a romantic fluff set in Natlan with Kinich and a reader in an established relationship👉👈
specifically centered around the reader finally daring to initiate physical affection. The two of them have been going out for a while now and while the reader is sweet, earnest and fairly verbally affectionate they have not been overly touchy, almost seeming hesitant to reach out despite things going at a comfortable pace. He would obviously notice their apparent reluctance with how observant he is and how often they quietly pull away. Almost like they're nervous to bother him. Like they'll be told off for asking for affection. Then one night after a successful hunt of his, spending time together by the fire, he beckons them over and assures them they can come closer if they want. They're a bit flustered by this but finally cave and finally let themself be held(and maybe get some kisses?). just pure fluff.
sorry if this is a little messy/awkward, I need a bit more practice phrasing my requests neatly I think🥲thank you for taking the time to read my request!!
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In Natlan, quiet nights were always a rarity.
It wasn't that this land knew nothing of peace, but rather because it constantly lived alongside the beating of war drums, the crackle of roaring flames, and hunts that stretched until the sun dipped below the horizon. As such, moments like the present—where only the snapping of burning firewood and the warm breeze brushing past dark red cliffs could be heard—became so precious that people instinctively fell silent, wanting to hold onto it just a little longer.
You sat by the campfire, hands wrapped around a metal cup that was still comfortably warm. In the distance, the hunted game hung by a rocky outcrop—the spoils of today's expedition.
Opposite you sat Kinich, quietly wiping his hunting blade with a clean strip of cloth.
The firelight reflected on his face, lengthening his eyelashes and making his amber eyes look deeper than usual. A few streaks of dust and dirt still clung to his arms, but he didn't seem to care.
"Are you just going to keep staring at me like that?"
His voice rang out unexpectedly, making you flinch. You hurriedly lowered your head toward your cup, looking exactly like someone caught red-handed.
"I wasn't..."
He knew perfectly well you were lying.
You were always like this. Gentle, sincere, and prone to saying things that made people's hearts melt, yet incredibly reserved when it came to physical touch.
Even though the two of you had been dating for quite a while.
You would tug at his sleeve instead of holding his hand.
You would stand so close, yet never truly lean in.
You would gaze at him for the longest time with that soft look in your eyes, only to quietly look away the moment he turned around.
It was as if you were always afraid of overstepping a boundary.
As if demanding a little more affection would somehow get you scolded.
At first, Kinich thought you were just shy. But gradually, he noticed that every time he took the initiative to move closer, your shoulders would instinctively tense up before relaxing.
That made a strange, dull ache linger in his chest.
He didn't like the fact that you felt the need to be cautious around him.
"Come here."
You lifted your head.
Kinich had leaned back against the boulder behind him at some point, one hand resting on his knee while the other patted the empty space beside him.
"...Huh?"
"Sit closer to me."
"I'm fine sitting here."
"But I want you over here."
You slightly tightened your grip around the metal cup.
The distance between the two of you wasn't actually that far, but crossing it made your heart race to an uncomfortable degree.
You didn't understand why you were like this.
Kinich had never shown any annoyance when you tried to be close. He was always patient, always gentle in his own way. Yet, every time you wanted to hug him or lean on him a little longer, you hesitated.
Perhaps you were afraid.
Afraid of becoming too desperate for love.
Slowly rising to your feet, you took each step toward him as if fighting a battle within yourself. By the time you sat down next to him, the gap between you was still wide enough for a hand to slip through.
Kinich looked at you in silence for a few seconds.
Then, he let out a soft chuckle.
"Am I really that scary?"
"No, you're not!"
You protested immediately, speaking so fast you nearly bit your tongue.
Kinich propped his chin on his hand, watching you.
"Then why do you always avoid me?"
"...I don't avoid you."
"You do," he replied bluntly.
"You flinch every time I touch you first. Even when you want to hold hands, you only dare to pull at my sleeve."
"It's like you think I'll be annoyed if you get any closer to me."
You froze.
Because... he had guessed it all right.
The fire crackled softly amidst the prolonged silence.
Lowering your head to look at your fingertips, you murmured in a small voice:
"I'm just afraid of troubling you."
The answer made Kinich pause.
In an instant, the look in his eyes softened completely.
He let out a very faint sigh and reached his hand out.
"Come a bit closer."
You hesitated for a few seconds before shifting over.
Right then, his arm wound around your waist, pulling you firmly against his side.
You startled so hard you almost dropped your cup.
"Ki—Kinich—"
"Yeah."
"You're hugging me..."
"So?"
His voice was nonchalantly infuriating.
But the hand resting on your waist was incredibly warm.
Kinich looked down at your bewildered expression and finally burst into a proper laugh.
"What are you shaking for?" He gently leaned forward, resting his forehead against yours. "I'm the one who loves you."
You felt your face burning up.
The proximity was so close that you could smell the scent of burning wood and sunlight still lingering on his clothes. Your heart was pounding furiously, but strangely, the anxiety was gone.
Only a gentle sense of security remained, slowly spreading through your chest.
"You can lean on me more if you want," Kinich said softly. "I won't find it troubling."
You looked up at him.
His gaze was calm, as if he were stating the most obvious truth in the world.
And perhaps it was that very look that gave you the courage.
Slowly, you reached out and wrapped your arms around his waist.
You had never been this proactive before.
"...Are you hugging me?"
You felt so embarrassed you wanted to disappear into the ground.
"Don't ask me that..."
A low rumble of laughter vibrated right against your ear.
Then, Kinich tightened his grip, pulling you a bit closer until you were completely nestled against his chest.
"Mm." He closed his eyes. "It doesn't feel bad."
"Only 'not bad'?"
"No."
"I like it a lot."
Before you could even process his words, he leaned down and pressed a kiss to the corner of your lips.
It was a brief kiss, so light it was barely a soft brush.
But seeing you completely frozen in place, Kinich laughed again.
"And now you're dazed."
"You... you're being too sudden..."
"Because you never take the initiative."
You awkwardly tried to avoid his gaze, only for him to catch your chin and tilt your face back toward him.
"You don't need to be reserved with me," Kinich said softly. "If you want a hug, hug me. If you want to lean on me, lean on me."
His fingers gently brushed a stray lock of hair away from your cheek.
"I like having you close."
This time, you didn't pull away.
Resting your head against his shoulder, you wrapped your arms a little tighter around him under the warm glow of the fire, right in the middle of a rare, quiet night in Natlan.
im gonna headcanon that Lohen has absolutely NO game whatsoever and hes just being carried by his pretty face.
hes so handsome and chivalrous but then he opens his mouth and like "oh! so you were serious when u said you'd carve out your heart if i asked!... that's nice i guess?😅".
the only time he actually bags someone (who is not only mesmerised by his beauty) is if that someone is a mental institute patient and needs to be checked along side with him.
Falling asleep while waiting for them to finish their work
ft. Albedo, Chiori, Dan Heng, Herta
Angsty undertones because of slight negligence, but it's mostly just domestic fluff <3
wc: ~500 each
A/n: No one asked but I started writing this with Herta's part. First time writing for hsr and of course it starts with Herta. I love her so much it's not even a joke 😭😭. Then came Dan Heng, then Chiori because I've been dying for Chiori for ages (have 170+ wishes and her best supports waiting for her), and then Albedo because my 2021 Albedo obsession era apparently never ended.
Albedo
You creak open the door to Albedo's office, watching his back as he moves around the room with measured steps.
Despite having returned from Dragonspine for a few days, your lover seemed as busy as ever, practically being glued to his office in the knight's headquarters.
Thankfully, you were able to put Klee to sleep. The little elf had insisted on wanting to stay awake and wait for her brother, but a few bedtime stories were all it took to have her fall asleep in your lap. After tucking her in, you had decided to visit Albedo to check in on him, hoping to be able to take him with you to slumber.
But seeing how invested he looked in whatever he was currently doing, you debated against it.
The door closes with a soft creak. You lean against the wall next to the door and sigh, unsure of how to approach the alchemist and convince him to take a break.
At this point, this has to be called over-working, you worry.
You slowly slide yourself to rest on the ground, head propped against the wall as drowsiness starts clouding your eyes.
You could try waiting for him. You want to wait for him.
Surely you won’t fall asleep here, right?
You trace the carvings on the wall with your eyes and listen carefully for the soft footsteps of the knights on night duty. The serene atmosphere of the Favonius Headquarters at night only makes your drowsiness worse, like being in a comfortable cot, being lulled to sleep.
Despite how quiet your actions have been, Albedo hears them loud and clear. He heard the soft creak of the door, and he hears the soft thud of you landing on the ground. A frown makes its way onto his face, curious about what you are doing here so late at night.
He wraps his work up as quickly as he can, settling the books on the side of his table and aligning and tucking the papers under weights.
When he steps outside, he finds you with your back against the wall, sound asleep.
Both fondness and guilt crash over him at once, as he realises that you were waiting for him. He kneels down, a hand over his knee and the other caressing your face.
He uses his index to press your cheek, but you don't even stir. He sighs, realising that he would have to carry you back. He has never been the strongest person, always needing an extra hand to carry his boxes around, but Albedo is always willing to make an extra effort for you.
So he presses a soft kiss to your forehead and then hooks his arms under your body, lifting you up and letting your head rest against his chest.
He smiles fondly at the sight of you in his arms, and then starts heading out and towards your home, determined to wake up in your arms the next morning.
Chiori
You neatly fold the fabrics and pat out the dresses on the mannequins. It’s almost completely dark and quiet outside now, with only the street-lamps illuminating Fontaine’s streets.
Chiori still seems busy working on a dress, and from the looks of it, she won’t be taking a break any time soon.
“Chio…”
“I know what you’re going to say. And yes, I will come sleep. Just after finishing a few more bits. I want to finish this dress by tomorrow afternoon, so that I can make any adjustments and have it ready for the event by the day after.”
“Don’t push yourself too hard, alright? Let me know if I can help in any way.”
She hums, eyes still fixated on the dress she is working on.
A few minutes turn into multiple. You keep going back and forth between the boutique’s main area and the backrooms, watching your lover engrossed in her work.
With how resolute she looks about finishing the dress tonight, rather than by tomorrow as she earlier mentioned, you doubt that she’s getting any sleep, let alone going back home to rest.
For nights like these, Chiori had already prepared a make-shift bed to sleep in, just so it would be more convenient for her to immediately get back to work in the morning. From what you understand, she often spent her nights in the boutique before you got both together. Having you waiting for her is what helped her control her workaholic nature and return home for respite.
How she maintained her health with the way she over-works herself is beyond you.
The least you could do is support her — by bringing her coffee the way she likes it or by checking in on her and by reaffirming her when she needs it.
And perhaps by adding a few more layers of clothes to make her make-shift bed more comfortable. Instead of heading home alone, you decide you stay with her in the boutique, even if it means spending the entire night there.
Chiori reaches out to the bottle of water on her side desk, expecting it to be half-empty only to find it completely filled. That’s what finally breaks her focus, as she settles her needles down and turns the bottle around in her hand. Did you fill it for her…?
She looks out of the shop’s window and is met with the darkness of the night enveloping Fontaine. When did it get this late?
Chiori quickly puts away the needles and threads, leaving them in a spot comfortable enough for her to immediately pick her work up again in the morning. She heads to the door only to realise that it was locked from the inside.
It could only mean one thing, she thinks to herself, that you haven’t left.
So she heads to the backrooms and finds you there, sleeping comfortably on the make-shift bed, with ample space left for her to fit into. It makes her eyes soften with adoration but chest tighten with the guilt of having ignored you because of work.
Quietly but swiftly, she undoes her hair, letting the intricately made braids fall loosely around her shoulders. Dimming the lights and changing into lighter clothing, she slips onto the mattress, trying not to wake you.
You stir in your sleep, partly aware of your lover’s presence, as you let her crawl into your arms and snuggle against your chest.
“Chio…” you mumble.
“I’m here.”
“Mmm…”
You’re still here. Despite how her workaholic tendencies keep her away. Despite her often sharp-tongue due to her straight-forward nature. Despite the rumours her competitors try to spread to stir the market.
You are still here, and she couldn't be more grateful for that.
Dan Heng
The archives room is quiet, except for the soft buzz of the monitor and the clicking of the keyboard.
It feels colder tonight too. Normally, you would rely on Dan Heng's body heat to beat the cold, but with him still filing archives, all you can do is tug his hoodie closer and watch the back of his chair as he works.
