ellie

lesbian 💘 26 🫶 uk 🍒

[assyrianjalebi]

Megan Fox in Passion Play (2010)

[homunculus-argument]

I hate how the advice for avoiding burnout is all "if you feel like everything is a chore you're making yourself do, you should rest and do things you want to do voluntarily :)" like the fuck you mean want to do. I don't want to cook a nice homemade meal, go outside to spend time in nature, make cutesy fun little crafts, read books, or do any of that shit. Those are also chores I make myself do. Self care is a chore. Either I am up and making myself do shit that I don't want to do because people are making me and I am supposed to, or it's phone in bed. There is no secret third thing.

[ruhaniya]

i don't care if i have to restart a million times, i won't settle for a life i don't want.

[aidashakur]

And even if I could go back, that’s not where I belong anymore.

[tiredandlonelymuse]

i loved one direction with an all-consuming force when i was younger. it hurts deeply to mourn someone you were a massive fan of as teenager, and became a peer of as an adult.

i know people change and grief is unsure or complicated when it’s attached to a fond memory or the feeling a person gave you and not tangibly the person themself. i can see many of you on here are struggling with that right now and i understand.

a few years ago i purchased a home that Liam previously owned. there were rumors the house was haunted. He assured me it was not, and i believed him. because i know the ghosts that haunt us aren’t tethered to buildings. They live in parts of us that are harder to reach and they go wherever we do.

as a parent, a fellow artist, and a fan, i simply cannot fathom this untimely loss. my heart goes out to his family, friends, and the fans. 💔

[selkiemaidenfae]

i love halsey because she'll write lyrics like "a girl like that is a mother, must be tough/ a problem child, i was rough/ but what do you do with a difficult grown up?" and then in another song she'll rhyme "michigan" with "bitch again"

[tiredandlonelymuse]

IMO “michigan” / “bitch, again” is some of my best work.

[iamheavymeta-lll]

[imeverywoman420]

“You never pretended to be a bride when you were a little girl?” No???? Like literally never?

[sanctuarycove]

I made witch soups in my garden

[gentlemanmotorslifestyle]

[ewimlesbian]

I knew you didn’t love me anymore when you started breaking your promises

[ewimlesbian]

reposting my own writings from 10 years ago jeez

[ewimlesbian]

YOU • SHOULD • BE • SAD

KOKO • LONDON • 14/08/2024

@tiredandlonelymuse

[tiredandlonelymuse]

This is how I originally wrote it. One of those that starts as a poem and then begs to be a song. I posted a fragment of this on tumblr a while back, but here’s the initial piece in its entirety 🤍

[crossedmythoughtlessheart]

☆ lonely is the muse ☆

[ewimlesbian]

HALSEY 🦋 14/08/2024 🦋 KOKO LONDON

@tiredandlonelymuse

[ewimlesbian]

Halsey @ KOKO Camden 14/08/2024

thank you Halsey for such a special show, I’ve missed you so long and can’t wait for the new album

@tiredandlonelymuse

[tiredandlonelymuse]

This is how I originally wrote it. One of those that starts as a poem and then begs to be a song. I posted a fragment of this on tumblr a while back, but here’s the initial piece in its entirety 🤍

[greedysadistdaddy]

Gentle reminder that you're worth more than their convenience