euxseungah:
He’s made it clear enough that her presence was unwanted. She’s not a desperate ex in dire need for his attention and affection. Whatever happened to them in the past stays there, at least she thought, but it seems like he still holds a grudge against her. Seungah was hoping she was just making this assumption in her mind and it’s far from true, but the problem was that she couldn’t ignore the fact that he’s changed so much over the years. She doesn’t blame him, but still, she was hoping he’d still be civil with her.
“Take a chill pill, Dae, I was just kidding if that was far from obvious. Tensions are high as of late, I thought making a joke would loosen you up a bit. Sorry if that offended you in any way.” Rubbing the back of her neck, her fingers grazing gently over the lightning scar that trails down to her back. “Of course it’s just you. Just you.” She sighs, feeling the tension in the air between them. So thick she can cut it with a knife.
“There’s no need to look at me like I’m the enemy. I’m pushy because I just need to know how I’ll be of any help. Dropping her hands to her side. Instead of being defensive, Seungah lets him talk and takes it as it is to show she meant no harm. It was nothing but curiosity. "If you hate so much the idea of me worrying about you and trying to be of any help, then I apologize.” Seungah shrugs.
Gone was the Kangdae who was always there to walk her to her cabin after training. No more encouraging smiles and gentle words to put her at ease. He’s a man now who seems to carry so much on his shoulders. “You know what, nevermind, I’m glad you and the other guys are safe.”
Kangdae’s eyes zeroed in on Seungah’s fingertips, watching her trace over her lightening scar, before quickly staring pointedly at the ground. He didn’t like what looking at Seungah did to him. He’d always tried to push down his every romantic impulse... except when he was with her. Usually, Kangdae felt like a square peg in a round hole. But with Seungah... it hadn’t been perfect, but it had felt a little neater. Like his sharp corners had been rounded.
“You’re not the enemy, but you’re certainly not a friend,” Kangdae decided, reminding himself as much as Seungah. “I can accept your apology - I understand wanting as much information as possible. I’m being honest when I tell you it was quiet for our watch. Hopefully it’ll be quiet for yours as well.”
Kangdae pressed his lips together, narrowing his eyes, before gently softening ever so slightly. “... Stay safe, too, okay?” he asked. “I know you’re smart, but don’t let your group members be stupid. Watch your back.”