Dan Heng might not be the warmest person you know (in terms of body heat, at least), but to you, his slightly cold skin mixed with his warm embrace is the heavenliest thing in the cosmos.
"Are you done yet..."
"Sorry love, I'll be there soon."
"Mmm."
You don't really mind it. He prefers finishing his work before time, hating backlogs. And in turn, that helps him plan more of his time with you.
But sometimes, you really do wish that he would cut himself a little slack and indulge in more temporary pleasures (such as immediately cuddling with you to sleep, because your cravings are making tonight feel extra cold and you need him beside you pronto).
The sound of inconsistent sighs being replaced by steady breathing catches Dan Heng’s attention. “Love?” He looks in your direction to realise that you have fallen asleep, with your body still facing him.
He glances between the digital clock on his system and your limp body, realising that it’s been longer than he realised.
Oh.
He quickly closes the system, not even bothering to arrange the files neatly as he slips in beside you. “You shouldn’t have let me get away with it…” He mutters, feeling guilty for having left you waiting.
“Mmm…Heng…” you mumble something in your sleep as you snuggle closer to him, subconsciously moving towards his neutral, but comforting scent.
Dan Heng helps you get into a comfortable position, resting his hand on your waist and watching as you bury your head in his chest. You’re clingier when asleep and he adores that.
“Work can wait, but not these moments with you. I’ll try to be more careful next time. I’m sorry.” He’s sure that you couldn’t hear a word he was saying, that he was just talking to the air. But he still mentally notes to himself to keep a closer eye on the time and to not let you fall asleep waiting for him.
And to apologise properly in the morning, probably by spending some quality time together. Maybe a date would be nice? It’s been a while since the two of you spent a tranquil day out together.
He presses a soft kiss to your forehead and rests his head in the crook of your neck.
Work may be never-ending, but he can handle it — no, he will handle it. Anything, to ensure that he isn’t neglecting your needs, his needs.
Anything, to ensure that he isn’t neglecting you.
Herta
You're not sure what caught her eye or suddenly piqued her interest this late at night. One moment, you were pulling the blanket over her as she got into bed with you, the next she was rushing towards her pile of blueprints as she quickly scribbled out whatever came to her mind.
You stare at her, confused and amused, a small smile playing at your lips. You push yourself back and rest against the bed's headboard, watching Herta get in the zone.
"Got new ideas?"
"Yes! You're a genius, my love. Well, of course you have to be at least a quarter as good as me since you're my partner. This just might give me my next big break in the development of the Divergent Universe. Haha Screwy better watch out, because I'm taking this one from him!" She quickly rattles out, her hand not stopping once as she pulls out two new pages and dips her quill in the ink bottle again.
You are not sure what you said for her to credit you like this, but this isn't the first time this has happened. You decide against asking her about it though, lest she ends up getting distracted and takes even longer to return to your shared bed.
"Do you want me to wait for you?"
"Your wish honestly, I'm not sure how long this will take but I promise you that I'll join you as soon as I'm done."
You hum, deciding to stay awake for as long as you can. You grab a book, opting to read it to keep you engaged while you wait.
By the time Herta has finished her work, you are fast asleep, with the book you were reading lying flat on your chest.
She stretches her arms and sighs contently at the sight, though with a small pang of guilt for having kept you waiting for so long.
Carefully, so as to not awake you, she plucks the book away from your chest and replaces it with her head, snuggling closer. "Sorry to keep you waiting, dear." She whispers, before letting slumber claim her for the night.
To others, she seems apathetic and self-centred. And that isn't entirely wrong but when it comes to you? There's a side to her that she wouldn't dare show anyone else. Not because she's ashamed of it, but because she thinks that you are the only one who deserves to know her more domestic sides. <3
❥ Lohen x fem!reader ₊˚⊹
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words: 3.3k
additional info: herbalist!reader, vampire AU, slight innuendo, written before Lohen release
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You woke up, feeling groggy and disoriented.
Wait a second... This isn't your bed. You glanced around frantically. Where were you?
Then it all came rushing back.
You just sat there, staring into space. The weight of everything was suffocating you. Most of all, you felt betrayed by Annick. You understood why she just let it happen but you couldn't help but feel hurt regardless.
You felt your eyes tear up, but you quickly wiped them away. You would not allow yourself to cry over this. What happened, happened. There was no use in crying; it wouldn't do you any good.
Eventually, you managed to drag yourself out of bed. Standing in the unfamiliar space, you were unsure what to do.
The room was dim as there were no windows for light to filter through. You guessed it was early morning, but there was no way to tell if you were accurate.
"Sleep well?"
You jumped, turning your head so fast that you're pretty sure you gave yourself whiplash.
Lohen was standing in front of the doorway.
"Yes..." you said awkwardly.
What were you supposed to say in this situation? You should probably thank him, right? That seemed like the appropriate thing to do.
"Thank you for letting me stay. I'm incredibly grateful for your generosity," you said sincerely.
Really, you were. If it weren't for Lohen's offer, you're not sure how you would've fared on your own.
So now what? You weren't sure how to proceed from here; Lohen answered that for you.
"Well, I believe you've overstayed your welcome. Time for you to get going."
That's the last thing you wanted to hear.
"Wait, I have nowhere else to go! Can't you sympathize with me even just a little?" You pleaded with Lohen. "Please, let me stay."
Lohen spoke callously. "Oh, I don't know about that. Like I said yesterday, I was just feeling charitable."
You had to come up with something, and fast.
"I can be useful!" You blurted out.
"Oh, really?" Lohen looked you up and down, a smirk present.
You bristled, realizing what he was insinuating. "Not like that!"
Lohen sighed dramatically. "What a shame."
You continued, deciding to ignore his comment. "I'm an herbalist. I can concoct herbal salves and other remedies for your benefit."
Lohen looked unimpressed. "Sounds pretty useless to me."
Okay, you could not accept that blow to your pride.
"Herbology is not useless!" You exclaimed.
Lohen crossed his arms. "Then enlighten me. Because I see no reason to keep you around for that."
You scrambled to find a reason that would resonate with him.
"You said you're a vampire hunter, right? If you get injured, I can treat your wounds."
Lohen rolled his eyes. "I can do that myself."
With the way things were going, it looks like you were getting kicked out.
Lohen sighed. "Your begging is so pathetic that I can't help but pity you. Fine, I'll let you stay. Just don't expect this to be a permanent arrangement."
Relief immediately washed over you. Even if he had to be demeaning about it, you got what you wanted.
"Before anything else, take a bath. You're absolutely filthy," Lohen said, not bothering to hide his disdain.
Okay, you couldn't argue with that. You needed a bath. Desperately. There was just one problem.
"Isn't that rather meaningless? I have no clean clothes to change into," you pointed out.
Lohen waved a hand dismissively. "Oh, don't worry. I can take care of that."
Should you question that?
"Hang on, there's working water in this place?"
Lohen looked at you as if you were stupid. "Yes, why else do you think I would stay here?"
You suppose that did make sense. You felt a little dumb for asking now.
"And electricity?"
Lohen sighed, exasperated. "What do you think?"
Okay, you should probably stop talking lest you provoke Lohen to change his mind. Nice to have electricity though; that was a luxury back in your village.
Lohen moved on to the matter of greater importance. "There's a bathroom across from here. I'll leave some clothes for you and then you can clean yourself up."
You replied promptly, not wanting to irritate him any further. "Right, thank you."
Your stomach just had to act up at this very moment. You flushed, embarrassed at the noise. You had almost forgotten about the lack of food you had in you.
"Could you maybe get some food too, please?" You felt incredibly awkward for asking.
"I was going to anyways. I'll just have to get more than I usually do," Lohen answered with no judgment surprisingly.
You gave him an appreciative smile. "Thank you so much!"
Wait, where would he be getting food? Isn't any form of civilization pretty far from here?"
You voiced the question on your mind. "Actually, where will you be getting food? I thought there weren't any villages or towns nearby."
Lohen raised a brow. "The city of Mondstadt isn't far from here. Well, it might be considered a bit of a trek, but I go there all the time. The journey there is nothing to me. Do you need to brush up on your geography?"
Had you really run that far? Mondstadt was quite a distance from your little village.
"Didn't realize you were this stupid. I don't understand how anyone would think you're a witch," Lohen scoffed.
You winced. You didn't want to be reminded of how you ended up here in the first place.
"Anyway, wait here. I'll get you some clothes and then I'll head out. You won't drown yourself in the bathtub or something, right?"
"I'm not some child that needs supervision!" You snapped.
Lohen shrugged. "Just making sure."
And with that, Lohen left the room.
You stood there, busying yourself with inspecting the room. Upon evaluation, you decided you should try your luck looking for a different room in the manor. You just couldn't stand the smell of mustiness; it was a miracle you had managed to fall asleep here in the first place. You must've been very tired.
You were admiring the ornate crown moulding when a voice broke through your thoughts.
"Got you clothes."
You turned to see Lohen standing in the doorway yet again, carrying a bundle of clothing.
"Oh, thanks!" You walked over to grab the clothes from Lohen's hands.
"I'll be heading out now. Will likely be back by the afternoon," Lohen said.
"Okay, see you then." You hesitated with your next words. "Um, stay safe."
Lohen laughed. "I don't think you realize who you're talking to. I thank you for the sentiment, however."
With that, Lohen turned his back on you. You listened to his receding footsteps until they faded to nothing. Not too long after, you made your way to the bathroom across the hall that Lohen had indicated.
You opened the door softly, locking it behind you as you entered. You may be alone but better safe than sorry.
The room was rather spacious, as was the bathtub. You could comfortably fit inside and still have room to move around in the tub. You dumped the clothing in your hands on the bathroom counter. You approached the tub and looked for some soap to pour in. You spotted a bottle on the side that you could use. As you turned on the faucet, you mixed the water with an ample amount of soap. It smelled like roses.
Waiting for the water to fill the tub, you inspected the clothes you left on the counter. They were simple but still better quality than anything you had ever owned. You just hoped that they would fit. As you sifted through them, you noticed the underclothes that were included.
You flushed. Why does he own these...?
They were clean at least. You decided that was enough for you to turn a blind eye. And with that, you began to strip.
You threw your old clothes haphazardly on the floor. You weren't sure what to do with them as they were in pretty bad shape. The best course of action would be to dispose of them you suppose. Where to? That's something you would figure out later.
You turned off the faucet when you decided the bathtub was filled enough. Stepping in, you immediately relaxed. The water was soothing, already beginning to wash away your aches. You tipped your head back, soaking your hair in the suds. You sighed, enjoying the sensation.
You began to scrub at your skin, ridding yourself of sweat and grime. Once you were satisfied, you stepped out and drained the tub. You searched for the nearest towel and grabbed it off the rack.
You dried yourself off and started putting on the clothes Lohen had provided. They fit almost too perfectly.
Okay, there was only so much you could overlook. This was getting creepy. You could try leaving, but you were still hungry. That was reason enough for you to stay just a little longer. Besides, you still didn't have a plan for how you would handle yourself out on your own. You just had to rely on Lohen for now. He hadn't done anything weird yet at least. That was testament enough that you should be fine.
Once that was settled in your mind, you had nothing else to occupy yourself with. You decided to wander the mansion despite your initial fear of getting lost. It was day now, so you should be able to navigate just fine.
You chose to go upstairs; you recalled that was the direction Lohen took when he retreated for the night.
Akin to the second floor, there were two branching hallways on the left and right.
You chose to go left.
There were many doors on each side of the hall; you chose one at random. The room you entered wasn't anything special. Just another bedroom. It looked nicer than the one you had slept in the night before, however.
Oh, that's right! You wanted to look for a better room to stay in. Maybe this one would do. You could look at more though. This one lacked a window, and that was something you deemed necessary.
You closed the door behind you. You suppose you should investigate the rooms on the other side of the hall. Those ones should have windows if you mapped out the layout in your head correctly. You opened each door, giving the rooms within a quick once-over. You came across multiple bedrooms and bathrooms, but none caught your eye.
You kept going until you discovered a set of double doors designed more elaborately than the rest. You pushed them open to reveal a grand library.
Bookshelves lined the room neatly. There were plush reading chairs in a corner. Of course, everything was covered in a layer of dust as most of the manor was, but the library was preserved rather well. Looks like you have something to do now.
You perused the collections on the shelves, curious as to what was in store. Ironically enough, you found a guidebook on witches. You grimaced. Should you even bother reading that?
"What are you looking at?"
You screamed, nearly knocking over the whole bookshelf.
