existential ennui

river | autodidact polymath

[existential-ennnui]

that fucking primal scream at the end. best outro I've heard

[paper-mario-wiki]

i listened to Dark Side of the Moon last night and i just listened to Igor by Tyler the Creator and fuck dude it’s two emotional roller coasters, two nights in a row.

fucking wild.

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[christoffersen-deactivated20260]

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

Mahmoud Darwish, from Almond Blossom & Beyond: Poems; “Happy, I Know Not Why,”

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oh god i’m a person. oh christ

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“I feel it so strongly sometimes that I’m frightened.”

— Tennessee Williams, from The Magic Tower & Other Plays; “The Magic Tower,” (via violentwavesofemotion)

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“To look at her is to believe that suffering does indeed purify.”

— Margaret Atwood, from “Alias Grace,” published c. September 1996

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Lucille Clifton, from The Collected Poems of L. C.; “The Death of Crazy Horse,”

[gabbiadicarta]

I wanna end me.

— Billie Eilish; Bury a friend

[lovexxxlovethings]

“It’s probably somethin’ that shouldn’t be said out loud. Honestly, I thought that I would be dead by now.”

— Billie Eilish, bury a friend

[ifurtooshy]

listen before i go by billie eilish… that song hits me in a way no other song has ever hit me, and that shit is scary.

[abendhimmel]

sorry there’s no way out

but down

[its--ok--to--shine]

“I’m only good at being bad.”

- Bad Guy by Billie Eilish

[saintwynne]

billie eilish // all the good girls go to hell

[existential-ennnui]

my lucifer is lonely

[existential-ennnui]

I woke up surprised, am I really alive? I was trying to die last night, I survived suicide last night