What Then

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Excuse me I forgot who I am Can you please remind me I'm lost Locked away in the minds that are suffocating me Nononono The answer is never yes.

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It happened again

This time I was falling through space Down down down Into the darkness I had forgot about the dreams The cliff Sometimes you fall You have no choice left Don't be scared I heard inside my head Was it my voice, hers, his, yours It didn't matter I let go. We all fall down. When you fall, you fall pretty, he said With eyes full of fire and poison. When you throw up don't brush your teeth after. It grounds the stomach acid into your teeth.

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The truth is I'm scared.

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What am I supposed to do with these feelings Show my hand Tell the truth I only know love when it's wrapped in violence I only know how to speak lies And if I tell you Again The truth How am I supposed to breathe?

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Don't worry baby I always liked the rain It washes away our sins And sinning is my favorite game Stolen bottles of champagne It's the good stuff baby Who needs to stay sane And you always liked me best Pushed up against the wall How I forget to fight How I forget to fall Because dancing is more fun with flowers in my hair Who needs rules when nobody is there Some days it's easier than others to start fires To fan flames You bring the match baby I got the gasoline

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I can still taste the sting of the salt on your skin, the heat from the sun, burning just beneath the surface. Now, looking back, it scares me. The ease in which our hands found each other. The stride of our walk matching with no effort. The way I didn't want to pull away at night when you held me, I struggled to get closer, to melt into you. I fear how my tears fell and your lips found my shoulder, my neck, your hand my hair and stroked it gently.

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I feel sick. Lost. I am an addict. I feel my world tearing at the seams. Suffocating me. Is it love or a ghost. The waves crash and I burn. I used to believe in you.

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The nightmares started again. They can sense when I'm happy and start to twist my mind. Sea glass not quite smooth yet, my feet bleeding, my heart shattered. There's no such thing as safety.

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It's true though

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Sometimes I wonder what scares me more, that I’ll never find a place that feels like home- or that I will

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I will never be the girl smiling in the picture with the perfect hair the perfect dress the pretty friends for years I thought I should be I didn’t see the beauty in my knowing smile or fiery eyes the torn dress because I was having too much fun the missing shoes because you can run faster that way I wasn’t made to stay still to pose for a picture where every girl can be replaced by just some pretty face.

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How can I save you when I couldn't save myself

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