You turn around, coming face to face with Lohen. He was so close that you could see the beauty mark you hadn't noticed before. Staring into your eyes for a moment too long, he was starting to make you uncomfortable.
And then he backed away. You let out a breath you didn't realize you were holding.
"You smell nice."
"Um, thanks?" You weren't sure how to respond. You were only reminded of your earlier doubts.
It's just an innocent remark. Right?
"You still hungry?" Lohen asked.
"Oh, definitely." You felt your hunger returning with the prospect of being able to finally eat so close.
"Well, come with me then. I left the food in the kitchen." Lohen beckoned you to follow.
You trailed behind Lohen, retracing your steps and descending the staircase. You were back in the main foyer. Lohen headed down the right corridor, weaving through the maze until he stopped at a kitchen with an open design. The room was spacious as expected, complete with a dining table.
You spotted an abundance of food laid out on the island counter. There was fruit, vegetables, and other assorted staples such as bread. There was a fridge on the side; you assumed that was filled with meat and possibly other animal products. Would be strange to not have something as common as that. Unless Lohen was a vegetarian.
"You certainly got quite a haul," you commented.
How he managed to carry it all was a mystery you decided not to question.
Lohen shrugged. "Well, I wasn't sure how much you normally eat. I didn't really want to make another trip so soon either."
"I don't really need to eat much. I'm not used to having so much food available," you told him.
"Oh well, doesn't really matter. You do realize that I need to eat too, y’know?" Lohen rolled his eyes.
Oh, right. You felt a little silly for not considering that.
"Help me load some of these vegetables into the fridge, will you?" Lohen gestured at the pile on the counter.
You grabbed the vegetables that required refrigeration, and opened the fridge. There wasn't any meat in there like you were expecting. Just some milk, eggs, and cheese.
"Do you not eat meat?" You asked Lohen curiously.
"No, I do. I just hunt for my own. Saves mora." Lohen didn't look up as he sorted through the produce on the counter.
That makes sense. He does have a crossbow. You wondered if he owned any other weapons. As a vampire hunter, you'd imagine he'd carry stakes or something of the sort on him.
"Do you have any other weapons? I already know you have a crossbow."
Lohen paused, directing his full attention towards you. "Why do you ask?"
"Just curious," you responded.
"Want to see for yourself?"
You nodded but before you could finish the motion, you caught a flash of silver in your peripheral. Next thing you knew, Lohen had you pressed against a wall, a knife held against your throat.
You squeaked, afraid of making one wrong move and paying the price by bleeding out.
Lohen smirked. "Satisfied?"
You remained silent, fear consuming you.
"What? Got nothing to say? You were the who asked." A sadistic grin spread across Lohen's face.
Okay, you got yourself involved with a total psychopath. Fantastic.
After what felt like an eternity, Lohen withdrew his knife and stepped away from you.
You breathed heavily, trying to calm your racing heart.
Lohen twirled his knife. "Relax, I was just messing with you. Remember what I said when I first met you? If I wanted to kill you, you'd be dead already."
That did not make you feel any better.
"Anyway, I'll make something for you to eat." Lohen moved on casually, as if he didn't just threaten your life.
In all honesty, you had lost your appetite with that near-death experience. You knew you had to get something in you, however. Starving would not be pleasant.
"I need to bring in the boar I caught earlier and then skin it. Go do whatever you want. I'll come get you when the food's ready." Lohen brushed past you, not even sparing you a glance.
Is it too late to run away?
Food first. Then you can decide on your next course of action. What should you do while you wait for Lohen?
You didn't feel like exploring. Another jumpscare from him was not something you wanted to experience again. You're not even sure how he had found you. The mansion was pretty big; you could've been in any number of rooms.
Sitting idle at the dining table would only leave you anxious. You began pacing. Did it help your nerves? No, but it gave you something to do.
Before you knew it, Lohen had returned with the boar he mentioned. Blood was smeared across his face. A rather scary sight, especially after what had transpired earlier.
You froze, ceasing your pacing.
Lohen tilted his head. "Oh, you stayed here? Thought you would go wandering off again."
Your mind blanked, unable to formulate a response.
Lohen sighed, annoyance evident. "Did I really scare you so bad that you became mute? You should answer when you're being spoken to, y’know?"
"Sorry!" You apologized hurriedly. You really didn't want to get on his bad side.
Lohen smirked. "That's better."
You gulped nervously.
"I'll be skinning and cutting up the boar now. You're welcome to stay and watch."
You might actually make yourself sick if you had to witness Lohen butchering the boar. Imagining the bloodbath had you shivering.
"Um, I'm good," you stuttered.
Lohen shrugged. "Suit yourself."
You quickly left the kitchen, not wanting to stick around any longer.
Leaving this place was starting to look even more and more appealing.
You continued your pacing from previously. Even if you did leave, where would you go? That's the biggest factor that has you staying. Living off the land was something you could try, but you had no supplies. Your knowledge of plants could be useful for foraging you suppose. There's still the problem of finding shelter, however.
Lohen said Mondstadt wasn't too far, right? Maybe you could take your chances there. If you could avoid accusations of witchcraft, you might be able to rebuild your life from there. It would be rough but probably easier than braving it out in the wild.
★ ★ ★
You pushed your food around on your plate, appetite failing you.
"What, am I that bad of a cook?"
"No, no, I'm just not hungry anymore!" You laughed nervously.
"Oh, really? I find that hard to believe." Lohen rested his cheek on his palm, expression amused.
The both of you ate in silence. In truth, the food wasn't half bad. It was some roasted boar meat with a side of vegetables. Simple but filling. You couldn't really appreciate it properly, however. You were too busy trying to force it down your throat. Eventually, you managed to finish. Lohen had already emptied his plate long before you
You glanced at him from across the table.
"What are you going to do now?" You needed to know his whereabouts in order to avoid him.
Lohen shrugged. "Hunting, perhaps. Got nothing else to do anyways."
Good. That means he won't be around.
"What about you?"
"Oh! Um, probably roam the grounds. There's still a lot I haven't seen." You hoped Lohen didn't notice how hard you were sweating.
"The place is rather boring but have at it," Lohen said, expression quickly becoming disinterested.
"Well, see you later." Lohen got up, presumably heading in the direction of the front doors.
You watched Lohen's departure. How long should you wait? You're not sure how much ground he could cover at a time. He was a pretty fast walker when you first followed him here.
You decided you would wait half an hour.
You couldn't sit still, so you paced around yet again. The ticking of time was agonizingly slow. But at long last, enough time had passed. You should be in the clear now.
You made your way towards the front, creeping cautiously the whole time. Finally, you entered the main foyer. You sighed in relief. You don't know what you would've done if you couldn't even navigate around the house.
You reached for the door handle, pausing as your hand hovered over it. This felt almost a little too easy. Should you be concerned? You shook your head. No, you're just being paranoid. You'll be fine.
And with that, you quietly slipped out the front doors.
A/N: I don't know if the existence of electricity is canon but I decided it was just for the sake of convenience. This is an AU anyway lol
In which you're on the run; you encounter a strange man in the middle of nowhere.
❥ Lohen x fem!reader ₊˚⊹
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words: 3.9k
additional info: herbalist!reader, vampire AU, written before Lohen release
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You braced your hand against the rough bark of a nearby tree, completely winded. You glanced to and fro as you took the time to catch your breath.
No sign of your pursuers. Just trees and more trees. You may be in the clear now. Not wanting to push your luck, however, you trudged onward.
How did things get so out of hand?
Today had started off just like any other day. There shouldn't have been anything amiss. And yet, here you are now. Ragged and disoriented. Your clothing was in disarray, and your hair a wild mess. You ran a hand through your locks and caught a stray leaf.
You stared blankly at the leaf grasped between your fingers, recalling the events of prior.
★ ★ ★
The morning sunlight breached your windows, forcing you awake. You rolled over in bed, shielding your eyes with your hand. You found it too early to get up, but it's hard to go back to sleep when it's so bright.
You were never a morning person. Summer changes that, however.
You groaned. It's futile to lay in bed any longer, despite how desperately you wanted to. And so, you pushed yourself up. Time to get ready for the day ahead of you.
As per usual, you went through your morning routine. Brush your teeth, wash your face, and get dressed. Next on the agenda is breakfast.
You sliced a loaf of bread you had purchased just yesterday from the village bakery. Grabbing a jar of strawberry jam, you spread it on a few bread slices before taking a bite.
It's not much, but it's not like you're rolling in mora. You lived a simple and humble life. You made just enough to live off of and still enjoy some luxuries every now and then. As long as you were smart with your money, of course.
Once you had dealt with breakfast, you prepared to head out. Carrying your trusty basket, you opened the door and set out for the nearby forest.
You're a herbalist. Your house served as both your home and shop. There was a separate room in the front that was dedicated to your craft.
More often than not, you could be found outside picking herbs. You lived on the outskirts of the village, so the forest was practically your backyard.
Let's see; what do you need to gather today?
Right, wolfhooks. You were running low on your supply, and you had neglected to replenish it for a while now. Mainly due to the fact that wolfhooks weren't exactly easy to procure. For one, the berries were located deeper in the forest which meant a longer trek for you. Secondly, the area where they grew was well-known for its wolves. While wolves weren't inherently inclined to attack humans, you were still wary. Better safe than sorry, after all. If the wolves were too close, you would simply turn around and come back another day.
That would be a bit of a shame, however. The weather was lovely today. The sky was a pleasing blue, and the sun kissed your skin just right. Not a single cloud in sight in this picturesque scene. The birds chirped happily.
You slowed your pace, spotting a patch of pink blooms. These were windrest flowers. While they didn't have any medicinal properties, you figured you might as well pick some. You could sell them to Annick, the owner of Scents and Senses. Placing them in your basket, you took care to not crush the petals. Although they would inevitably be crushed for perfume, you wanted them to look presentable.
Once you had finished with that, you continued on your walk.
You spotted the familiar stream that would lead you to where you were headed. You strolled along the edge, humming a tuneless melody as you went.
Eventually, you neared the clearing where you normally harvested wolfhooks. Approaching cautiously, you scoured the area for any signs of wolves.
You froze as you heard some shuffling in the bushes.
A rabbit hopped out, sniffing around the clearing. It spotted you but didn't seem to care. It made its way past you, in the direction you had come from.
How bold. Doesn't this rabbit know about the wolves here? You're sure it would end up as mincemeat soon enough. Such is the way of life. Survival of the fittest and all that. Clearly, this rabbit was not included in that category thanks to its questionable intellect.
Never mind that. You had a job to do.
Once again, you scanned the area. It was eerily quiet. You never liked being in this part of the forest. Not just because of the threat of wolves but because of the silence. Though you suppose it made sense. What kind of animal would stick around here when there were wolves?
That rabbit from earlier, apparently.
You sighed. It seemed that you were in the clear. You started plucking the wolfhooks closest to where you were standing, careful not to prick yourself with the spikes. Making your around the clearing, your basket slowly filled up with the deep purple berries. You took a look at your haul. That should be enough.
Time to head home.
You retraced your steps, humming the same tuneless melody as you had previously. The walk back was peaceful, nothing daring to disturb you. You made your way back home without incident.
As you entered, you placed your basket on the front counter. You began emptying it of its contents. Placing the windrest flowers to the side, you started storing the wolfhooks in their allocated space.
You glanced out the window. Looks it was late afternoon now. Might as well deliver those windrest flowers to Annick. You had nothing else to do today, after all.
You picked up the cluster of pink flowers and made your way outside again. You headed towards the heart of the village. Yet again, you hummed your tuneless melody.
Eventually, you arrived at the village square. A few people flitted here and there; the usual morning crowd had dispersed. You much preferred the atmosphere of less people anyway.
You soon spotted Annick's humble perfume shop. The bell attached to the door jingled, signaling your entrance.
"Annick, are you here?" You called out.
A dark red-haired woman appeared from the back of the store.
"Ah, hello! It's good to see you." Annick greeted you.
You smiled. "Good to see you too!"
"I assume you're here with something for me?" Annick asked.
"Yes, that's right. I have some fresh windrest flowers for you." You held up said flowers for her appraisal.
"Wonderful, thank you!" Annick's eyes lit up. "Here's the usual amount." Annick fished out some mora for your efforts.
"Thanks, Annick! How's business been?" You decided to spark some polite conversation.
"Oh, it's been well enough. Same old, same old. Can't complain though. Better than going bankrupt." Annick let out a little chuckle.
"Very true," you agreed.
"How about you?"
You winced a little. Maybe you shouldn't have brought this topic up. Business for you had been slower than usual.
