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@evrenull
anyone else ever jealous of people that get to like be friends or romantic/sexual partners with you because you wish you could be them and have yourself as a friend or partner because you're so divine and beautiful and you wish that only you could be able to love that?
im a whore tbh but the people who get to have sex with me are so fucking lucky, i wish I was u bro
anyone else ever jealous of people that get to like be friends or romantic/sexual partners with you because you wish you could be them and have yourself as a friend or partner because you're so divine and beautiful and you wish that only you could be able to love that?
people genuinely think they're being severely hurt and their lives are being damaged just by being near insane people or seeing an insane person do something insane
Ultimately being a psychopath is a good and wonderful thing
ASPD genuinely does make me feel insane sometimes. I suddenly lose control over my situation, I spiral for about 5 minutes, and all of a sudden I couldn't care less again because my brain has managed to come up with a pleasing enough solution. It feels like I'm going crazy, like my emotions aren't even there. They dissipate so quickly they don't even feel like they're mine.
i don't understand it when people talk about how painful grief is. nobody close to me in my life has died so maybe i will feel different when i have experienced it but i just think that human life is so unimportant and miniscule and dull and ugly that it doesn't make sense to be really devastated about the death of a person. life is meaningless and then you die, so why does it matter if someone dies a bit sooner?
when my ex attempted and i thought he was dead i felt really happy and free because i hated being with him and i didn't think there was any other way to get out of that relationship rather than one of us dying.
i either care too much or not enough, im all extremes
i want to be loved for who i really am more than anything but i know that's not possible because i am nothing. not even in a self deprecating way i am just nothing. there is nothing beyond my fake exterior. beyond the show i put on there is just void. it's a miserable existence.
do you think i creeped her out 😂 (i already told her im a sociopath previously btw)
i don't think i can feel remorse at all but when i do bad shit i worry about what kind of person that makes me and what that makes other people think of me and that looks a bit like remorse. i think that says a lot about me
my mum says that im gonna get a reputation bc ive been sleeping around but like.. actual relationships and romantic connections doesnt work for me.. this does.. like if i try to actually DATE people and like "love" and be together and loyal just because we "love" each other it just crashes and burns quickly and spectacularly and i end up being a piece of shit and hurting them cus that's who i am. the longest relationship ive ever had in person only lasted that long (a year) because we weren't sexual and i cheated on her a bunch. (i know cheating is wrong you don't gotta tell me) completely transactional "relationships" where we just take what we want from eachother and go our separate ways is the only thing that works for me and doesn't make me end up hurting them
i want to kms because im so bored what's the point of being alive if nothing means anything and we're just filling our lives with meaningless shit until we die
most men on tinder are so fucking pathetically desperate and think entirely with their dicks they're so fun to play with. and im hot so it's so easy i love it
i can literally be so fucking clear and upfront about the fact that i am literally a fucking sociopath and an asshole the first time i meet someone and they're still surprised when i act like a sociopathic asshole. can everyone just fucking die already
i don't get why im considered a horrible person for having the attitude and behaviour that life and humanity has shown me over and over again is the only way to survive
I cannot fucking stand authority figures. you don't get to have power over me, you don't get to talk down to me, you don't get to condescend me, you don't get to have me follow your rules, NO and FUCK YOU
do normal people really watch documentaries about serial killers because they find it fascinating that somebody could do something like that and not because they're like them?
wait who the fuck actually watches crime documentaries to note the warning signs just in case? I thought we all watched it because we wanna learn their methods and what caused them to fail.
