Morning, or evening... whichever way works. Name's Sky. Captain of SKELD 3-078. Most of my work happens in space. I only go back to base if I need to, otherwise I park at planets that I can contact MIRA in. Don't know how this is connecting to the internet, maybe it's some kind of installation I didn't hear about.
She/he. I have a child looking over my shoulder, don't say weird things.
I'm using this blog as a way to keep a log of my travels. Expect me to talk about my crew sometimes.
#[sky logs] = My posts.
#[cloudy signals] = Answering Asks.
#[airline radio] = Interactions.
#[crew logbook] = Other crew members.
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[ yeah uhm. hey guys @donutdee here doing anything but making lore for her actual rp accounts LMFAO. i go by she/her and i'm a minor! no nsfw or anything of the like please. i go ooc by using these square brackets, and/or tagging the post with #[ ooc ] ]
[ ILL ACTUALLY MAKE A REF SHEET FOR HER SOON SORRY its a trend with my rp blogs that i dont really post their designs much, but i'll try and posting the ref next week or so (that was a lie but i *am* doing her ref sheet rn)]
[ I'll probably not post that much? im busy wit irl stuff, and im kinda having burnout rn. plus idk what she would post about that much. sorry! ]
[ Banner and dividers are from pinterest ]
[ INTERACTIONS & ASKS: ]
I am fine with any interactions from anyone!! Impostors or crewmates, idm! Though she'll just interact through the phone/laptop/comms, can't exactly talk to others in space.
The universe is also a personal au of mine! So some or maybe even many things will differ from others.
Magic anons are allowed! Minimum of time is 5 asks and max is around 10. I may delete some asks if I don't think I can do it though, apologies! I could also do it for a day, however it is really dependent on my own time.
Any asks that give items to Sky will be delivered to the Skeld through... unknown means. Space delivery?
Anything is fine as long as it isn't against my boundaries or DNI
[ BOUNDARIES/DNI: ]
No NSFW! Suggestive is fine but I am a minor, please keep it to a minimum.
Basic DNI, no homophobia, transphobia, and etc.
[ ROLEPLAY INFO: ]
Sky is the captain of one of the SKELD ships MIRA owns. Her entire mission is to stay in space and traverse the universe, investigating things and dealing with unwanted guests in MIRA outposts. Though she's not the one investigating — that's her crew's job — he keeps everything in check within the ship. He checks storage, maintains attendance, and other things to note. She has a sibling, and also an adopted child. Maybe they'll pop up in his blog sometimes?
His co-captain is his brother.
WORLDBUILDING THING BUT UHM, beans are dollars in her universe. basically everyone's a human, crewmates are like a simplified version of them used for posters and stuff. i just draw them as crewmates since im lowkey too lazy to draw humans. If interactions needs it though then he's an amongi
There are many different types of aliens, and there's different companies too.
”I didn’t have any other choice. This was the best one. I never asked to be infested by some alien parasite. I never asked to be forced to watch myself kill everyone I liked. I only wanted ONE thing. ONE. MY WHOLE LIFE, I HAVE DONE NOTHING BUT GIVE, AND GIVE. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW THAT FEELS? TO HAVE BEEN GIVING TO OTHERS YOUR WHOLE LIFE, AND WHEN THE CHANCE COMES TO FINALLY HAVE THE ONE THING YOU WANT, SOMETHING JUST HAS TO MESS IT UP???”
“IF I HADNT SIGNED THAT STUPID NDA, NOT ONLY WOULD I HAVE BEEN ARRESTED FOR MURDER, BUT MY FAMILY WOULD'VE BEEN IN DEBT TO MIRA FOR MY CRIMES. I HAD NO OTHER CHOICE.”
“…”
“I’m…I’m sorry that-…that wasn’t very professional of me…”
... No. No I don't. But that never excuses whatever you did.
Keep throwing yourself a pity party all you want, nothing is going to change what happened. None of your excuses matter in the end.