You laughed a little awkwardly. "It's been slow. Which is a good thing, I suppose. Less people getting sick, less people needing herbal remedies."
"Well, I guess that's both good and bad. If you ever need help, I'm here for you." Annick offered.
"Oh no, no, that's quite alright! I wouldn't want to be a burden." You felt a little embarrassed at the suggestion.
"You could never be a burden to me. I've known you for years now. Besides, I know you would do the same." Annick insisted.
You sighed, feeling slightly exasperated. "I appreciate the sentiment, Annick. You won't have to worry about me for the foreseeable future, however."
"Well, that's certainly what I hope," Annick said playfully.
"Anyway, I should get going. It was nice catching up with you, Annick."
Annick smiled at you. "Alright, see you around. Do take care!"
And with that, you bid her farewell and left the shop.
Now, what to do? As you had nothing else to do after that little errand, you decided to take a stroll around the village.
The local bakery came into view; you frequently paid the establishment visits. You loved the pastries they made. With the growling of your stomach, you were reminded you hadn't eaten lunch. That settles it; you'll get something to eat.
As you made your way over, you were intercepted by the senile old man of the village. You could never remember his name. He couldn't remember his own name either, and it seemed nobody else could too. The villagers all looked out for him regardless.
"Hello, Miss! Lovely day, isn't it?" He gave you a toothy smile.
"Yes, it is." You did your best to keep your tone polite.
The old man tended to ramble, and you were too hungry to deal with his antics at the moment.
"May I ask your name?"
You sighed. You lost track of the amount of times you had given him your name. Regardless, you humoured him.
He beamed at you. "A lovely name for a lovely lady!"
"Why, thank you." Your smile was forced.
Either the old man didn't care or didn't notice because he continued to converse with you.
You were getting impatient.
"I apologize, but I have places to be. It was nice chatting with you." You tried to sound as respectful as possible.
"So soon? That's a shame." He looked incredibly disappointed.
You apologized again before you brushed past him, thinking that would be the end of that.
All of a sudden, the old man grabbed your wrist tightly.
You made a sound of surprise.
"Wait, Miss! Don't go, they'll come for you! You're walking to your demise!"
What the hell?
You tried to pry your arm away as gently as possible, but the old man still stumbled regardless. He collapsed to the ground, clutching at his chest. He spasmed unnaturally.
A nearby woman screamed at the sight. Some bystanders scrambled over, hearing the commotion. The old man was making inhuman noises now. He was in hysterics all while clawing at his chest.
And then, he ceased all movement. His last cry was cut off, forever incomplete.
A heavy silence filled the atmosphere.
Someone finally spoke up. "What happened?"
The woman who screamed earlier answered. "I saw it all. He collapsed all of a sudden and ended up like this. It was right after he touched her." She pointed at you as she spoke.
You saw Estragon, the local merchant, point an accusatory finger in your direction. "Witch! You killed him!"
Before you knew it, a crowd had quickly gathered around to witness the scene unfolding before them; Annick was among them.
The villagers murmured amongst themselves.
"It all makes sense. She's always picking those plants. She calls it herbology, but it has to be witchcraft!"
You stared at Annick helplessly, silently pleading for her to do something. Her gaze was directed away from you, unable to look you in the eye.
It seemed you were on your own. So much for her earlier offer of assistance for whenever you needed it. You can't really blame her, however. Getting mixed up in this would only bring her more trouble than it's worth. Once accused of witchcraft, it was nigh impossible to save oneself.
"Burn her at the stake!" Someone called out.
The villagers began chanting. "Burn the witch! Burn the witch!"
Okay, things were not looking good.
You felt a hand grab your arm harshly; it belonged to Estragon. He fixed you with a derisive scowl. You shook him off as best you could, but he only reached for you again. You felt his grip tighten.
Thrashing about, you managed to rip yourself free. You had to run. And so, you began sprinting like your life depended on it. You suppose that it actually did in this situation.
The villagers gave chase, an angry swarm of shouts and cries on your heels. You ran, hoping you wouldn't trip over your own feet in your mad dash. Your only route of escape had to be the forest. You should be able to shake them off your trail through there; you knew the forest like the back of your hand.
The edge of the forest came into view. You broke through the bushes, not caring that they tore at your skirt. What mattered more was getting away.
You don't know how long it took, but the sounds of the villagers eventually faded into nothing.
★ ★ ★
You sighed, releasing the leaf in your clutch. You watched it flutter to the ground, much more carefree than you.
You took another look at your surroundings. Where were you supposed to go? You had never been this deep in the forest; you were utterly and totally lost.
You don't know why, but your senses were tingling all of a sudden.
Something was coming.
Before that thought fully registered, you felt a rush of wind and a projectile fly past you. You fell, startled at the sudden danger. Looking up, you found a crossbow staring you down.
Then, the crossbow lowered itself. "Ah, sorry. Rather rude of me to point a weapon at a lady."
You glanced at the owner of the voice. It belonged to a man with mint green hair. You hadn't expected to run into anyone.
You got up, dusting off your skirt. You grimaced at the dirt that sullied your hands. You were never one to shy away from getting dirty, but the grime on your hands indicated that you were in no presentable state. Pretty embarrassing to be found like this.
You looked back up to find dull green eyes watching you curiously.
"Well, I suppose I should introduce myself. The name's Lohen. And you?"
You gave him your name, albeit a little uneasily. What was someone doing all the way out here? You had a bad feeling about Lohen, you just couldn't quite place your finger on why.
You decided to voice your concern. "What are you doing here? I thought this forest was uninhabited, especially this far in."
"You're right about that, but have you ever considered why that is?"
You immediately clocked that Lohen had danced around your question. This only raised your suspicions. Regardless, you decided to humour Lohen and let him steer the conversation.
If you thought about it, you supposed that one could potentially live off the land here. But why do that when there's a perfectly fine village not too far? At least, you think it's not too far. You have no idea how much distance you had covered in your hasty escape.
Without a proper response prepared, you ended up just saying the first thing that you were about to say anyway.
"No, why?"
"There are vampires in the area," Lohen said matter of factly.
Huh?
Did he say vampires? You must've misheard. After all, vampires don't exist. Just like how witches don't exist.
Lohen seemed amused. "I see that you're having a hard time wrapping your head around the notion. Well, it's true. I have no reason to lie."
You questioned him, still skeptical. "If there are vampires in the area, then why are you out here? Wouldn't that be considered dangerous?"
"For the average person? Yes." Lohen pointed at himself. "For me? No."
You raised a brow. "And what makes you so special?"
"Oh, I'm a vampire hunter." Lohen spoke as casually as if he were simply discussing the weather.
You looked him up and down. "Dressed rather fancily for a vampire hunter, aren't you?"
Clad in blue and white, he looked like an aristocrat. You also noted how pale his skin was. Very characteristic of an aristocrat as well.
A cheeky grin found its way onto Lohen's face. "What can I say? I like to hunt in style."
You frowned at him. "And I'm supposed to believe all of this just because you said so?"
"Precisely," Lohen replied.
This guy must be insane.
"Now, it's my turn to ask. What are you doing out here all by your lonesome?" Lohen looked at you expectantly.
You hesitated. If he really does hunt vampires, would he also hunt someone accused of being a witch? Should you trust Lohen? Well, it's not like you have many options. He could easily kill you with his crossbow if you tried to run; there's nowhere to go.
Question is, what do you tell him?
"Something the matter? You wouldn't happen to be a criminal on the run now, would you?" Lohen said jokingly.
Shit. How were you supposed to respond to that?
It seemed you were silent for a beat too long as Lohen spoke again. "Oh, so you are. Don't worry, I won't turn you in. I'm not interested in playing a hero."
You bristled. "I am not a criminal."
Lohen tilted his head. "Oh? Then why the silence?"
If he doesn't care for turning in criminals, might as well tell him. There should be no harm in doing so. You hope.
"I got accused of witchcraft. I ran all the way out here because I didn't want to be burned alive. My own village turned their backs on me the moment something remotely supernatural happened! Can you believe it?" Your voice rose in frustration.
"Hm, can't say that I care."
This little shit.
You glared at him. "Then why did you ask what I was doing out here in the first place?"
Lohen shrugged. "I was curious. Turns out your reasoning was a disappointment to my expectations."
"Then what, pray tell, were you expecting?" You could feel your blood begin to boil at his insolence.
"I don't know. Just something more interesting." Lohen looked incredibly bored.
"Oh, I'm sorry for failing to entertain you, Mr. Lohen. That was my sole purpose in life," you said, oozing with sarcasm.
If Lohen wasn't carrying a weapon, you would've slapped him by now.
"Anyway, due to your predicament, I assume you're homeless now?" Lohen more so stated rather than asked.
Did he really have to bring that up?
"Tell you what, how about I let you stay with me? I'm feeling charitable today," Lohen offered.
You stared at him. Did he really just say that? Do you need to get your ears checked?
"What's with the staring? Would you rather sleep in a tree?" Lohen's amusement was clear as day.
"No!" You exclaimed. "I mean, no, of course not," you said softer this time.
While Lohen was a total stranger, you would rather take your chances than fend for yourself against the elements. Your survival skills left much to be desired. A little embarrassing considering how much time you spent out in the forest. In your defense, you were a herbalist not an adventurer.
"Well, follow me then. My place isn't too far from here. I was actually just making my way there before I ran into you." Lohen began stepping away and beckoned you to come along.
You hesitated. Is this really a good idea?
Lohen chuckled. "What? Changed your mind?"
"You're not some serial killer, right?" You watched him warily.
He let out a bark of laughter. "If I wanted to kill you, you'd be dead already." Lohen's eyes took on a dangerous gleam.
You shivered, feeling like prey beneath his gaze. You suppose what he was saying was true, but the way he said it didn't exactly make you feel safe.
"Well, it's getting dark. You coming or not?" You could sense the beginnings of impatience creeping in on Lohen's voice.
"I guess," you mumbled, still feeling unsure.
"Great."
And with that Lohen turned around and began walking at a brisk pace, not even looking back to check that you were following.
You scrambled to catch up; despite your reservations, you really didn't want to be on your own. Especially in the dark.
Silence filled the space between you two. You stayed a few steps behind Lohen, doing your best to not lose him. He sure was a fast walker.
Eventually, a run-down mansion came into view. Lohen suddenly stopped, and you crashed into his back.
"Hey, watch where you're going," Lohen turned around as he scolded you.
"Why did we stop?" You questioned, confusion etching itself onto your face.
"Because this is where I live," Lohen said, looking at you like you were stupid.
"You live here?" You couldn't quell the incredulity in your voice.
"Yes. Is there a problem with that?" Lohen raised a brow.
"No. It's just wasn't what I was expecting. How did you end up living here anyway?" You eyed him suspiciously.
Lohen shrugged. "The place was abandoned, so I made it my home."
You took a closer look at the mansion. It was two stories high. The architecture clearly had a gothic style in mind. While the estate looked unkempt, the structural integrity of the place looked sound. Overall, rather well-kept for an abandoned building. Truly a lucky find for any weary travelers.
"You certainly struck gold when you found this place," you said a little enviously.
Lohen chuckled. " I sure did."
He approached the door and held it open for you, gesturing inside. "Ladies first."
You didn't say anything as you walked in.
Lohen closed the door behind you as you surveyed the foyer. It was just as grand as the exterior. There were two twin sets of stairs in the center that led to the second floor. Up above hung an opulent chandelier. Branching off from your left and right were two hallways. A quick assessment revealed that there were many rooms in each of them.
As you admired the decor of the foyer, your stomach grumbled. You hadn't eaten since this morning. Your hunger went forgotten with the tribulations you had been put through.
"Hungry?" Lohen asked, amusement dancing in his eyes.
"Very," you admitted.
"Unfortunately, I don't have any food at the moment," Lohen said.
Your heart sank.
Wait a second...
You looked at Lohen skeptically. "Why not? Don't you need to eat too?"
"I already ate when I was out. Didn't think to bring anything back with me."
You groaned.
"You'll have to forgive me. I wasn't expecting any guests." Lohen did not look apologetic whatsoever.
Great, you were going hungry tonight. You would just have to bear with it. Beggars can't be choosers, after all. A roof over your head was better than nothing.
"Well, I'll be heading to bed. Feel free to pick any room to stay in. Not like I was using them much anyway."
And with that Lohen disappeared from your view, making his way towards wherever his quarters were.
You figured you shouldn't wander too far lest you get lost. And so, you claimed the first bedroom you encountered. It was close to the main foyer which was all you could ask for. The last thing you wanted was to lose your way in a new space.
