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[flossiehawkinss]

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Hey girl, hey girl We can make it easy if we lift each other Hey girl, hey girl We don’t need to keep on one-in’ up another Hey girl, hey girl Hey girl, hey girl If you lose your way Just know that I got you

[evieangeles]

kipleyrowe :

“Oh trust me, you don’t. I love being a mom, don’t get me wrong. Ella’s the cutest thing since puppies. But the lack of sleep, and the having to be responsible thing? Not fun. Adulting is a trap. Sometimes I wish I were eighteen again and free to do as I please.” Not that she would trade Ella for the world. That kid was everything to Kip “I thought it was pretty cute. It’s different. You don’t hear it too often. But it’s not completely out there, like Apple or Blanket.” She brushed back Ella’s hair again, and the little girl pouted and pushed her mother’s hand away. “I wish she would sleep all the time. We were doing pretty well for a while, then she started teething, and the world turned upside down.”

     “i already go through those things... without a baby... so i can only imagine..” spotting the minimal dark coloration under the blonde’s eyes proved it all and she wondered if she had the sleeping problem every night. that would stink. “but hey... who says you can not be free every now and then? everyone deserves that... especially if they work super hard.. like you!” she placed her hands on the floor to help herself up from the ground before swatting at the back of her jeans to rid of any dirt. “i would not mind babysitting her for you ..-- if you need it.” the girl had to jump on any opportunity she could find. after losing her job at deja brew due to the disappearance of her memories, she desperately needed to find a new and easier job in order to keep up with her rent. “that way... whenever you wanna have fun.. i can take care of her for you! if not, that is okay. just thought i can offer.. cuz’ i am good with kids.” 

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flossiehawkinss :

“Oh–Okay…That makes sense.” She affirmed to the younger girl smiling lightly. “I understand that.” She squeezed her hand smiling, trying to kepe her calm. “–I mean, we can start whenever you want. We can–go and get a milkshake if you want? See the sun set?”

     her prayers have been answered. it was like this lady could read her mind or something. as if... she knew evie already.. ( too well, at that ). she darted her eyes from her hand to the other’s colored eyes several times before soothing into her touch. her smile graduated to a gasp. “milkshakes....? yes. a million times yes! let’s go..” evie clasped her hand over flossie’s and began heading back down the path towards the town. 

[evieangeles]

jamesrosetti :

“That’s good…” James could not help but smile a genuine smile at her response, seeing that Evie did look happy. “Yeah, sleep is good and so is… not having too much anxiety.” As good as it seemed, he knew why she was no longer feeling anxious and he’d hate to be the one to take that away from her. But he knew that he had no other choice, but to focus on what was medically necessary at that moment. “Sweetheart, I know it helped you… but if you keep taking it for too long, I’m afraid it might make things worse. We don’t want that, okay?” The neurosurgeon hated that he could not explain it to her with the technical details, for he could not get her to understand the severity of her own condition. Breaking her heart with the truth was not what he wanted to do, but he made sure that this Dr. Garrett would face the consequences of prescribing benzo’s to an amnesiac. What a moron! A sigh escaped his lips as he stood up from his seat and walked up to the bed. Taking her hand in his as he leaned against the edge of the bed, he looked over at her with a frown. “Evie, I’m afraid the medicine he gave you… it’s going to make you forget more things than make you remember them. They help with the anxiety, yes… but… they would also make you lose your memories… the memories you made after your accident, when you first got to Springhill. I’d rather we figure out some other way to treat your anxiety than have you lose any of your remaining memories.” His thumb was tracing circles around the back of her palm, something that always calmed him down when he was younger. A smile tugging on his lips as he looked over at Evie, he nodded. “Check ups can be fun, you know?”

     the brunette’s head tilted in attentiveness to his explanation. apparently, the medication she was prescribed, could potentially... harm her? that sure was unsettling to hear.. knowing she had been taking it for a couple weeks now. what if it had already affected her without her realizing? what if... her memories were already dissipated? there was no way. she felt fine. she felt great. evie tossed her silly thoughts into a bin to bring more of her attention to the check up instead. “why would he give me that? i do not want to lose my memories...” she mumbled to herself, looking down to her kicking legs. dr. garrett was assigned to her post cheer accident. he had helped her for years.. he even treated her better than her parents did. ( pretty much everyone did. her parents were assholes ) even at her lowest times, he refused giving up on her. that’s why he was so special to her... but now? she doesn’t know what to think of him anymore. “you... you promise me we can.. fix me? without all the bad stuff?” she raised her head with faith. james has been around her a lot less than her previous doctor was.. yet she knew she could trust him with her life. she smiled subtly as he drew circles around her hand. “oh yeah? what is so fun about shots and really cold rooms?” the younger one kid, chuckling deviously. 

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[evieangeles]

kipleyrowe :

“Yeah, an oops. Like…definitely was not planning to pop out a kid at twenty-one, but it’s okay, because she’s really cute.” Kip chuckled. She was brutally honest. She definitely wasn’t planning to have a kid…and between her and just one other person in this world, it almost didn’t happen, but she was glad she’d gone through with keeping Ella. “Her name is Eleanor, but everyone calls her Ella. She’s fourteen months old.” She watched as Ella gasped when the sunlight hit her hands and she clapped her hands together, squealing with delight. “Eat, play, and refuse to sleep is more like it lately. I’m hoping this walk tires her out and she’ll actually sleep tonight.”

