isnt that all i ever wanted?

[every-momento]

navigating grief?

a concise chinese english dictionary for lovers, xiaolu guo // fleabag (2019), phoebe waller-bridge // staying with the trouble: making kin in the chthulucene, donna haraway // dalton day // the stranger, albert camus // on earth we’re briefly gorgeous, ocean vuong

[every-momento]

you can go home, but only as a memory

postcard // i had years been from home by emily dickinson // eric hurst // pledging allegiance by noor hindi // letters from home by zarina hasmi // the bedroom by vincent van gogh // breathe by lin manuel miranda // the house that built me by miranda lambert

[059004a]

[fairydrowning]

– Noor Unnahar, Instagram account "noor_unnahar"

[TEXT ID: / [Lemons] / My father's mother loved lemons. Years after her passing, / we run out of everything, but never / lemons. / Nothing else shelters grief / better than memory. / It's my father way of saying, / even in your absence, you will be / cared by me. / END ID]

[intezaarlily]

the ache of nostalgia

[sodomyaspraxis]

Victoria Chang, The Trees Witness Everything (2022)

[llovelymoonn]

do you have or could you make a webweave about nostalgia? specifically of the yearning and grieving variety. it's killing me that all of it is gone forever, that all that remains is an echo, and that it will only keep fading. big yikes.

@robertszombie \\ jordanna kalman \\ jordanna kalman \\ @wearemadeofstardust0 \\ david foster wallace \\ jordanna kalman \\ okechukwu nzelu here again now \\ jordanna kalman \\ jordanna kalman \\ jordanna kalman

kofi

[twofigs]

[lovely-abeille-deactivated20241]

a questionnaire, noor unnahar // haunted womanhood, heather havrilesky // lamb's head on a plate, viggo johansen // citizen illegal, josé olivarez // grief lessons: four plays by euripides; tr., anne carson

[geryone]

Blud, Rachel McKibbens

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

[elizabethanism]

Still with this Victoria Chang poem.

[roadmotel]

Maya Angelou, Come, And Be My Baby

[mosscato]

[finalset]

night drive

[alwayshaveandialwayswill]

“we don’t talk. i still dream about you.”

[reinstarnation-deactivated20250]

otherness, monstrosity, disappointment. (on "The Hermaphrodite" by Julia Ward Howe)

defectivegembrain \\ "car accident (excerpt)" Jonny Buldoc \\ "Family Tree (Intro)" Ethel Cain \\ @etheralspacejelly \\ "Why are you haunted? select all that apply (excerpt)" @filnoirsbian \\ "Cassandra" Florence and the machine \\ "Monsters and what makes them (excerpt)" A.S. \\ "The Prodigal Son (excerpt)" Rainer Maria Rilke