The room itself had a slightly musty smell. That was to be expected considering it likely hadn't been used in a long time. There was a layer of dust that seemed to cover everything.
Approaching the bed, you examined the piece of furniture. It too had a fine layer of dust coating it. You grabbed the blankets off of the bed and shook them out. A storm of dust billowed out. You dropped the blankets, coughing and trying to swat the dust away.
Now that was a bad idea.
You groaned.
Everything seemed to be going wrong for you.
You sighed, climbing into the bed. As you rested your weary head on the pillow, you pulled the blankets over yourself. Best to just go to sleep. Maybe when you wake up everything would turn out to be a very long nightmare.
And so, you closed your eyes.
Sleep welcomed you with open arms, providing salvation for your exhausted body.
A/N: Sorry a lot of this was just establishing the background of this story lol
Cater, Floyd, and Silver Noticing You've Bled Through Your Pants
Other parts:
Housewardens | Vices+Ruggie | 1st Years
SFW, AFAB reader but gn pronouns/language, reader is on their period, a bit of swearing, possible grammatical/spelling errors
Can be read as romantic or platonic :)
Cater
He grew up with sisters. Bubbly, cutesy, overbearing sisters. He probably knows way too much about periods because they overshare, so he's a bit desensitized to it. He also follows a bunch of health influencers who don't shy away from topics like hygiene products and reproductive care for either sex, so he's not one to be awkward when someone brings up pads or tampons.
So when he sees you, oblivious to the red stains on your pants, his first instinct is pity. Then he realizes that the red he's seeing is probably blood, and he panics for a moment.
What did you get yourself into this time???
Wait. You're not doubled over in pain.
Ohhh... You just started your period, and you've bled through. Poor thing! Good thing Cay-Cay's here to help you!
And help he does as he walks over to you, tapping your shoulder and greeting you like always.
"Hey~ I noticed you got a stain on your shirt, you want some help?"
You don't notice zny stains on your shirt, but it was more of a warning than a request, so he drags you to the nearest bathroom.
Once inside, he laughs, letting you go. "Sorry, I lied. You actually bled through your pants---don't be embarrassed! I've seen it happen soooo many times, I just thought I'd let ya know!"
You're grateful for that, but now you have to head to your dorm to change and put a pad/tampon in.
"Do you want my jacket? So you can like, cover the stain until you're at your dorm?"
You agree, taking said jacket and letting him follow you to Ramshackle. At least he says he'll help...
And he does, opening doors for you when you arrive, and somehow instantly finding your heating pad and painkillers as he urges you to get changed.
When you're done, he's already texted Trey asking if he could bake something for you, and now he's ready to load you up on snacks. From Sam's or his own stash, it doesn't matter. For you he'll get anything you need to suffer through this next week. And he won't leave you alone until you're satisfied.
Floyd
Once again, I'm pretty sure the Octotrio don't know about periods, because marine life and merfolk don't have menstrual cycles. Land Bootcamp also probably didn’t teach them about it, but even if they did, he wouldn't have paid attention.
So when he smells the blood on you as you pass, he's thrilled. Did Shrimpy finally get into a fistfight?
He turns around to yell to you, but then he sees the stain on your pants, and his eyes narrow. Who did that to you?
Doesn't matter, he's already grabbed your shoulder. "Hey, Shrimpy, why ya bleedin'?"
At your confusion, he continues, "Your pants are covered in the stuff."
Realization hits for you, and now he's annoyed because instead of giving him an answer, your face is just getting red.
"Hey, I asked ya something." You didn't care; You tried to pull away from him, but he just tightens his grip.
You sigh. Obviously, he's not gonna let you go until you answer the question... So, you tell him to follow you to an empty classroom. Begrudgingly, he obliges, bit only because he wants to hear about why you're bleeding.
You're on your period? The punctuation???
You realize that he doesn't know what you're talking about, so you try your best to explain menstrual cycles and periods to him as he's just staring you down.
"So like... Half of all humans... Bleed for a week every month once they go through puberty..."
Yep. That's the gist of it.
"That's sick as fuck, Shrimpy! You've been holding out on me?!"
Wait what.
Now he's excited, but a bit annoyed. Now you're gonna have to tell him whatever else there is to know--so what if you need to change your pants? He'll just go with you to Ramshackle!
And he does, pestering you with questions the entire way up until you're changing. And he just...keeps talking, asking questions, especially when you get your heating pad and painkillers. Would it be a crime to show him what these pads/tampons look like???
Yeah, he's stuck to you like a barnacle, good luck!!!
Silver
I'm pretty sure Lilia would have taught him at least the basics of reproduction and the parts used in it, including menstrual cycles. Silver's just...never had the chance to be around a girl while she's having her period. (Bro grew up around all boys, then went to an all-boys school. You're probably the first AFAB person he's ever gotten to know on like, a personal level.)
So, above all else, he's concerned when he sees what is clearly blood on the back of your pants. Have you gotten injured? Was there some sort of accident?
Such questions are swirling in his head as he rushes over to you, solemn as ever when he grabs your shoulder.
"Prefect. I believe you're injured."
What?
"There is blood on your rear." (He's so stoic I love him.)
Oh... OH NO
While he's starting to think you might be sick on top of it because of how your face is now bright red, his priority is to get the wound dealt with. He'll try to lead you to the infirmary, so you'll have to stop him, instead taking him to a deserted hallway.
There, you tell him you're just on your period. It takes a few moments for the dots to connect, but when they do, his eyes widen.
"I see. My apologies. Would you like me to escort you to your dorm so you can change?"
You'd like that, and he makes sure to stick close by, warding off anyone who might see the blood and making sure it's kept hidden.
At Ramshackle, he offers to help you with whatever you need. He knows that people like sweets and painkillers when bleeding, so you'll have to request anything else you need (he's so sweet oml). He'll even infer to stop by Sam's for you, though you tell him it's okay. His eyes are already dropping, he would probably fall asleep before he ever got to the store.
But that's ok! While you get comfortable, you offer for him to sleep on your chair or a couch, and while he's trying to say no he falls asleep.
When he wakes up he'll check up on you again, but for now, you two rest.
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Cater, Floyd, and Silver Noticing You've Bled Through Your Pants
Other parts:
Housewardens | Vices+Ruggie | 1st Years
SFW, AFAB reader but gn pronouns/language, reader is on their period, a bit of swearing, possible grammatical/spelling errors
Can be read as romantic or platonic :)
Cater
He grew up with sisters. Bubbly, cutesy, overbearing sisters. He probably knows way too much about periods because they overshare, so he's a bit desensitized to it. He also follows a bunch of health influencers who don't shy away from topics like hygiene products and reproductive care for either sex, so he's not one to be awkward when someone brings up pads or tampons.
So when he sees you, oblivious to the red stains on your pants, his first instinct is pity. Then he realizes that the red he's seeing is probably blood, and he panics for a moment.
What did you get yourself into this time???
Wait. You're not doubled over in pain.
Ohhh... You just started your period, and you've bled through. Poor thing! Good thing Cay-Cay's here to help you!
And help he does as he walks over to you, tapping your shoulder and greeting you like always.
"Hey~ I noticed you got a stain on your shirt, you want some help?"
You don't notice zny stains on your shirt, but it was more of a warning than a request, so he drags you to the nearest bathroom.
Once inside, he laughs, letting you go. "Sorry, I lied. You actually bled through your pants---don't be embarrassed! I've seen it happen soooo many times, I just thought I'd let ya know!"
You're grateful for that, but now you have to head to your dorm to change and put a pad/tampon in.
"Do you want my jacket? So you can like, cover the stain until you're at your dorm?"
You agree, taking said jacket and letting him follow you to Ramshackle. At least he says he'll help...
And he does, opening doors for you when you arrive, and somehow instantly finding your heating pad and painkillers as he urges you to get changed.
When you're done, he's already texted Trey asking if he could bake something for you, and now he's ready to load you up on snacks. From Sam's or his own stash, it doesn't matter. For you he'll get anything you need to suffer through this next week. And he won't leave you alone until you're satisfied.
Floyd
Once again, I'm pretty sure the Octotrio don't know about periods, because marine life and merfolk don't have menstrual cycles. Land Bootcamp also probably didn’t teach them about it, but even if they did, he wouldn't have paid attention.
So when he smells the blood on you as you pass, he's thrilled. Did Shrimpy finally get into a fistfight?
He turns around to yell to you, but then he sees the stain on your pants, and his eyes narrow. Who did that to you?
Doesn't matter, he's already grabbed your shoulder. "Hey, Shrimpy, why ya bleedin'?"
At your confusion, he continues, "Your pants are covered in the stuff."
Realization hits for you, and now he's annoyed because instead of giving him an answer, your face is just getting red.
"Hey, I asked ya something." You didn't care; You tried to pull away from him, but he just tightens his grip.
You sigh. Obviously, he's not gonna let you go until you answer the question... So, you tell him to follow you to an empty classroom. Begrudgingly, he obliges, bit only because he wants to hear about why you're bleeding.
You're on your period? The punctuation???
You realize that he doesn't know what you're talking about, so you try your best to explain menstrual cycles and periods to him as he's just staring you down.
"So like... Half of all humans... Bleed for a week every month once they go through puberty..."
Yep. That's the gist of it.
"That's sick as fuck, Shrimpy! You've been holding out on me?!"
Wait what.
Now he's excited, but a bit annoyed. Now you're gonna have to tell him whatever else there is to know--so what if you need to change your pants? He'll just go with you to Ramshackle!
And he does, pestering you with questions the entire way up until you're changing. And he just...keeps talking, asking questions, especially when you get your heating pad and painkillers. Would it be a crime to show him what these pads/tampons look like???
Yeah, he's stuck to you like a barnacle, good luck!!!
Silver
I'm pretty sure Lilia would have taught him at least the basics of reproduction and the parts used in it, including menstrual cycles. Silver's just...never had the chance to be around a girl while she's having her period. (Bro grew up around all boys, then went to an all-boys school. You're probably the first AFAB person he's ever gotten to know on like, a personal level.)
So, above all else, he's concerned when he sees what is clearly blood on the back of your pants. Have you gotten injured? Was there some sort of accident?
Such questions are swirling in his head as he rushes over to you, solemn as ever when he grabs your shoulder.
"Prefect. I believe you're injured."
What?
"There is blood on your rear." (He's so stoic I love him.)
Oh... OH NO
While he's starting to think you might be sick on top of it because of how your face is now bright red, his priority is to get the wound dealt with. He'll try to lead you to the infirmary, so you'll have to stop him, instead taking him to a deserted hallway.
There, you tell him you're just on your period. It takes a few moments for the dots to connect, but when they do, his eyes widen.
"I see. My apologies. Would you like me to escort you to your dorm so you can change?"
You'd like that, and he makes sure to stick close by, warding off anyone who might see the blood and making sure it's kept hidden.
At Ramshackle, he offers to help you with whatever you need. He knows that people like sweets and painkillers when bleeding, so you'll have to request anything else you need (he's so sweet oml). He'll even infer to stop by Sam's for you, though you tell him it's okay. His eyes are already dropping, he would probably fall asleep before he ever got to the store.
But that's ok! While you get comfortable, you offer for him to sleep on your chair or a couch, and while he's trying to say no he falls asleep.
When he wakes up he'll check up on you again, but for now, you two rest.
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>> requested: no
>> a/n: was listening to arctic monkeys again... no. 1 party anthem is so good
>> masterlist: ramshackle
>> summary: how they love you
>> reader prns: they/them
>> warning(s): only main cast, no event characters or teachers
The Look of Love;
Their love is soft, the way their eyes glide over your body, looking you up and down like they wouldn’t dare to stop. There’s a soft smile that plays with their lips as you do whatever you like. There’s no reason not to stop, and when you look over to meet their gaze, their smile just grows. It’s almost like they were waiting for you to notice.
The Rush of Blood;
An excitement washes over you as you watch them, in all their glory. Their love is loud, not bothering to slow down for anyone. You keep up, hand in theirs, running. Surrounded by the sound of their talking, their laughing, their breathing, all the time. You wouldn’t have it any other way, because you know that they’d stand up for you in a heartbeat.
