i took a calculated risk but boy am i bad at math.

Triggering vent posting. Male. Abuse victim shit. NSFW content. 21. Cluster B. Bipolar. Traumagenic system. I was unmedicated, things are way better now lmao

[ou2last]

[dissohciate]

[euphoricwhxre]

Its wild i was living in a closet when i first made this account and now I'm being drove home from NYC where i just blew close to 10 grand to go home to a 2 story house w/ a garage that i live in for free and am taken care of.

[euphoricwhxre]

friendship with bipolar disorder ended, now seroquel is my new best friend.

[euphoricwhxre]

i love reopening this app to see people tagging my personal vents as OC musings its actually kind of hilarious in a distressing way

[euphoricwhxre]

ostrasize me harder while im upset!!! thatll fucking help!!! fuvk you i cant eait until i die so you feel like shit

[euphoricwhxre]

no matter what i say not thing will portray i feel worse than he does

[euphoricwhxre]

my emotions are inhuman and unequal and hard to understand!!!!!! theyre not real!!!!! im not real!!!!

[euphoricwhxre]

i wish i was treated like a person

[euphoricwhxre]

i wish someone would rape me to death so someone would care about me

[euphoricwhxre]

it would be funny to kill myself and then him realize he was just letting me do it and not taking me seriously.

[euphoricwhxre]

i wish i could cut mydelf apart more but i care so much about remaining pretty so bruises and almost knocking myself out will do 💝 no one takes ot seriously anyways

[euphoricwhxre]

my skull and thighs are going to be very bruised ahhahahaha swag

[euphoricwhxre]

slitting my throat. hm.

[euphoricwhxre]

i am a akip away from drinking poisonous shit so somebody will care about me 💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝 i want to be dead so badly

[euphoricwhxre]

i love just sobbing my eyes out and having no one help me like how i help them when theyre sobbing irrationally 😍💝😍💝

[euphoricwhxre]

things i will remember for the rest of my relationship: this!