I'm trying to get back into writing poetry and I'm drawing a blank. like how the heck do I do that? I did this before? like I used to write multiple poems a day? was I delusional? because there ain't no delusion like what I'm feeling now hahaha. all is good. all will be fine. just have to get back into the groove of things. I have a designated notebook again. maybe I'll start writing in gel pen instead of pencil. make it last. make an actual mark. perhaps this time my writing will leave a lasting touch. a stream of consciousness. this is me becoming a better writer. a better person. what am I even saying? you get the point. also I'm gonna get back into hobbies. I need to find something I like again. I'm gonna use writing like a treat and working out as another hobby one that I'm worse at than writing hahaha. okay farewell for now.