The “[They’re] with me” is the Gallic Shrug;
They’re comfortable with you, not showing off but definitely not backing down. Them telling everyone you’re near how the both of you are together leaves no room for debate. There’s a secure sense in your relationship, and they were the one to set that. There’s no swaying their thoughts as they continue to keep your hand in theirs, or at least keep your figure in the corner of their eye.
ace trappola, leona kingscholar, trey clover, jack howl, SILVER VANROUGE, vil schoenheit, idia shroud
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in which they anticipate you! featuring Jade Leech, Kalim Al-Asim and Silver!
Your slightly unsettling but mostly harmless friend Jade who wasn’t very used to being on the more unaware side of things - in this case, texting you. Every message and notification buzzing from his phone suddenly putting him in a much better mood than usual, sharp smile turning giddy at just a simple ‘good morning’, his mind turning into lovesick mush when you reacted to one of his emoticons with a pink heart emoji, before proceeding to spend the rest of the night attempting to decipher what you could have possibly meant, all with a stupidly heart struck look on his face <33
“Ah, there you were. I simply wanted to ask whatever sending this meant. You appreciated me? Oho, how…forward.”
Your personal ray of sunshine Kalim, who eagerly awaited you to end your classes every day without fail, bouncing back and forth on his heels outside your classroom like an overexcited puppy, humming a chipper tune as he thought about all the things he wanted to do with you when you got out - ruby eyes shining just as bright the jewels Jamil kept in Scarabia’s storeroom when he saw you walking out, running up to you with dimpled cheeks, so positively giddy at your presence he stumbled on his feet on his way to you, but he didn’t seem to mind <3333
“You’re finally out! Are you hungry? We can head to the canteen first and oh -! Afterwards, if you wanna, you should totally head to Scarabia with me for a sleepover! It’s gonna be so much fun with you!!”
Your prince-like friend Silver, who always perked up - even after a bout of sudden drowsiness - whenever he saw you, whether it be during PE(where he had gotten so distracted he ended up stumbling over a rock), during class(throughout which he had been almost entirely awake, though he hadn’t been able to pay as much attention as he should have been during Trein’s lecture…), or even during his usual walks to class(most of which ended up with him bumping into something or someone, though as the kind person you were, you ended up helping him up most of the time…too bad his responses were always clipped, but what could he say? After all, he’d been staring into your lovely eyes the entire time…) <333333
“Oh, thank you for helping me up yesterday. Apologies for my behaviour, I had been distracted. …sorry, you just have beautiful eyes.”
Y’all know how the whole ‘scent’ thing is used in fics? Mainly Savanaclaw but also for the ones with keen senses - like Vil, for example. Also the octo-trio. Grim too.
Honestly anyone could fit this. Smell’s a keen sense. Like how we can catch a wif of something and get sent back to a memory stuck in the vault.
Yeah so…we’re in consensus that they’d hoard the prefect’s perfume like it’s a lifeline? After they go home? Saw an animation where Ace kept their phone so he could call it and hear their voicemail. Now we’re here.
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Riddle - who couldn’t bring himself to pilfer from your abandoned dorm and dislikes that he seriously considered it. Too nervous to ask what scent you wore but forever associates it with evenings in the library. Catching it on your wrist whenever you’d hand him a book. Mixed with the smell of old books and burning wax.
Trey - who borrowed one of your ties and decided not to return it. Not unless you asked. You didn’t. The scent’s almost gone, but he can figure out the main components. Buy something similar.
Cater - who has a handful of scrunchies and hairpins. You’d carry them for him. Lined up on your wrist like cased sausages. They all smell like you now. One even with a bit of spilled nail polish on it. Navy blue. Not Cater’s.
Deuce - who doesn’t think about it at first. Until he’s helping clean up your room and drops a small bottle on the ground. It cracks and the scent of cheap perfume permeates into the wood floor. He digs through the shards for a label, ignoring the cuts on his hands.
Ace - who sleeps in your room under the pretense that it’s for Grim’s sake. It’s not dorm betrayal. This was his room as much as it was yours. He’d sneak out or take a collar as much as Riddle’s patience lasts. Since he can’t sleep anywhere else.
Leona - who’s been close enough to you to memorize the scent. He knows the brand. Knows the make and year. Some cheap body spray that barely lasts longer than a few hours. Like gum. He sprays some on his pillows before bed, burying his nose between them and pretends it’s you.
Ruggie - who couldn’t help himself. He swiped your half-empty bottle with practiced ease. Using it sparingly, down to the last drop, spritzing just enough on his collar to make it through the hard times. Doesn’t matter the price now. He tries to tell himself ‘when it’s out, i’m done’ but he said that when you left and look at him now.
Jack - who forgets entirely. Until weeks pass and he finds one of ‘your’ sweaters in his room. A little travel sized perfume in the pocket. He sprays some on the collar and presses it to his nose. For a moment, you’re there.
Azul - who’s paid for new couches in the VIP room. Scent permeates into leather and you’ve spent night after night curled on the originals. They’re moved to his bedroom, where he sleeps on them more than his own bed.
Floyd - who’s used to everything smelling too big. The surface world’s full of more pungent notes. He asks (demands) rather garishly for whatever you had. Soap, perfume, lotion - he doesn’t care. In a world where smells are too big, yours has become too small.
Jade - who brews the same blend of tea every night. Serves it in the same cup, pours out of the same pot, and doesn’t take a single sip. He lets the scent evaporate into the air because it smells faintly of someone who would dab some on their pulse points. Just for him.
Kalim - who supplied your entire wardrobe. Who wouldn’t budge on it, and made sure you had clean clothes besides your uniform. You looked so pretty, so happy, and your gratitude made him feel so loved. He didn’t stop there either. You complimented his bedroom once and that was enough to send more blankets than you’d ever need. Especially after seeing how cold Ramshackle could get. They were for you. So why are these the only blankets he can sleep in? If he closes his eyes, pulls them close, breathes - you’re hugging him, right? From wherever you are.
Jamil - who’s struggling to clean his room. There isn’t much time to dawdle. His sheets need to be washed. His uniform ironed. Then he has to finish his duties, shower, and ready for bed. He opens the top drawer for a new set of sheets and is hit with you. That’s right. You did the laundry last week…he closes the drawer and goes to borrow a set from Kalim. The urge to pull them out strong, but Jamil’s always been resistant to his needs.
Vil - who’s suddenly caught wearing a brand far beneath his normal standards. He rarely shows preference to one over the other. Yet this cheap, poorly balanced - honest to goodness mockery of a perfume has become his favorite. No one knows why.
Epel - who let you use his cardigan one time. More like you stole it during your stay at Harveston. Grandma said she’d make you one for when you came back. You still hogged his. The fibers picked your scent and he’s afraid to wash it. What was supposed to bring homely comfort, now fills him with yearning and nostalgia.
Rook - who seats himself in front of the fire. Barely lit, dim, and more for the mood. To light this abandoned room in a new emotion. He takes one last inhale from the most intoxicating scent known to Twisted Wonderland, and then tosses it to the flames.
Idia - who fingers a little glass bottle between thumb and index. It’s almost gone. He could buy more. Make some. The tags were peeled off, but Ortho could dissect the contents with just a drop. He’s clinging. Idia knows this as he pops the cap and presses his nose to it.
Ortho - who’s learning how to make friends. With new emotions and freedom. He’s studied the senses and how they influence emotions. When asked if there’s anything he’d like from Ramshackle, he thinks of what his brother might like. Idia won’t ask for himself. Yet Ortho’s own thoughts surprise him, because why does he want this little bottle of perfume so badly? It’s nothing special. He can locate 10 online listings with competitive prices and quantities. Yet he specifically wants this one.
Malleus - who slips into Ramshackle at the height of midnight. A ruin once again with relics upon relics of a beautiful soul now gone. He loiters and avoids your bedroom. Yet when he enters the bathroom, he looks at his reflection in the vanity. His eye catches the smallest glass bottle…and he takes it. He dares to spray it once on his cuff. The yearning causes him to stow it away for the next century. Until he craves to feel their warmth and searches.
Lilia - who smiles fondly, pressing the lapels of your blazer down and into a box. Taking it in before that sense begins to dull too. Committing it to memory. In a decade or two he’ll cross its path again, and remember .
Sebek - who chases. Who shamefully gives in to instinct and attachment. Who sprays the last of some generic, cheap, alcohol based scent that was an assault to him with bittersweet yearning. He traps it on your portrait and seals it in a glass frame. If temptation’s going to linger in him, then let it drive him forward.
Silver - whose eyes open easily for the first time. His heart stuttering, mind shifting, attention sharp … the call of your name on his lips, as a random student shakes him awake during class. He asks what perfume they wear and commits it to memory.
Grim - who sleeps curled on one of Heartslabyul’s chaises. He can’t go back to Ramshackle. Home. It’s not home without you there. He sleeps with the same striped throw that was hanging on that old, green lounge chair. The one you’d wrap him in while he waited for the fire to stoke. Each night he begs for Ace to do whatever it is he does to make it ‘smell right’. When he sleeps, he can almost pretend the armrest is your side and he’s right where he’s meant to be.
Oh my sweet child… I just wanna remind everyone… Idia is the one who makes his clothes. Like my sweet boy looks like he’s on his way to the moon. He looks adorable anyway 😭🩵
I'm sure I'm not the only one to hold or voice such a view but I love the creativity of the TWST OC community. I love seeing all the Disney media and/or folk tales that people draw inspo from for their characters. I especially love seeing multiple OCs based off of the same character or concept and yet still unique. I love seeing people look at the same template and take it in countless different directions. Give me all the Greek God OCs. Give me all the expies from the terrible-yet-great direct-to-video sequels and the underrated television series spinoffs. Give me the expies from 'it's technically owned by Disney' media. Give me the expies of inanimate objects I never would've thought of. Give me your fan schools, your fan dorms, your fan countries and cultures. I love seeing the sheer endless potential of all the creators working within the same sandbox.
summary: with nowhere else to turn, you find yourself paired up for a potions assignment with none other than sebek zigvolt. you're bad at alchemy, he's bad at feelings. stupidity ensues.
word count: 8.1k
warnings: sebek is stupid, hurt/comfort-ish; mildly steamy at times maybe. reader is yuu. too lazy to properly replace em dashes btw
a/n: can we as an internet collective start writing cringe songfics again bc those were my life. anyways this fic came to me in a prophetic vision when listening to my yuu playlist. don't ask how sebek won the bidding war for this bc i couldn't tell you. enjoy! (be nice this is my first fic and i gave up toward the end </3)
You're pretty sure Professor Crewel is out to get you.
Which would be a shame, really, because somewhere in between the unruly sparks and explosions that would leave you with half an eyebrow if you weren't too careful, you had actually come to like his class. History had been too much of a struggle to pick up---because, let's be honest, you're way overdue for a 'twisted wonderland history for dummies' crash course---and flying? Forget it.
Except maybe the class didn't seem to like you nearly as much.
Because with one casual flick of the wrist from your stupidly well-dressed professor, you were faced with the ONE thing that could dash your fragile, naively misplaced dreams of surviving until the weekend could take you into its loving arms.
Partner. Project.
Your forehead meets the cool surface of your desk just as the first collective shouts of protests echo through the classroom. Maybe it'll work out, you think, until you finally find the courage to pick your head up and scope out a potential partner and find that your choices are woefully limited.
Ace, the smug bastard, is halfway out of his chair and already linking his arm around Epel's with the lack of shame only someone like him could flaunt. You almost feel bad for the poor Pomefiore student, but you couldn't blame Ace for finding what looks to be the easy way out. Potions were kind of their thing.
And Deuce.. well, at least he has the decency to meet your gaze and shoot you an apologetic look while he's on his way out the door with Jack. Traitor.
Fine. That's cool, really. You need to branch out, anyway. It could be a good bonding opportunity, right? A chance for you to meet some new people, learn some new faces. Even if you really like the old ones. It's whatever.
The problem, you're starting to realize, is that everyone else seems to have already made their choice.
And you, squinting in barely concealed desperation through the sea of moving students, land on what looks like the one person you can see that isn't already paired up.
Oh, no.
There, sitting ram-rod straight with what looks to be like all of his muscles fully tensed in a way that cannot be natural, is Sebek Zigvolt.
Briefly, you consider just marching up to Professor Crewel and lying straight through your teeth. No, Professor, I really couldn't find a partner. Would your grade like it? Not in the slightest---you like the class, but that doesn't mean you're particularly good at it---BUT, your grade for your sanity? That alone might make it a worthy trade-off.
But all it takes is one second.
You glance back for one second while you're in the middle of shoving your textbook back into your bag to walk up to Crewel and do just that, when you catch the almost imperceptible flicker of his eye. And with a sudden lurch of pity you realize Sebek's waiting, with his hands clenched tight against his lap and a small frown tugging at the corner of his lips, for a partner.
