…

i be doing literally anything besides studying😅😅✌️

anyways bye 💋

[etherealpauli]

AHHH i wanna be a mermaid sooo bad 🦪🫧

me n my moots:

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[laceandlavendersworld]

How I feel when I see those “gangsters” at school

[etherealpauli]

get me outta here A$AP ‼️

[etherealpauli]

i love love LOVE the feeling of being tired 🤷‍♀️ i feel so at peace idk

me btw:

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/ᐠ - ˕ -マᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

[etherealpauli]

guys help i lowk let myself get peer pressured into running 5km tmrw…i HATE running

pic creds: pinterest

[etherealpauli]

NVM BABES i went on a walk-run (?) today and it went alright :) like i was far away from good (or fast) but i think i‘ll be fine tmrw

bye 💋

(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)

[etherealpauli]

ran the 5km today, went pretty well and i actually had alot of fun :D

pic creds: pinterest

[etherealpauli]

redesigned my homescreen yesterday, i love itt :) what do y‘all think ?

[aquivian]

[etherealpauli]

wasn‘t me btw💆‍♀️ #cope

[etherealpauli]

oh she‘s so tea i love her #i<3pinkpantheress

pic creds: pinterest

[etherealpauli]

guys help i lowk let myself get peer pressured into running 5km tmrw…i HATE running

pic creds: pinterest

[etherealpauli]

NVM BABES i went on a walk-run (?) today and it went alright :) like i was far away from good (or fast) but i think i‘ll be fine tmrw

bye 💋

(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)

[i55coconut]

[etherealpauli]

real like how bad is it gonna be at like 80 ?

[etherealpauli]

guys help i lowk let myself get peer pressured into running 5km tmrw…i HATE running

pic creds: pinterest

[angelsemotion-deactivated202604]

Tag game!

Search up these words on your Pinterest and select the first image~

Here's mine:

@y0ur-valent1ne @crushmyprettyheart @ra1ning--candies @flotieclouds @fawnedupon @damsel-understresss @draculaura-irl-btw @piennightfever @purgedcvt @mary-0n-a-cr0ss @senketsuaakochan @astralovesrugs @n0t-ad0red @pinkgutsblr2 @boreddddddddddddddddddddd @sicklysweet420 and anyone who wants to join~

[ch3rryscentdbby]

tysm for the tag @cokekittyx, here's mine xxxx

@heartmadebyangels @dishwashingmisandrist @katieron @gr4ve-angel-th0ughts @riacain @dolli33 @pinkmary123 @lila-mania @mvalenkr @red-rahf-lolita

[mvalenkr]

Thanks @1pinkypoet for the tag!! I loved this sm!! ♡♡

@cupcakesparkleunicorn @lila-mania @angelllove333 @anglkissss @axeedoll @ginevra-roman0 @girlrottinginmyroomallday @myiconislizzygrant @mayjailerjumpropequeen

[cupcakesparkleunicorn]

tysmmmm @mvalenkr for the taggg !! here’s mineee :D

@strawbeyyies @p0lkaroid @utterlyobsessedwitheverything @the-boook-thief @lildolliesdream @kinggkyla @yawnxswirly

[satnindolliey]

thank you loveee @cupcakesparkleunicorn for the tag!!^o^ here's mine💭🤍<3

@divinebitch16 @allieeqie @angelbabyydoll @sweetfawnprincess @swagpr1ncessun1corn @babybuzz-angelbee @vanillangelatte @dottedblonde @anishaxx

[divinebitch16]

thank yeww for the tag @strawbeyyies <333

here’s mine 💞

tagging: @ang3l-in-the-sn0w @eth3realesot3ricangel @etherealpauli @user24709 @simonsjohnny @adanniell @j3nsbody @jeante13 @gir1bloggerwhisperss @thesparklejumpropequinn @txmblrgrxnge95 @cutiepijnnkgirl @brynxoxo

[etherealpauli]

sorry i‘m late but tysm 4 tagging @divinebitch16 <3

mine:

@sleepyfawn444 @bambicaked

i desperately need more moots 🥹🙏