the rush i used to get when i was like five from getting a pack of stickers or like a toy from an arcade machine is the same exact one i get when i have a new ship
just like a whole new batch of endrophins from getting my grubby little hands on a new set of people to totally fixate on for a month. that SECOND where i catch on to the chemistry between to characters and realise they’re all im going to think about for a while
going home and looking through all the FICS and POSTS and PLAYLISTS it’s actually close to euphoric i love this energy so much. the early stages of shipping something is genuinely so exciting ahhhh

















