Collectanea

my obsessions

[queerturnofphrase]

Olympians + faceless

[hudconera]

please never let them figure anything out

[hollanovverse]

[userilyarozanov]

HEATED RIVALRY (2025 - ) ▸1x05, i'll believe in anything

[moonlightsonatah]

hang it in the louvre

pt 42/? (requested by @drpepper-queen)

[ilyarozanovsmouth]

Look at his face! His eyes. He is trying so so so hard to be so chill. So nonchalant. "Don't look down. Turn the volume down. Don't look at him yet. He might disappear. Be cool. Don't spook him." And oh my god he is not chill in the slightest. He is so touched that Shane seems to care. He asked about the girls thing and it didn't go well so he's taking this as a sign that maybe Shane does care. It goes downhill in like 5 minutes but you know.

And then:

He settles in a bit and he looks almost almost relaxed. But he still can't look! And the barely-there jaw flex, shoving down the emotions. Looking makes it too real. Even though it's already very real for Ilya.

And then we get so brave because he wants to look! Memorize Shane laying on his chest. The weight of him. His smell. How his hair feels.

[ok-notgood-probablybad]

I hope they never figure anything out

[handsywoman]

baby boy, honeybee, God, I love the way you look at me

[ilyarozanovgifs]

Ilya Week 2026 | Day 3: Favorite Quote

[sloanegabe]

[Shane] reached up and gently brushed a lock of hair out of Ilya’s face. Ilya could only stare, mesmerized, at Shane’s face as he looked down at him with so much…tenderness.

[lucylehane]

"He rubbed slow patterns over his skin, letting his nerves wake up. He heard Rozanov shifting in his chair. ... Maybe he still had some power here." Heated Rivalry, p. 134

[haunted-by-words]

"Very early in my life it was too late." - Marguerite Duras, Lovers

[pookieshane]

..they're in love

[handsywoman]

fall in love again and again

[emziess]

She would've loved you. Heated Rivalry, S01E06

[bisexualrozanov]

#the way he never stops serving face even when he's worried sick

[emziess]

Why was that so hot? Heated Rivalry, S01E06