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# ＥＸＫＩＮＧＢＡＢＹＳＩＴＴＥＲ．est. dec 2022. a mutuals only, heavily headcanon-based STEVE HARRINGTON from netflix's stranger things. will explore sensitive topics such as mental illness (PTSD), substance/drug use, violence, and disturbing imagery. 21+ only, minors dni. presented by rikki (he/they).

in summary: the prettiest one lives the longest, searching for love in the wrong places, schmoozing 101, carrying your father’s rage, reluctant siblinghood, saying goodbye before it’s too late, & your own unrecognizable reflection

affiliations. eddie. dustin. nancy. jane. max.

#« — ᴘɪɴɴᴇᴅ ᴘᴏsᴛ . »#[ redone 7/4/2023 ]

hi i don’t even post here anymore but please use your platforms to share resources re: what’s happening in gaza. here’s one petition that takes 30 seconds.

graverisen

... fans have been eagerly awaiting to "save the date" for edward alvarez's first studio album for a while now. the rockstar had teased fans with a fake pre save link that sent you right back in time to the 2000s with a rick roll last weekend, but have no fear because after it's hilarious success eddie has decided it's finally time give us what we've all been waiting for. be sure to stream BANISHED october 13th at midnight.

#[ SCREAMING AHHHHHHHHHHHH ]

poohsources

🐝 * ― 𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑳𝑬𝑮𝑬𝑵𝑫 𝑶𝑭 𝑲𝑶𝑹𝑹𝑨 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛ so, i sort of started a civil war ... ❜ ❛ i am so sorry for turning my back on you as my mentor. ❜ ❛ i needed to understand what real suffering was, so i could become more compassionate to others. ❜ ❛ what's the big idea with making me train this early in the morning? the morning is evil. ❜ ❛ oh, i'm sorry. did i put you in a difficult position by fighting the giant force of pure evil that was going to destroy the whole world? maybe your administration could have handled that. ❜ ❛ fighting is something the old me would do. that always made things worse. ❜ ❛ let's go on a vacation, just the two of us. anywhere you want. ❜ ❛ it's all right. people usually assume that i'm daddy's helpless little girl, but i can handle myself. ❜ ❛ the world is in trouble ... i have to go help. ❜ ❛ i'm impressed. no one has ever gotten the better of me like that. ❜ ❛ i assure you, i have a plan. and i'm saving you for last; then you'll get your duel, and i will destroy you. ❜ ❛ when we hit our lowest point, we are open to the greatest change. ❜ ❛ i did what i had to do to survive and protect my little brother. ❜ ❛ and ... what am i going to find if ... i get through this? ❜ ❛ we should always learn from those who came before us, but we must also forge our own path. ❜ ❛ why don't you come and find out? ❜ ❛ if you look for the light, you can often find it. but if you look for the dark, that is all you will ever see. ❜ ❛ you need to make decisions based on what you want. don't make the same mistakes i did. ❜ ❛ i don't know what i'm supposed to be doing half the time. ❜ ❛ right, friends. no, no, i didn't mean to imply. ❜ ❛ i do like the idea of putting you on a train and sending you far, far away. ❜ ❛ you need me, but i don't need you. ❜ ❛ you swore your loyalty to me and i gave you a chance at greatness. this is how you repay me? ❜ ❛ i told you dating a teammate would be a bad idea. ❜ ❛ stick around five minutes and you'll find out who's bluffing. ❜ ❛ wait! we can't fight them all. we need to be smart about this. ❜ ❛ you know, it's okay to be scared. the important thing is to talk about our fears, because if we don't, they throw us out of balance. i'm always here for you, if you want to talk. ❜ ❛ what i'm trying to say is, as much as you drive me crazy ... i also think you're pretty amazing. ❜ ❛ see, that's what i admire about you, [ name ]: your willingness to go to extremes in order to get what you want. it is a quality we both share. ❜ ❛ ending a relationship is kind of like pulling off a bloodsucking leech. you just gotta rip it off and get it over with. you'll feel a lot better afterwards. trust me. ❜ ❛ don't tell me you are still mad about everything that happened?! i did some good things, too! ❜ ❛ all right, hold on. will you quit ignoring me and tell me what's going on? ❜ ❛ how about, for now, i just promise not to show up at your house and attack you again? ❜ ❛ what would you do, if you were in charge? help me be more like you. ❜ ❛ i wish you were putting up more of a fight, but it was still fun. ❜ ❛ please, just let me say one thing, then i'll never contact you again. ❜ ❛ i'm not sure i'll ever be able to forgive you. but that doesn't mean i shouldn't try. ❜ ❛ i came here to look you in the eye and tell you that you have no power over me. i will no longer be scared of you. ❜ ❛ but if you had any other options, you wouldn't be here now, would you? we may have been enemies once, but for now, our interests align. ❜ ❛ you don't have to apologize for anything. i'm just so happy you're here now. ❜

#[ yes i’m lurking 👀 ]

poohsources

you are enough. there's only one you and there will always be people who will love you just for you who are. you will have your own personal spin on a character, have them be influenced by your own thoughts and experiences, and breathe life into them in a way that no one else can. and that alone is something to feel proud of because that is something no one can take from you.

#« — ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ʜᴀɪʀsᴘʀᴀʏ . »#[ HIHIHI ]#[ SOME POSITIVITY BC YEAH ‼️ ]

poohsources

do what makes you happy, not what you think would make others happy. want to make a new blog even though you haven't been active on your current one(s)? do it. want to reply to one thread immediately ― even though others have been sitting in your drafts way longer ― because it's the only one you currently have muse for? do it. want to reblog another meme despite your inbox being full of unanswered ones already? do it. want to take some time off to focus on other stuff? do it. no one but you can tell you what to do; if it's something you want, just go for it. this is your blog and your decision on how you want to handle things. because at the end of the day, it matters only that you're happy with it, not what others may think about it.

#« — ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ʜᴀɪʀsᴘʀᴀʏ . »#[ reminder !!! ]

happy barbie day to all who celebrate 💅🏼

#« — ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ʜᴀɪʀsᴘʀᴀʏ . »#[ seeing it tomorrow slay 😌💖✨ ]#[ my crew got full barbie fits 😜 ]#[ had to come on to announce the holiday ]

〝 so, uh, how's this whole dnd thing work? what, i roll a dice and some guy gets his head blown off? that's all i got. 〞 he took a seat at the table, assuming he'd be welcomed, ready to learn all about the in's and out's of the game … or, more accurately, to wait until dustin was out of class to drive the kid home. dustin couldn't take too long — hopefully. / @goofily

#« ♔ 𝕧 : ʙᴇsᴛ ʙᴀʙʏsɪᴛᴛᴇʀ »#goofily #« — 𝕢 : sᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ ..... ᴀʟʟɪɢᴀᴛᴏʀ . »

i have two little surprises coming 🔜 👀

#« — ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ʜᴀɪʀsᴘʀᴀʏ . »#[ i promise it’s a good thing ]#[ keep your eyes peeled 👀 ]

scarednotscarymoved

☾⋆ ‒‒‒‒‒ A soft hum sounded in the back of her throat, lips twisting into a smirk. "Steve, need I remind you that half of Hawkins has already seen your legs?" The uniform was shoved back in his direction with a little wiggle of her arm. "Pleeeeaaase??"

exkingbabysitter

he despised the accuracy of her statement. basketball shorts were pretty revealing. still, he crossed his arms, staring off in the distance to weigh the pros and cons.

〝 alright, say i end up doing it — if i did agree to this — what's the cause? and don't say something generic like world hunger or ... peace for children. 〞

#« ♔ 𝕧 : ʙᴇsᴛ ʙᴀʙʏsɪᴛᴛᴇʀ »#scarednotscary #[ steve not knowing a single cause to list as an example HELP ]#« — 𝕢 : sᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ ..... ᴀʟʟɪɢᴀᴛᴏʀ . »

dehddiearchive

❛ remember my name because you’ll be screaming it later. ❜

eddie doesn't fully register the words at first, fingers digging hard into steve's scalp, fistfuls of hair in hands as he arches his back. they're not alone, far from it. god if anyone noticed them in their little corner it would be over for both of them. who would ever imagine sweet little boy band steve having pinned rockstar eddie spellman to the corner of some club? god have mercy on his soul when their manager hears about this. he's sure in some twisted way they could use this to drive sales.

once eddie does realize what steve had whispered in his ear, eddie gives the hair in his fist a sharp yank, pulling back enough to push his forehead against steve's. the sting of steve previously at his throat make something hot curl in his chest, and his lips curl into something sardonic. smirk in place, head tilted as he looks his fill. "steve ... steve ... steve ... the confidence is cute. i'll admit it."

exkingbabysitter

sharing the same manager wasn't on the agenda, but it was the only way to get close to the rockstar. after months of waiting, being so patient, the plan was finally coming together.

he released a breathy laugh at the manhandling of his hair, now eye level with the man he planned to devour. the hand teasing the hem of eddie's shirt finally slid its way under, trailing along the skin above his studded belt. 〝 i've seen you stare at me, during all those record meetings ... 〞 he maintained the gaze, keeping a cool edge to his honey-soaked voice.

steve leaned in, pressing him against the wall. 〝 you're the cute one, eddie, 〞 his voice rumbled over the pounding music, giving extra attention to the way he spoke the other's name. hot breath ghosted over the other boy's lips. he captured them once more, reveling in the heat of eddie's body pressed against his own. / @ripvirgin

#« ♔ 𝕧 : ɢᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀsᴇʟғ ᴀ ʙᴀᴅ ʙᴏʏ »#ripvirgin #[ 🧍🏼 ]#[ trying to find an icon is hell so we iconless for now ]#« — 𝕢 : sᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴀᴛᴇʀ ..... ᴀʟʟɪɢᴀᴛᴏʀ . »