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abt me

#about me

a-kind-of-merry-war

I've just found the single most homoerotic piece of LOTR art ever who wants to see

outlaw-monarch

Um, YES?

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This is The Taming of Smeagol by Donato Giancola and by god they're gonna have a threeway with that wriggly guy

#hell yes #lord of the rings #sam and frodo #gollim

anco-pics

misc anco cd pngs 4 strawpage etc 1/2

anco-pics

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I'm trembling

#anco #animal collective cd #animal collective

#my pics #hippie punk life bruh

i just wish i could have a best friend companion who looks out for me and is there for me and is strong and he will protect me and take care of me but wont be romantic with me

do people like that even exist? all the boys i know just want romance and sex i js want a platonic companion ughghhhhhh

#platonic relationships #aroace #aromantic #asexual #qpr?#queer platonic relationship #idk anyone irl who would actually be in a qpr

butterscotch-goat

idk if this actually matters that much but can we just say misogyny instead of "goonerbait" or whatever. i do not care about people jacking off I care about how women are represented in media

edelkirschehandmade

Happy pride everyone, I made a bracelet for myself. This is braceletbook's 26584 in the aroace colors.

After a long time where I've focused on bookbinding instead, simply knotting a bracelet was really soothing. I should do this more often again. <3

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loveeee

#friendship bracelet #aroace

im always having dreams about long haired guys who are healthily obsessed with me protecting me from the horrors and its not helping my vow to never interact with long haired boys

deakwithit

#okay

#animal collective #loveeeeee

6 and 1/2 months post op 😆

#ftm #ftm top surgery #top surgery #trans

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my testosterone things

getting super sweaty and hot- this may sound annoying but the more gross u feel the more masculine u feel a lot

body hair i thought it would never come but now ive got so much its great and it just keeps coming

u fit into ur clothes better and dont feel like ur cosplaying lmao

no more periods (not everyone loses theirs mine took 9 ish months to go away but it finally did)

ur hungrier, hornier, and u take up more space u start to act like a stereotypical guy (the second can be uncomfortable if ur ace)

u dont wanna die

musclesSSssssss

specifically stomach hair

i feel physically sturdier i could take shit and get up fine i feel strong and big and its great

u can be the sexy hippie guy of ur dreams

t dick

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(this is gonna be slightly different for everyone but these are also common things for my other ftm friends) sry longish post

Certain things can be slightly annoying but the overall effect is very positive. acne and sweating are things i can manage (skin care, meds, deodorant, etc). For my mood, i honestly don't get mood swings, my emotions leveled out and I'm generally a much more chill, laid-back person. anxiety is low, sadness is low (coming from a person hospitalized barely 2 years ago for depression, pre-t) i am happy more often than not and my range of emotions is smaller, which is great for me. People talk about not being able to cry but its much different than what the effect of anti-depressants is. I don't cry because I'm just not sad, whereas on anti-depressants i couldn't cry even though i was extremely sad.

!!!sexual stuff below!!!

being horny from t can be annoying as an asexual person. i hate the feeling and have no desire to do anything sexual at all. the first few months on t were kinda wild i was hyper sexual and like always in the mood which looking back seems crazy. it was less uncomfortable for me then because it wasn't like my brain was fighting with my body or anything, it was all pretty intertwined. that died down a lot after a few months and now I'm pretty much back to normal. it just felt like i went thru that side of puberty rly fast. Now I'm only horny like once a week or once every two weeks so its not too bad.

over all, being on t is messy, weird, and really fucking great. it saved my life and i have had some bad days dealing with some side effects but i would not ever give it up.