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PATRICK BLANCO & IVÁN CARVALHO Élite | 6.04

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JOE KEERY ph. by Christian Coppola

evanmcintosh

Wow.

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I've always been one who typically is up for the day somewhere around 7am, rain or shine, cup of coffee brewed and ready to start me off, but I have to say, staying in bed all morning has never felt as good as it has lately.

evanmcintosh

kncxsmy:

I’ve always been one who typically is up for the day somewhere around 7am, rain or shine, cup of coffee brewed and ready to start me off, but I have to say, staying in bed all morning has never felt as good as it has lately.

I love staying in bed... If you know what i mean.

Originally posted by emmanelson

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HEARTSTOPPER 2x08 ● "Perfect"

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You went out with Rachel before, did you? Did you sleep with her? I did. Once. Like… last year. But it wouldn’t be the kind of thing where, like… feelings would be involved.

NORMAL PEOPLE (2020) | EPISODE THREE

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evanmcintosh:

Are you? That’s rich considering I’ve barely heard from you since I OD’d. I get it, I’m a crappy brother, idk what more you want from me considering I don’t give a fuck that you smoke. I was just bantering with you.

Originally posted by caroildanvers

Yeah, because I haven’t wanted to talk to you, or Milo, because being the brother of you both is exhausting and it’s okay for me to think about myself before I try and be the battered middle man between you both sometimes. Doesn’t mean i’m not happy for you, it means I want a break from being a freakin’ McIntosh — and you know, maybe biting at someone who’s just telling you that something is bothering them is half the issue. At least if you told me something I said upset you, I wouldn’t try and make it your fault. Give me a fucking break.

evanmcintosh

You want a break from being us? Ha. News flash, family doesn’t get a break from being family. Unless you want to disown me like mom and dad, then go ahead but then I’m done. Sure Milo and I fucking tear at eachothers guts but I know he always has my back and I thought you did too. Sorry a fucking joke made you want out of the family. I’ll stop being a fucking inconvenience to you now.

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evanmcintosh:

You’re like a super serious guy aren’t you? Blows cause you’re so hot.

Originally posted by mustang-is-blog

When I feel like it counts, yes. First impressions are important in a role like mine, i’m sure you understand.

evanmcintosh

Well, I don’t have kids so no need to put on the teacher roll with me.

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evanmcintosh:

It’s all good, i think i have some people to help me out.

That’s good news. How’s everything going with your sobriety? I know it can really rough but you’re doing a great job.

evanmcintosh

Thanks man. See some people think I’m doing a great job, some people are just waiting til I fail. So I haven’t really decided which direction I’m going in yet. Just gotta keep distracting myself.

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evanmcintosh:

Video games? That helps? You don’t get bored of staring at a screen? My body is too fidgety to stay stuck on a screen, it like craves the outdoors. Like even in withdrawals I would have to sit on like my balcony to not go crazy.

Originally posted by hunterparrish

It does, actually. I know you like running but I suppose you can only do so much running. Maybe you should take up a sport?

evanmcintosh

I’ve never really been good at video games or like working with a team. Hence the amount of solo sports I do. I’m what they call ‘inconsistent.’ Maybe I’ll just try to find another hiking spot out of town.

romeobxnedetti

evanmcintosh:

Working with kids sounds awful.

Originally posted by johannawrites

It’s certainly a role more suited to some individuals than it is others — it can all depends on your position, though. Being a Headteacher or a Maths teacher can be a very different dynamic to being a Drama teacher or a sports coach.

evanmcintosh

You’re like a super serious guy aren’t you? Blows cause you’re so hot.

mcintxshenzo

evanmcintosh:

And they say I’m the sensitive one… Maybe the drugs were bad for me.

Originally posted by timbradford

Okay, because that’s really making it better. Like yeah, I get it, you’re sober and i’m really fuckin’ happy for you and proud of you man, but you’re kind of acting like you’re better than me just because I smoke some weed and you don’t anymore. It seriously blows.

evanmcintosh

Are you? That’s rich considering I’ve barely heard from you since I OD’d. I get it, I’m a crappy brother, idk what more you want from me considering I don’t give a fuck that you smoke. I was just bantering with you.

patrick-stclarington

evanmcintosh:

Maybe those are places i should be staying away from…

You’re probably right. I understand what it’s like trying to stay sober. It’s also the reason I usually just stay at home and play video games so I don’t get tempted.

evanmcintosh

Video games? That helps? You don’t get bored of staring at a screen? My body is too fidgety to stay stuck on a screen, it like craves the outdoors. Like even in withdrawals I would have to sit on like my balcony to not go crazy.