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@evenlosershavepride
She chose him over me. "Let's just be friends" how the fuck are we supposed to do that. If you couldn't do that with me how the fuck can you expect me to do that with you. I fucking told you I love you. I gave you what you fucking wanted and you chose him. I opened my heart and soul and this is what fucking happened
Wonder if anyone still checks here. Been forever since I posted so hopefully not
I really hope I still have a chance. I hope she gives me a second chance. I know I fucked up. I know I took her for granted. I have no right to ask for another chance cuz she told me she doesn't want to wait forever. And I told her that's fine. I told her to go with another guy cuz it'll make more sense to be with a guy that lives there than be with me. I'm such an idiot. I didn't know how much it'll hurt until I finally saw her with another guy. I have to fix this. I hope she'll still give me a chance. But I feel like it's already too far along. I've already fucked up too much. But I'm really hoping I can get another chance
I really wish I had enough confidence to just walk up to a girl and just say hi.
I hate hate that feeling. The feeling of loneliness. The feeling of "why should I get out of bed." The feeling of what the hell is the point of it all. I hate this feeling.
Yay now I feel like shit :)
I like you. I wonder if you know.
I feel really lonely.
Kinda weird
But I just realized, it's been a year now. It feels like it's been much longer.
What are some of your biggest regrets in life?
Wow didn't even notice I got an ask on here. I'd say my biggest regrets are not trying harder in high school, being too shy to ask out any girls, didn't look into college stuff more, messing some stuff up in my first relationship. More up to date I wish I'd try harder to find a better job, feel more motivated to better my life, wish I had a better relationship with my family, cut out ALOT of people in my life, cut some bad habits, try to move out on my own or with a friend. Just been having a lot on my mind right now
I hate the days I feel like shit for no reason
I'm tired of you lecturing me about shit. I DO NOT LIVE IN THAT HOUSE ANYMORE. I DO NOT ASK YOU FOR HELP WITH ANYTHING. STOP CALLING ME JUST TO LECTURE ME ABOUT SHIT. THAT MAKES ME NOT WANT TO TALK TO YOU EVEN MORE. I DO NOT CARE THAT YOU ARE MY MOTHER. YOU THINK JUST CUZ YOU ARE MY MOTHER THINKS YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU WANT. I IGNORE YOUR CALLS BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO TALK TO YOU. TALKING TO YOU IRRITATES ME BEYOND COMPREHENSION. IF I DECIDE TO TALK TO YOU ON MOTHERS DAY THEN GREAT. IF NOT OH WELL. YOU ARE SO CLOSE MINDED AND IGNORANT. MY FRIENDS JUDGE ME BECAUSE OF HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU. THEY DO NOT KNOW YOU LIKE I KNOW YOU. THEY HAVENT BEEN THROUGH WHAT YOUVE PUT ME THROUGH. FUCK IM JUST SO FED UP
Seeing that bothers me and I hate it. I'm going to bed.
Whatever.
I AM OKAY.
Still have no idea how I'm gonna do this. I still probably shouldn't, but I figure what the hell
Wonder if I should go through with it. Probably not.