     “twenty one? i wish i had a baby now.. all they ever do is make me smile....” after having resting on her knee for awhile, it started to become uncomfortable. she readjusted herself so that she sat criss crossed on the floor. she needed a break from the walk a regardless. “eleanor? that is so cute...” evie pouted in adoration at the name choice that fit the little blonde so perfectly. it made her wonder.... what would she name her future kids? ( eh. it didn’t matter because she genuinely thinks she’s going to be single forever). the girl laughed, shaking her head. “walks make me sleepy too.. you know what else does? car rides.. i just.. sleep.. all the time. you should try that.”

[erhereal]

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flossiehawkinss :

“Ah—Okay…” She trailed off as she tried to memorise the medication in her hands. “Head thing? Did you have an accident or something?” She knew all this–she was trying so hard to pretend that she didn’t. Trying to make the girls anxiety levels low and not spiking. “Oh well, I would like to be your friend–If you would like that? We can go for milkshakes…and other sweet treats.” She wanted her friendship back more than anything with the girl.

     her heart plummeted to the very bottom of her stomach at the word. evie wanted to slap herself for phrasing it wrongly. “w-what? n..no... i-- uh.. i have... scary thoughts.. up here.. that’s all.” a finger tapped the side of her head to indicate it. she prayed the lady wouldn’t move any further with those questions. a smile somehow managed to strike upon her features when she heard flossie’s next few words. making friends was a struggle for evie but... this person made it seem so easy. “really?” the idea made her heart flutter back up to her chest. “y-yes... i would love that ... when do we start?”

[evieangeles]

[evieangeles]

      like anon hate towards the main has been relatively common ever since tumblr rps became a thing. (which is dumb that people even feel the need to do that) but when you start personally coming for the members????? that is LITERAL cyber bullying in a way-- and it’s fucking sick. please let people have the creative freedom they want... this is a fucking ROLEPLAY for gods sake. we’re all just trying to have fun so if you can’t do that, leave. period point blank.

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@jamesrosetti

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kipleyrowe :

“No worries, I get it all the time. I’m not as young as I look. She was an oops, though. Best oops to ever happen.” Kip chuckled. She loved being a mom. She’d been scared to death when she was pregnant that she would be an awful mom. She didn’t really have a great one growing up. Her mom had done what she needed to do to get them by, but she wasn’t around much. She’d had Kip when she was a little younger than Kip was now, and she just wasn’t invested in being there for her daughter. Kip swore she’d be there for Ella every step of the way in life, and so far, she was doing an okay job. She watched as Ella stared at the other girl’s hand, laughing as she tried to grab the spot of sunlight. “You’ll understand someday, kiddo.”

     “an oops? ...-- oh... an oops....” evie kept the conversation as optimistic as possible. “well... she is one of the cutest oops i have ever seen. what is her name?” she placed her hands over her own cheeks and waited excitingly for the blonde’s response. her attention was soon cut short once she felt the toddler’s tiny fingers gripping all over her hands in attempt to catch the sunlight which caused more chuckles to sound from her. the there was nothing she could do besides play along with the little one since it seemed like she wasn’t planning on giving up until she got what she wanted. “.....yaaaaay, you caught it!” the brunette clapped with the proudest grin while looking up to the mother “yup. someday... right now, it is just.... eat, play, sleep, repeat. kinda like me.”

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flossiehawkinss :

Flossie took the medication from her, trying to figure out what it was. “What–What are these for?” She furrowed her eyebrows, knowing she’ll have to make a call with James as soon as she says her goodbyes to Evie. “…The sky really is beautiful-” She reminded the girl. “I..Was just going for a walk–and thought you looked lonely so thought I’d join.”

    “oh, uh... i had problems sleeping.. and sometimes i can not breathe very well ‘nd stuff.. my doctor said it is a head thing or something...” evie struggled with explaining it -- but it was the anxiety attacks she was referring to. “but these make me feel better.. and i ran out... so i came to pick up more.” she shrugged with a weak smile. her shoulders relaxed and she let her back fall against the large tree trunk she was previously resting against. “well.. thank you.. it is nice.. meeting new people.. and you are nice ..-- too..”

[evieangeles]

keirc :

“not  really.”  keira  said  as  she  looked  up  at  evie  as  she  approached.  “but,  i’m  not  the  one  to  look  for  sympathy  especially  since  no  one  cares.”  the  brunette  shrugged  her  shoulders  as  she  looked  the  tiny  girl  over.  “you  really  shouldn’t  be  out  here  at  night.  there  are  plenty  of  creepy  guys  looking  to  take  advantage  of  cute  girls  like  you.”  keira  said  as  she  got  up  from  off  the  ground.  “do  you  want  me  to  drive  you  home  or  something?  i’m  just  about  fucking  done  with  that  shit  show  inside  the  club.”  she  spoke  as  she  rubbed  the  tears  away  from  her  eyes  motioning  for  evie  to  follow  her.  “i  just  have  to  grab  a  few  things  from  the  club.  i  don’t  want  you  out  here  alone.  follow  me  inside.”

     evie’s eyebrows curled in remorse. “hey... i care.” night walks were only to clear her mind.. meaning she purposely blocked out everything except the path ahead of her. seriously. if she didn’t care, she would’ve went on with her walk... but those sobs were laced with anguish. she suffered through that kinda cry way too many times.. and one of the last things she would want is to be left alone in a parking lot during it ---especially when it was this late. as she opened her mouth to decline, the other interrupted her and insisted on it (which most likely) meant she desperately needed someone right now. a car ride would also give the younger one a chance to ask more about what happened. “o-okay.. sure..” she scurried to keep up with the taller one as they made their way through the club.

[evieangeles]

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