not a beast

On the eve of a day that's forgotten and fake, and the trees they await and clouds anticipate, the start of a day when we put on our face, a mask that portrays that we don't need grace, on the eve of a day that is bigger than us, but we open our eyes 'cause we're told that we must, and the trees wave their arms and the clouds try to plead. Desperately yelling there's something we need.

[tarjeisandvik-deactivated201802]

“but it’s okay between you two?” - isak about even

[everaftereverett]

@wxllclayton

[avadae]

[everaftereverett]

@beautycecily

[endless-simple-needs]

[everaftereverett]

Everett smiled slightly, glad he was opening up. he listened to the story carefully, picking up on the way he told it. Ev had done a lot of research on the isle and had been there once on the field trip but he knew he didn’t know the extent of life on the isle. he could do all the research he wanted but he would never know the pain they all felt. he was surprised by the gentleness of the story. "that's a n-nice story." he said with a small smile. "i r-remember meeting you w-when you were l-little with the spells." he recalled.

[everaftereverett]

Text--->Bella

bella: i mean... not really. as okay as i CAN be, i guess.

bella: it is EXTREMELY draining

everett: i know how you feel

everett: whenever i went into rehab they were all over me after i got out

everett: it's overwhelming. and scary

everett: i just wanted to know that i'm not against you

[everaftereverett]

Everett stayed still looking into William's eyes, trying to remind him that he could trust him. "not c-cocky just a l-little but more c-confident." he said in a simple tone. "i know it's n-not pleasant to t-talk about but d-don't you think it's s-something i ought to k-know. being your b-boyfriend and all." he told him in a calm tone of voice. "tell m-me whatever you'd l-like." Everett said, wanting him to be as comfortable as possible.

[everaftereverett]

he gave William a smug smile when he made a kissy face. he felt William's finger go limp over his lips and he knew he had made a mistake. "my i-initial statement was j-just a joke. I didn't m-mean you w-were a broken person. besides I l-like you just the way you a-are. I just feel..." he thought for a while before deciding if he wanted to say this or not. "like I d-don't know much a-about what y-you went through and y-your time o-on the isle."

[everaftereverett]

Text--->Bella

everett: hey you okay??

everett: i know how draining all this can be

[everaftereverett]

Everett made a phone with his fingers. "okay it's r-ringing." he teased before making an annoyed face as he was pushed. "you s-stop it." he play argued. everett thought about how to say what he meant. "it's j-just you've been t-through a lot. i m-mean i dont really k-know the extent of i-it but i know you m-must be pretty b-broken."

[everaftereverett]

“I don’t like the idea of you walking down the streets all alone.” ( tobias! )

“what’s g-going to h-happened to me? it’s n-not like someone’s g-going to assassinate m-me.” he teased.

[maldoniia]

“JOKING ABOUT ASSASSINATIONS — is that where we’ve gotten too??” tobias asked, but he wasn’t mad, if not a bit concerned; him not having the same political important as the future king, he couldn’t have imagined him being assassinated. “but seriously, we live in this big ass place — sure you can’t stay??”

[everaftereverett]

"okay t-that wasn't a good j-joke but really you s-shouldn't worry so much." he assured Tobi. "you're t-too nice, you're gonna t-turn into Nate if you don't w-watch yourself." he teased. "i was g-going to meet W-William." he told him.

[everaftereverett]

"Where did all those bruises come from?" robbie!

“oh uh t-these?” he asked, pointing to some on his arm. “I think t-they’re from working o-on my cars.”

[r0bbiearendelle]

“you get bruises from working on cars?” robbie raised an eyebrow, not quite buying the story. “i’ve heard of acquiring grease and oil stains, sure – but never bruises.”

[everaftereverett]

"okay f-fine that's not w-what they're from but y-you can't tell anyone." he told him. Everett had known Robbie for a while cause of the whole prince circle but he didn't know him as well as some of the others.

[everaftereverett]

"yeah h-he's a good g-guy." he said with a small smile. "so w-what's been going on w-with you??" he asked, not wanting to bring up what he heard in the newspaper. he knew how sometimes the newspaper liked to embellish.

[wreck-it-rachel]

Rachel smiled a bit and followed him inside, rubbing the back of her neck. “Really? I missed hanging out with you! Maybe we can now?” She asked with a grin, hopeful to spend time with her friend

[everaftereverett]

"of c-course." he said with a smile. "what d-do you want to d-do?" he asked, trying to think of something for them to do. "how a-about we go christmas s-shopping?"

[everaftereverett]

"oh s-shut up. you're such a p-pain." he said with a gentle laugh. he snickered against his finger, leaning towards him more. "i don't d-doubt your resilience, i j-just believe in m-my hotness." Everett told him with a laugh. "you're p-pretty fragile if you a-ask me."

[loljta]

[wxllclayton]

@everaftereverett

[everaftereverett]

Everett sighed really loudly in his face. "you're h-high maintenance for i-isle trash." he said, with a kidding smile. "always r-right." he hummed, smiling happily at his serious face. "you're v-very cute w-when you're cockblocking m-me but you'll break s-soon cause i'm a lot c-cuter." he teased with a smirk.

[everaftereverett]

“fine I’ll q-quote you saying s-something mean to your p-poor, loving boyfriend.” he teased him, smiling at William’s smile. Ev rolled his eyes as the finger was put in between them. “okay, y-you’re right. does that m-make you happy? cockblocking m-me for that?” he said with a serious face but ultimately joking.