ᵉʰᵉʰᵉ(ˊ•͈ ◡ •͈ˋ)

"Diamond can't break easily. So they think love also can't break easily. That's why they are sometimes careless to each other. But this wooden ring can break easily. Unless you take care of it. So, we have to appreciate our love everyday."

[evanescentnebula]

It's creeping in again.

This loneliness.

This want to leave this world.

No matter my efforts, it's never good enough.

Can I exist somewhere where I can be good enough?

[ladyofsilverr]

Just too many I couldn’t save before. My mom, Maine, and the others in our crew. I couldn’t let that happen. Not to you, too.

[shencomix]

[shencomix]

[evanescentnebula]

I'm so scared.

Of not being understood.

Of being invalidated.

Of being dismissed.

Deflected.

Disconnected.

I'm tired of this isolation.

It's happened for far too long that my body keeps believing it's still happening.

It was still happening recently, too.

Giving myself things that are meant to be given by others is a lonely, painful life that I refuse to live.

But I have to live this way.

I have to.

No matter how much it hurts.

There's no winning.

I give it to myself, I become numb in return.

I ask for it from others and I get rejected and denied.

There's no winning.

[evanescentnebula]

This crippling feeling of wanting to be alone to protect myself is coming back.

[evanescentnebula]

I finally got what my heart needed a week ago to repair 3 months to a year's worth of damage and I'm grateful for it. It just feels like I'm collapsing now, in a different way. Now that my pain has been witnessed and validated, all the exhaustion of holding everything in and trying to adjust in ways harmful to myself to save my relationship is catching up to my body...

[cherubheartz]

favorite phenomenon

[anxietyproblem]

[dogpuppy]

[pokemon]

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[omocat]

happy birthday, basil 🌻

[thilinky]

[evanescentnebula]

I HATE YOU I HATE WHAT YOU DID TO ME I HATE THAT YOU GAVE ME THIS TRAUMA I HATE THAT YOU MAKE ME WANT TO KILL MYSELF I HATE HOW NARCISSITIC YOU ARE I HATE YOUR SELF-PROCLAIMED RIGHTEOUSNESS I HATE WHAT A BITCH YOU ARE I HATE THAT YOU'RE GOING TO DIE WITHOUT A GUILTY CONSCIENCE FOR HOW YOU DESTROYED ME AND STOLE MY YOUTH I HATE THAT THIS IS A SOUL-SHATTERING WOUND THAT WON'T EVER HEAL I HATE THAT YOU GAVE ME PTSD I HATE THAT I SELF-HARM BECAUSE OF YOU I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH

[beardedmrbean]

[kosmogrl]

[chaoticneutralwife]

the next day after exerting myself too much because i felt good for once

[aropride]

cold as fuck out is anyone else experiencing this? [remembers i should be inclusive to my southern hemisphere followers currently experiencing spring-summer weather] hot as fuck out is anyone else experiencing this?

[aropride]

it’s fucking TEMPERATURE out there. TEMPERATURE with a side of WEATHER.

[dirteater5000]

everyone shut up and look at this