Sebek Zigvolt is loud. He's boisterous, and critical, and always has something to say about the way you hold yourself, or dress, or speak, or even exist. In fact, you're pretty sure your eardrums are still ringing from the start of class, when Ace had unfortunately bumped into his shoulder on the way inside, and you don't think you've even heard Sebek refer to you as anything besides 'human'.
But the Sebek you're looking at now, silently nestled between the rows of people chattering excitedly, looks vaguely resigned. Like he knows the outcome already, and you know---oh, you know. It sounds stupid. It probably is, and if you ever voice the thought out loud you're pretty sure your friends would march you straight into the nurse's infirmary to check for potential head injuries, but you can't help but think he looks meek.
Apparently, it also only takes you one second to change your mind and march straight across the classroom with a vengeance, slamming your palms down flat on Sebek's desk with a little too much force than was necessary.
"Let's be partners," you insist, scrounging up as much willpower as you can to fix him with a glare so determined that you dare him to refuse. Because you know that if you don't, you'll crack with even the first hint of a refusal and resign yourself to twice the work just like that.
The quiet look of surprise that paints his face morphs into confusion, then, with a furrow of his brow, into offense. It looks a little too practiced to be natural, you think. Especially with the way he doesn't seem to even have a retort to back it up, mouth opening and closing and entirely uncooperative with the alarms you assume are going off inside his head at the thought of a mere, magic-less human making demands of him.
Then, after a few seconds, he sits up even straighter with resolve, and the smug, competitive smirk that spreads across his face is kind of maybe starting to make you regret this entire thing.
"Very well."
His response is surprisingly... cordial for what you were expecting. Maybe you'd just caught him off guard with the whole super loud proclamation in front of basically half the class thing. Or maybe this won't be so bad.
"Of course you would want to partner with someone as skilled with alchemy as I. But do not expect me to pull your weight for you, human."
Internally, you sigh and curse yourself and your stupid, bleeding heart.
"Are you stupid?" Is the first thing out of Ace's mouth when you see him the next day in the cafeteria. "Dude, he's gonna eat you alive. Do any of us look like we have premature funeral money?"
"Shut. Up." You hiss through gritted teeth, about two seconds from sinking as low as you could into your blazer in embarrassment. "I didn't have a choice, obviously!"
Deuce, looking like he'd much rather be anywhere but here, pats your shoulder in the most useless reassuring gesture you've ever seen.
"Well, at least he usually gets pretty high marks, right? Maybe it'll help your grade. That's a plus, right?"
"Oh, sure," Ace rolls his eyes, pointing his fork in your direction. "Is that before or after our oh-so-genius prefect gets roped into shining Malleus's boots--GAH!"
Thank god for Deuce and his inability to pull his punches.
With some time to finally think for yourself (you've long since learned to tune out the sounds of your friends' fighting), you couldn't deny they were kind of right. Sure, every encounter you've had thus-far with the fae first year had been civil at best, but at some point he had evolved into a tentative inclusion to your little group of ragtag mages. It wouldn't be that hard to get on his good side and snag a few extra points for yourself on the way, would it?
A loud slam against the table reverberates to your right, jolting you out of your thoughts with all the grace of a rather angry elephant. The thin blanket of surprise that falls over the table is enough to pause the two still-squabbling Heartslabyul students, and you swear there's an audible creak coming from your neck when you slowly turn to glance in the direction of the noise.
Ah. It's no surprise really, only one person could be responsible, but that doesn't mean it's not a shock to the three of you to see Sebek stiffly sliding into the chair next to you as if he was forced (the truth might've been closer than you expected, if that familiar snicker around the corner were anything to go off of). It wasn't the first time he'd hung around the edges of your lively bunch, but he was usually more of an exasperated observer than any real participant in your shenanigans.
He clears his throat, stiffly nodding in your direction in greeting before turning his focus back to his plate. Was that steak and yogurt? On second thought, maybe you didn't want to know. At least he doesn't notice the scathing glare you send across the table to Ace, who's not doing the best job at stifling a cackle behind his glove. Does he want to ruin your chances of finishing this project alive?
"Heyyyy, Sebek," is your awful attempt at making conversation, but the awkwardness that hangs in the air and the drawn out confusion that tinges your words isn't lost on you. Thank the seven that Grim is off pestering who-knows-who for their extra food, or he'd be writing checks that you couldn't cash and causing damages that you couldn't socially afford.
You practically rush out an invitation to Ramshackle in the poor man's direction, barely stopping for breath throughout and drooping closer and closer toward the table as your lungs deflated. Just bite the bullet and get it done.
He pauses, hunched over his plate with his fork half-way raised to his lips. It's all you can do to hope that he heard you the first time, because you really didn't have the dignity to repeat your blunder a second time in front of the prying eyes across from you.
"Hm."
Only a grunt of affirmation in response. But hey, that's all you needed, right? Bite the bullet. Survive.
Then, his lips parted as if he were busy mulling over something to add, you realize Ace's earlier words might have actually been a warning with some merit. He has fangs. How hadn't you noticed them before?
Bite the bullet? More like bite the human if you were unlucky. You'd never realized just how primed Sebek was built to rip you to shreds if he wanted, and now you were experiencing everything up close as if for the first time. Just sitting down next to you, he practically towered over the table, and even all of the regality the Diasomnia dorm uniform had---and buckles, why so many buckles?---seemed to stretch against the just-barely visible strain of corded muscle where his sleeve ended.
And then he leans closer.
This is it. You're going to die, right in front of your sad, half-eaten poor excuse of a sandwich. His mouth closes, then opens again, and it's like staring down the maw of a monster ready to swallow you whole. You've half a mind to just offer up your jugular and make things easy and quick when he finally speaks, entirely too loudly for being this close and looking like it's a physical pain not to say anything.
"Your uniform is buttoned up entirely wrong. It is utterly embarrassing."
This time, even Deuce can't contain his surprised bark of laughter.
Neither of them see it coming when you promptly throw your half-empty cup their way, either.
Sebek doesn't do group projects.
Why should he? It's much easier to handle things on his own, to glide through his courses without the added dead weight holding him down. He knows he's good, because he's worked to be good. Every moment that he'd studied until the brink of exhaustion, every hour spent ignoring the ever-increasing soreness spreading through his body like the plague as he leveraged swing against swing against the battered training dummy in the dorm that had seen much better centuries days.
So it's a surprise, even to him, when he finds himself staring down the magic-less prefect of Ramshackle on the opposite end of his desk, glaring at him with all the defiance of a baby fawn.
If things went his way, he was content to simply wait for his chance to be dismissed; Crewel had long-since given up on forcing him into assigned groups, especially after the last attempt had resulted in his largest cauldron cleanly broken in half in a scuffle that Sebek had not started but quickly put an end to. It would've been a much better usage of his time to take care of everything himself, without worrying about moving parts and lower intellect.
But pride is a traitorous, fickle thing.
He has to swallow down his own croak of surprise when he agrees, his tongue falling vice to his constant issue of speaking before he even has the chance to think. With two simple words of agreement, he's sealed his fate. Sebek was the source of many forms of irritation, he'd been informed of such, but he was never one to go back on his word. It would reflect oh-so-poorly on those that he aspired to rise to the height of.
He's not sure, even hours later when he's retreated back to the familiar stone walls of the dorm he called his home, why he said yes. Every possible explanation seems to float just out of reach in his mind no matter how desperately he reaches, like lily pads on water. He's self-aware enough to realize why it benefits him, of course, to show off the superior intellect of Briar Valley to the inferior. Ego boosts were something he coveted amidst the competitive sea of students around him regardless of whence it came.
For a fleeting moment, he considers that maybe it's because of your circumstances. That he'd taken pity on you. Clueless, confused, clumsy you and the benevolent knight who'd ignored your shortcomings and risen to the occasion to puff out his chest and prove himself.
It all begins to sound eerily like a fairytale he'd heard a few times in his youth.
The wood of the common-room table cracks under his clenched grip.
"---so nice that you're starting to make some friends, you know! Really, I'd been starting to worry about your reclusive habits. Constant stress isn't good for you."
Lilia's excited rambling brings him back to the situation at hand, and he can't help the exasperated sigh that pushes past his lips and the embarrassed fluster that begins to grow under his collar.
"It's just a project," Sebek mumbles, uncharacteristically quiet under the scrutiny of the older fae. Was it truly such a big deal?
"Oh, don't be so shy, young man!" He's not. "Have you thought about what you're going to bring? It's important to be a good guest, you know." He hasn't. "Don't worry, dear boy. I know the perfect treats to make." He's worrying. That's the worst idea he's ever heard.
It's a practical project in alchemy, yet it feels like he's about to be sent off as an ambassador with a peace offering to bridge the gap between two warring kingdoms.
Honestly, that would probably be less stressful than what he's doing now, which was desperately trying to thwart Lilia's assassination attempt in the form of scones.
Crewel would have a lot of questions for him if you died on him halfway through the project, that's all.
All things considered, you really thought things were going to be worse.
The first day was a little awkward, sure, but you hadn't quite expected to open the door and see Sebek dumping half of the contents of a picnic basket into your shrubbery (favors courtesy of Lilia, he'd explained, and added that he added some things that were actually edible.)
It turns out that for all of his bravado, Sebek was strangely palatable when you were alone.
He's still rigid in his own way, but he'd slowly been warming up to your presence the longer you'd worked. Like domesticating a wild animal, you'd noted to yourself one day in amusement. He didn't tense up anymore when you'd leaned over his shoulder to peer at his notes, and similarly, you'd stopped bracing for sudden death when he'd scoff and (rather gently) nudge you back with a firm finger to the forehead when you insisted on watching the portable cauldron up close.
At least, that's how it was most of the time.
The project called for two components: a demonstration, and a written portion explaining the historical evolution of the concoction you had chosen. You'd hoped to gain some brownie points with him when you'd suggested at the start that you cover something that involved a few ingredients from Briar Valley; to your credit, it had the intended effect, and you'd watched in a strangely endeared state as he rambled about your options for about fifteen minutes. It was a win-win situation for you, he'd probably end up doing most of the work in his eagerness and you'd get the chance to consult with some of the most seemingly-untouchable persons on campus when you finally convinced him to ask the heads of Diasomnia for their input.
But any progress you'd made with warming up to the half-fae seemed to backslide as soon as you'd end up anywhere near his dorm members. You distinctly remember waving to his housewarden, who you'd actually had quite a few pleasant conversations with around Ramshackle (unbeknownst to Sebek, of course, who would probably have burst more than a few blood vessels with the knowledge), and then being promptly picked up and moved so that Sebek could place himself in-between you two. Like you were someone to be wary of.
It kinda stung, if you were honest. You were no stranger, but you couldn't say that you didn't quite understand. The hierarchy in Diasomnia was much, much different than the rest of campus; even what they sought to emulate, the spirit of nobility, set a precedent even without the crown prince of Briar Valley's presence. He had expectations to meet, with or without you there, and it was a rough reminder of the fact that this whole thing, whatever you could even call it, was temporary.
He didn't seem to question it when you, voice strained, asked if you could work on the next few sessions at Ramshackle, instead.
"Wait, there's a difference between crushed and powdered? Seriously?"
Lord Malleus preserve him, you were even more hopeless than he thought.
Not that he truly minded in most cases. You were formidably skilled in the writing portion, he had to admit, and he wouldn't admit how he'd puff his chest out and basically preen when you'd look so impressed when he supplemented the most basic of arcane knowledge.
But when it came to the actual alchemical demonstration? It was all he could do to keep you from blowing up Ramshackle every time his back was turned.
"Yes," Sebek pinches the bridge of his nose and tries not to sound too exasperated---he still couldn't get that kicked puppy look you gave him the first time out of his head. "Powdered is more potent in smaller quantities. Refined. Crushed is what we nee-"
He barely has time to react before he looks over from where he'd been so dutifully preparing the proper protective gear and sees an entire. vial. of powdered mugwort tip into the cauldron; he's bounding over with a shout of your name---not 'human', not 'prefect'----before either of you can even properly process what's about to happen, hands landing on your shoulders to whirl you around and press you firmly into the broad groove of his chest.
Just a single moment later, a loud pop echoes through your living room.
You're almost afraid to look up and see the damage, eyes squeezed shut and nestled so securely into his taller frame that you're starting to wonder, in the midst of your adrenaline, how you've ever felt safe anywhere else. But you need to breathe eventually, and the booming slam of Sebek's heart against his ribcage echoes so concerningly in your ears that you're expecting to pull back and see something you're not prepared for.
