Connor

Aspd Autistic

[notimportant51]

having mommy issues instead of daddy issues on tumblr sucks because theres no women on here

[evrenull]

people without aspd will always hate us. however hard we try to be likeable for them. i think we should just get together and exterminate them all

[that-cluster-b-bitch]

cluster b culture is finding out that there might be a name for what you're feeling and then you search it up and it's a bunch of results about how horrible you are

[msh2o2]

My hot take this that people with ASPD have some of the lowest self esteem of any demographic, even worse than BPD, but it's coupled with such apathy that they think they're unbothered. Oh you think you're basically evil? You don't care what happens to anyone, including yourself? You don't think you can love or be loved? Your objection to describing yourself as a terrible person is the person part, not the adjective "terrible"? You hurt people and animals because nobody, including yourself, believes anything better of you? If someone's nice to you they're just trying to manipulate you? Please ... tell me more about your mother.

[evrenull]

"you can unmask around me 🥹" YOU MOTHERFUCKERS ONLY MEAN THAT FOR EGOTYPICAL AUTISTIC PEOPLE. IF I UNMASKED FULLY ID BE IN FUCKING JAIL

[notimportant51]

ill do wtv u want just look after me pls

[kaomoji-kun]

I feel like I'm immune to trauma. Yes, I know trauma probably helped in making me the way I am today, but I don't feel traumatized.

I've always looked at my traumatic experiences in a detached and logical manner. It's as if my trauma was happening to someone else and I was looking at it from an outsider's point of view. I'd always just look at it as "Okay. That happened." and then I'd get over it within a day or two.

Deep down, I have no emotions towards my traumatic experiences. It's why I can't comprehend "sensitive topics". Because, to me, no topic is sensitive. It's just a topic. I can't comprehend how anyone could feel sensitive or anxious towards something that happened more than a month ago.

[1xsantana]

No one understands how suffocating it feels to have ASPD & feel so isolated no matter where you are or what you’re doing.

Theres a disconnect thats involuntarily, at times I wish I were able to deeply connect & be closer to people but I can’t. I can’t help but feel nothing but a suffocating boredom that consumes me whole, seeing people connect and have fun with one another will always be such a heavy isolating feeling that I don’t think anyone will ever understand.

[peerless-outlaw]

"Why would you want to find community if you have ASPD?" I don't know, maybe because I'd like to know I'm not the only unfortunate bastard forced to live like this.

[nudelakesideflorist]

here kitty kitty