#springhillooc

[jacoblyons]

Finally got my piece done 🥺

[justzara]

is that [zendaya]? no, that’s just [zaranyika “zara” gunda]. [she/they] is/are [twenty two] years old and is/are a [part time student, odd job-er, & aspiring podcaster]. rumor has it they’ve been in town for [14 years]. on a good day, they’re [introspective & inquisitive]. but watch out! they can also be [detached & controlling]. [summer depression by girl in red] plays in my head whenever i think of them. can’t wait to see them around springhill! 

[rae, 22, est, she/they]

tw: drugs, emotional abuse, lgbtq issues, homophobia

about zara

As much as Zara likes to put on a brave face, inside, she’s hurting. Her mom is a junkie and left her and her dad when she was 8, and her dad hasn’t been the same since. He’s super controlling and can be emotionally abusive towards her.

Zara has a pretty logical mind, despite her emotions having such a tight grip on her, and she likes to know how things will end before she puts her all into it. She’s scared of the unknown. After her mom left, her dad sorta gave up on all the childhood memories and duties, other than being strict with her and forcing her to only focus on school. The only extracurriculars he allowed her to do were student government and debate club. And funnily enough, she ended up really loving them in the end, which is why she is studying Business Management in college - at Springhill’s community college. 

Due to her missing out on the childhood aspects of her past, Zara taught herself how to ride a bike. She learned to forge her father’s name for detention slips and tardy notes. She accepted to not expect her father to show up to any of her basketball games. Zara had learned, at a young age, to not get her hopes up because that only led to disappointment. The only person she could truly trust was herself.

When she was 15 years old, Zara had first learned the word “non-binary” and took comfort in the idea of not having to choose between identifying herself as solely male or female. Zara uses both she/her and they/them pronouns, and she appreciates when her friends ask her which pronouns she’d like to use that day. Lately and in general, she tends to use she/her, as she’s comfortable with presenting her feminine side in that way and masculine & non-binary sides via the clothes she wears. As for her sexuality, she’s always known, subconsciously, that she has drifted more towards liking girls than boys, but she’s open to all kinds of love, as well.

As far as her working life goes, she likes to be self-sufficient and does odd jobs around town (she’s taught herself a lot of tricks n hobbies n stuff in general lol bc she’d often have to spend a lot of time at home, following her dad’s orders). She’s good with cars (she’s hoping to buy and refurbish an RV so she can travel more - inspo), tutoring, babysitting (she prefers ages 5 and up), pet sitting, cleaning/organizing (when it’s not her own room lol), some technological stuff, etc etc. And she’s still learning more so she can work more!

TW: drugs!!!! (Xanax, Adderall, brief mention of heroin, marijuana)

Zara, unfortunately, has always second-guessed herself. Being a product of a dead-beat mother and insanely strict father may have something to do with that. She had always toyed with the idea of trying drugs, as she wanted to feel closer to her mother and figure out why she chose them over her family. Zara’s first experimentation with any kind of drug was Xanx, which she bought from the weird drug dealer in her freshman orientation class in college. Her second drug of choice was Adderall, to help her get through her first finals week. Things kept escalating from there. Her cut-off point, however, was heroin. She promised herself that she’d never shoot up; she liked being high and dulling her feelings...but she didn’t want to die, persay, and heroin seemed like a death sentence to her. Also, the few times that she’s smoked pot, she’s gotten paranoid, so she tends to stay away from that as well.

wanted connections

i think imma make a separate page on her blog specifically for wc’s - sooooo stay tuned!!

ooc / final notes

omg if you’ve read this far, THANK U SM!!! we’re basically friends bc ur the real MVP :’) pls pls plsssss message me if you’d like to plot w my bb!! 

fun fact: zara is the love child of MJ (spiderman), Rue (euphoria), and myself (esp LGBTQIA+ related, as I’m figuring that out, too, like her!!) if you ever would like to talk to someone (a new friend :D aka me lol) about LGBTQIA+ stuff, mental health stuff & staying positive during these #rough times, or gush about our love of zendaya, sabrina carpenter, harry potter series, etc etc -- then pls message me!!! we don’t have to talk solely about the rp/our charries (although i’d be 100000% okay w that uwu) bc i LOVE making new friends :D and some of my bffs are writing buddies i’ve met online! yayyayayyy

okayyyy rambling done !! ttyl hopefully :D

love always, rae xx

UPDATE 7/13/20 

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[kassldyembcrr]

just wanted to give everyone a heads up, but I got into my first car accident today and I am ... not okay , so if I tend to be mia for a while, please understand that I am working on getting back to 100%, but I am trying. Kassidy and Tierney might be absent from the dash for a while and I’m sorry about that, but I have got to clear my head and get both my physical and mental heath back to being good. Please be patient with me. I love you all. 💖

[mindlcssartist]

here i am, minding my own business, planning my second character and doing replies and all of the sudden there’s a godDAMN EARTHQUAKE. i hate it here.

i’m gonna lie down for a few minutes because that was INTENSE, but brb 

[dvmelliet]

I’m getting on and I’m getting to replies. This is just how my morning has been and I’ve been kept hostage. pics of my dog js

“Hooman, why did you stop petting me?”

“Gimme the pets, hooman.” 

“Don’t talk to me.” 

[ellictthood]

No rEad more because mobile and currently eating. Some of you know I took this big test today (it was the test to get into th military) and I PASSED GUYS. I PASSED. but to some degree my enlistment process is delayed till I get my wisdom teeth out but that’s my update!! Wisdom teeth are coming out soon annnd I passed. LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLLLLL

[teaganalma]

hey everybody, i’ve had to put myself on a hiatus. i will probably be on and off, but i wanted the hiatus to be safe. my world kinda turned upside down. thank you so much to all of you here for providing me a safe space to escape from the word.

a couple of days ago, my dad ( who has had four heart attacks ) went to the hospital because he was having chest pains. our local hospital claimed nothing was wrong but my dad chose to drove himself to the hospital two hours away. it turns out, he was in congestive heart failure. he’s been in the hospital for the past few days. they’re putting him on the heart transplant list but odds are, it’s not gonna happen because he isn’t “ sick enough “ which is just... horrifying.

i dunno. everything feels way too heavy & i’m scared out of my mind. this was the last thing that i expected.

[greysofia]

Hey, lovelies! So the life became too crazy around me recently and I asked for semi-hiatus. I'll try to be around as much as I could but my activity won't be the best. Still my inbox is always open for plots or just chat. Miss all of you!