You had no other choice? Well let me give you one:
[ Warning and summary of what Sky is saying: HE'S TELLING THEM TO KILL THEMSELVES. idk if i should put the warning here but justtt incase. ]
You should've just let yourself die on that ship, then.
At least your family won't see you as this... suck-up for MIRA. You wouldn't have had to sign a stupid NDA.
But it's too late for that, isn't it?
Because, congratulations!! You got what you wanted! The ONE thing you wanted! All it costed was a crew and your family! Maybe that would excuse ALL you did!
“You really think I should’ve just let myself die on that ship? Really? You think that’d be any better?”
“Honestly…sometimes I think it would be too…”
“But like you said, it’s too late for that.”
“What was I supposed to do then? Tell me. What would you have done? Would you have let yourself die? Even when you had people to live for?”
“You would’ve done the same exact thing as I did. Anyone would’ve.”
“And to think for one minute I actually thought you cared about me. You were always checking up on me, giving me advice… I guess we both made a fool of ourselves.”
“I am DONE being told what I did was WRONG. I’m DONE being told that I should’ve just DIED. IM DONE LETTING THIS GUILT EAT ME UP. DO YOU UNDERSTAND???”
You're right. We both made fool of ourselves. For me, it was thinking a murderer like you would've at least acted like they regretted what they've done.
But to answer your question... I would've. At the very least my family's legacy won't be stained by a killing parasite bootlicker, unlike yours.
Be glad you even saw your family after what you have done.
... Now I understand. You'll keep running with your tail between your legs from what you've done, acting like it's no biggie and continuing to ignore it.
If you really were done with your guilt, maybe you should've accepted it. Or live with it when you
Cowards like you disgust me.
Goodbye, "Captain" Green. Tell me what hell is like if we ever talk again.
”I didn’t have any other choice. This was the best one. I never asked to be infested by some alien parasite. I never asked to be forced to watch myself kill everyone I liked. I only wanted ONE thing. ONE. MY WHOLE LIFE, I HAVE DONE NOTHING BUT GIVE, AND GIVE. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW THAT FEELS? TO HAVE BEEN GIVING TO OTHERS YOUR WHOLE LIFE, AND WHEN THE CHANCE COMES TO FINALLY HAVE THE ONE THING YOU WANT, SOMETHING JUST HAS TO MESS IT UP???”
“IF I HADNT SIGNED THAT STUPID NDA, NOT ONLY WOULD I HAVE BEEN ARRESTED FOR MURDER, BUT MY FAMILY WOULD'VE BEEN IN DEBT TO MIRA FOR MY CRIMES. I HAD NO OTHER CHOICE.”
“…”
“I’m…I’m sorry that-…that wasn’t very professional of me…”
... No. No I don't. But that never excuses whatever you did.
Keep throwing yourself a pity party all you want, nothing is going to change what happened. None of your excuses matter in the end.
You had no other choice? Well let me give you one:
[ Warning and summary of what Sky is saying: HE'S TELLING THEM TO KILL THEMSELVES. idk if i should put the warning here but justtt incase. ]
You should've just let yourself die on that ship, then.
At least your family won't see you as this... suck-up for MIRA. You wouldn't have had to sign a stupid NDA.
But it's too late for that, isn't it?
Because, congratulations!! You got what you wanted! The ONE thing you wanted! All it costed was a crew and your family! Maybe that would excuse ALL you did!
...Alright. However passing it off as nothing isn't going to help at all.
Sure, I told you to suck it up early on, but I was expecting that you were able to cope a bit better.
If you try passing it off, the thoughts will consume you and one day will be your end.
It's best to try and distract yourself in there. Did your past crew have any puzzles? Books? Games? Anything you could use to distract yourself with while going to Industria, it would be great.
... And don't keep all of this emotion bottled up. One day you'll crack and spill out, and that could be detrimental to your job. If you feel ready to, talk with someone you trust about it. I'm sure they'll understand.
