// First of all, I told you three times the other day what the problem was, and you ignored me. You're still ignoring me. Literally none of the above was why I was mad the other day.
If you and @13xwishes don't get along, that's entirely /your/ business. If she handles it by blocking you, that's her business (and she does so for reasons that don't conclude entirely with disliking your muse). If you're angry at her and need to rant about it, that's your business.
Here is where my problem lies and why I was mad at you the other day: you've been around in the roleplaying community long enough and you're smart enough IRL to know better than to reblog someone else's OOC post. And yet, you consciously chose to do so. You made a conscious decision to take an OOC post of mine (not @13xwishes, /mine/) and literally complained that your fave wasn't someone else's fave. That was all you said. And you thought it was okay to do so, just because I hadn't specifically gone out of my way to ask you not to.
I didn't tag it because I'm terrible at tagging. There is no system, no rhyme or reason to how I tag things. I tag them when I remember to. And while I am aware that this is the internet and basically anyone can reblog whatever they want, I expect the people I interact with regularly, like yourself, to be smart enough and considerate enough to know better.
And when I explained to you not once but /three times/ that that alone was my problem, you changed the subject and talked over me. All I wanted was for you to understand what line you had crossed, but you weren't listening to me. So I stopped talking.
"Who was hurt? Well, no one." Ding dong, you are wrong. /I/ was hurt. I was hurt that someone I thought was a friend held me in such low esteem to disrespect me so casually like that. And it's all the more personal to me because that post is recent enough for me to remember how godawful I was feeling IRL when I typed it; I remember how that post made me smile because someone noticed how low I was and tried to cheer me up. That's another story and I don't expect you to take it to heart or anything, but it feeds into why I was honestly so angry and hurt the other day.
As for some of the Messages you've sent me since then:
[EDIT: I'm sorry. I should never have referred to your PMs. That's why they're private, after all. I crossed a major line there and I'm sorry for that.]
I'm not sure if I should even expect you to still be reading this long diatribe. You couldn't even be bothered to read my short paragraphs the other day or the first tag of a post. You couldn't even read the rest of the original post outside of the "Nefera's a loser" joke (not that there's much else to read).
Your action was disrespectful and rude (and yes, also hurtful) towards me. I don't know what you were trying to do, other than maybe vent. And you made it worse by not listening to me and actually addressing/correcting your own action. I told you where you crossed the line with me, but all you could do in response was talk about how someone else entirely had wronged you. I've spoken with you several times about several different topics, and I know you're better than that - start acting like it.
That's it. I am truly finished this time.
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