And you're right, you weren't. In a way that's so entirely unexpected and raw that even years of preparation wouldn't have mattered.
Because when you start to pull back, eyes wide and frantic and the ghost of a loud and worried exclamation on your tongue, Sebek is already looking at you.
The fallout didn't look too bad, leaving just a light sheen of pink powder covering his face from where he'd taken the brunt of the damage. An easy enough fix, with a wet rag or two and a much-needed lecture on ingredient safety.
But the lecture never comes. It's like a fragile moment suspended in time, and he looks just as worried as you do. Hunched over, so unlike his rigid and proud posture he's seemed to have perfected, round pupils searching every inch of you for even the slightest bit of injury--
Wait, round?
You exhale, heart fluttering halfway up your throat.
Sebek's pupils, usually narrowed into perceptive, slightly intimidating slits, are dilated.
You're still forcing your brain to restart and swallowing down the lump in your throat when he finally deems you unharmed, and his exhale of relief blows a small puff of powder onto your own nose. His grip on your shoulders finally relents, but his hands don't move from their perch as he all but deflates, pressing his forehead against your shoulder as he attempts to match your stuttered breathing. That'll stain, you think, desperate to face anything but this moment, so intense that you think you'd much rather be choking on the powder than the uncertainty of it all.
"... Sebek, I'm sorr-"
"Don't."
That shuts you up real quickly.
It doesn't seem like he really knows what to say, either, because you wait and wait and yet.. nothing. Neither of you are really sure how to progress from here, so you find a moment in the silence to tilt your head and study him.
For the second time in his presence, you truly think you're dying.
But for some reason, dying feels much different this time around.
"Sebek," you whisper, and you realize that your fists are still clenched between you two, trembling. Was that from fear, or something else? You're not quite sure when the line started to blur this much. The huff he gives you in response isn't much help, either.
So you steel yourself, uncurling your shaky fingers and letting them find rest on the folded fabric of the front of his uniform, clutching him like a lifeline even after the imminent danger has come to pass.
"I think it really brings out your eyebrows."
A beat passes.
"What?"
And just like that, the moment eases, tension broken like a stone through the surface of a pond. He pulls back and rises, giving you an unobstructed view of the furrow between his brows and the utterly lost expression on his face. You don't offer him much in explanation, just that utterly infuriating grin that spreads across your face so easily that for once he doesn't object to his own wandering gaze down to your lips.
"The pink." You hum, and your eyes are flitting over his face like you're appraising him and sevens why is it so hot in here. All at once, all too quickly your hands are on him, gently brushing the excess powder off of his cheeks with a cupping motion that's entirely too intimate for his poor heart that's damn near bursting. "It goes well with green."
He tries, he really does, not to think about it. Not to think about how strangely affectionate your gaze is, not to think about the way you're the one cradling him so carefully as if he hadn't just proved to you just what he was capable of. If he doesn't think about that, then maybe he won't have to think about the way he's curled over you still, heaving adrenaline and labored breathing intermingling with yours in the pocket of space between your lips that's both too small and not small enough.
Sebek's one weakness is not thinking. It makes him rash, it rubs people the wrong way, it gets him into trouble. He knows that. He knows you've come to know that, along with the rest of him.
That's probably why neither of you are too surprised when he breathes your name out in a whisper, and in the next moment his lips are on yours.
He's wondering how he's lasted this long without it.
You're wondering if Malleus would smite you if he knew what you've made of his retainer.
Preparations for the project had continued, as life did, but there was something simmering under the surface. And it wasn't that cursed cauldron.
Sebek found himself tagging along with your group more, under the pretense of 'assessing your threat to Lord Malleus' (he'd dropped that excuse by the third time he'd fallen into step with you all in the hallway). Ace and Deuce were still sending you sympathetic looks when he wasn't looking, but even they could tell that apparently an unlikely partnership had blossomed there. Ace had even grumbled into your ear one day, a reddened welt in the shape of a palm barely visible under the painted heart on his face, asking how the hell your group was working out and his wasn't. He wasn't too satisfied when you laughed and rolled your eyes, flicking him in the forehead to earn your personal space back.
That truth was for you two alone.
But honestly? You weren't even sure what this 'truth' was.
The day of that little pink mishap had definitely opened some doors you didn't even know were there, but you never officially agreed to anything. And you certainly didn't let anything on in public.
Which is fine. You get it.
Sebek has his duties and expectations. In fact, it almost seems like he's doubled down on them since then, and you didn't miss the way his eyes seemed to silently search for yours in a room as if he couldn't rest until he'd found you. He wouldn't falter or move from his vigilant perch, but you could never miss the subtle upwards curve of his lip when your eyes would meet, one fang barely peeking through.
So yeah, you figured from the start that whatever you had would probably be better off if you didn't show it in public.
But did he really have to act like you couldn't even be friends?
If things looked awkward between the two of you in the beginning, they must look absolutely abhorrent now. At least you were both on equally floundering terms at the start; you had the excuse of time and unfamiliarity. Now, weeks later, he couldn't even sit next to you without seeming like he'd combust any second. It would be kind of endearing, if he had any shame about tracking you down in the hallway only thirty minutes later and dragging you into a hidden alcove behind a tapestry nearby.
You'd come to learn quite quickly that pretty much everything you'd thought about Sebek in the beginning was true, in a roundabout way. For one, you're worried he might actually swallow you whole one of these days.
That kiss you shared, all relief and trouble breathing and slightly tasting of herbs, was the first of many that night. And almost every day after. He was insatiable when it came to you, finding every opportunity to steal you away in the quiet moments and attack your lips with the same vigor he used in every inch of his training. It was a part of his training, he considered, to familiarize himself with every physical and emotional inch of you.
It wasn't the first time you'd found yourself in this specific situation, either, cornered up against the wall with smooth, cold stone on your back and the only-mildly-warmer press of Sebek's chest flat against yours to cage you in and shield you from view. Not that that had ever been a problem in the past; nobody quite seemed to know of this spot, and you're sure he probably had some elaborate fake argument ready to bark out at the slightest threat of discovery if someone found you two alone.
You didn't mind, you'd tell yourself. It was hard to, anyway, with how reverent he'd gaze down at you every time, pupils blown wide and a violent shudder jolting down his spine and arching him further into you when you'd so little as run your fingertips through his wildly styled hair.
You had him in the moments in-between, like the comfort of whistling air through the rickety window panes of your own dilapidated dorm. He would choose you each time he had a passing moment, and that was enough. You were sure of it.
Later, your hands accidentally brush together while you're all walking together to the school store. Sebek recoils like he's been burned, making a show of brushing off his gloves on the neatly ironed sleeves of his uniform. The heat that blooms through your face, this time, is from embarrassment.
"You want to.. set me up?" You squint, pointedly tilting your head from where you lay across the couch.
You'd been deep in thought, staring up at the ceiling beams, when you'd been interrupted by the very unceremonious entrance of Ace and Deuce; in itself this wasn't unusual, but you were pretty surprised to see that they'd even managed to drag Epel and Jack into whatever they were planning, too. Even Grim was there, although he didn't seem to be paying much attention to the situation at hand, busying himself with scooping out the last traces of tuna from the can he'd clearly been bribed with.
Deuce nods. Jack pretends he's not invested.
Ace and Epel practically yank you off the couch in their exasperation. You pretend not to notice the smidge of pink dust that flies into the air from the upholstery.
"Dude, it's getting embarrassing at this point," Ace groans, abruptly dropping your arm and sending you a none-too-sheepish grin when it thuds loudly against the floor. "It's clear you've got a thing for him, and it's making me super nauseous seeing it, so.."
"Waitwaitwait- What?" You don't even bother to move from the floor, flat on your back and glancing up at the group behind you. "For who?
Upside-down-Epel fixes you with a glare, leaning over you with such vigor it looks more like he's about to begrudgingly spill the secrets of the universe to you.
"Quit 'yer bellyachin', ain't it obvious? You're head over heels for the big croco-fuck, ain'tcha?"
You freeze, and although you must look like a limp, lifeless fish, you manage to flop yourself upright into a sitting position from the floor. They're going to help you confess... to Sebek? Awesome. Totally figured it out, way to go detective team.
"Guys," you start, an exasperated protest on the tip of your tongue, when Deuce crouches by your side, brows slotted together in concern.
"He looks at you a lot, you know. When you're not looking. I think he likes you too."
You're too wrapped up in wondering when the hell Deuce suddenly became a romance sap to dwell on the fact they think you're moping because of some silly, unspoken crush (even if it's technically partly true), and Deuce must see the absolute confusion on your face, because he awkwardly rubs the back of his head and nods towards the others.
"At least, that's what Jack says. I don't know."
The wolf beastman bristles at that, ignoring the embarrassed fluster of his face with a loud clear of his throat.
"There's a campus event coming up," he offers, clearly taking pity on you. "You probably wouldn't have heard of it yet, but it's an open festival that the school hosts. Very... popular with young couples."
Huh. That actually didn't sound like an awful idea.
"Plus, if it turns out your feelings are horribly misguided and he's absolutely repulsed by the thought of you liking him, you can just say you meant it in like a friend group way," Ace's words of support are anything but, and you throw your hands up in protest. "What? Just covering your bases, you know you were thinking it."
Running a hand down your face, you groan and lean back onto the couch. They had a point, as much as the risk of it buzzed through your nerves just thinking about it. It was a pretty solid plan; they could feel like they've put all the pieces of the puzzle together, and you could finally figure out what the hell was even going on between you two.
"Fine," you sigh, standing up for the first time since this impromptu meeting started.
Grim offers to help set the mood.
You make a deal with Ace the same night to keep Grim as far away as possible. He is not, as he claims, a 'true romance expert'.
In hindsight, you probably should have chosen a better time.
But you don't really do well under social pressure, and the four pairs of thumbs ups just barely hidden around the corner were enough to encourage you to just get this over with so you could go home and take a break for the first time in a week.
Morning classes had just let out for the day, which gave you about ten minutes of time to guarantee that you'd find him before he found you, and he'd pull you aside so desperately that you'd forget about this whole thing and just let him.
No. You wouldn't let that happen, not with how much energy you've spent worrying about the same thing over and over again. How you'd practically been brooding like a Victorian-era widow every night at the uncertainty of it all, pacing back and forth to the point you think you've worn down the floorboards in certain spots.
You've worked yourself up so much that as soon as you see that familiar envoy of black-and-green uniforms you don't even think before you spring into action. You march your way up, right up to the literal prince of the fae (Around the corner, Ace hesitantly has the headmage on speed dial, just in case) and tell him, very bluntly, that you need to borrow one of his retainers.
Malleus tilts his head in appraisal, eyes sparkling with amusement.
You wait one second. Three. You're not reduced to ash yet, so you guess that's permission enough. Sebek doesn't even have the time to blubber out the usual loud proclamation in the prince's defense before you've got his arm in a vice grip, dragging him a little ways away. Out of the corner of your eye, you can barely see Lilia ushering the two remaining students out of the area with a knowing grin.
"HUMAN! WHAT IS THE MEANING OF TH-" "WILLYOUGOTOTHEFESTIVALWITHME-"
You pause. Because now you're 'human', again. Of course you are. This isn't the privacy of your dorm, after all.
He pauses. Clearly, he hadn't expected that to be what was so urgently in need of attention. It looks like someone's frozen him in time, fist raised in indignation and only half-heartedly clenched in the air.
There's an awkward cough around the corner. You wince.
Just like that, it's like life is breathed into the air again, for better or worse.
"That silly festival," he starts off, slow and stilted, as if trying to regain his footing with the conversation, although it's hard to miss how he spits the word out with a venom that has you reeling back in shock. "Is nothing more than one of mankind's excuses to slack off."
Yet you push through, willing the ice currently forming in your veins to melt just enough that you didn't feel like you were actively decomposing. That's fine. With everything else that came with him, you understand---or maybe it's because you don't understand, that you try so hard to see his point of view. That lingering, festering feeling that even within your most personal of relationships you're still an outsider to this world who could never hope to understand something as silly as love.
"I just thought that if," you exhale, hoping he doesn't quite notice the shakiness of it, "if you end up going, that you might want to see some of it together."
You don't see the twitch of his gloved fingers itching to clasp yours. You don't notice the way his bottom lip pales with the pressure of his teeth, dangerously close to splitting skin with the pressure.
What you do end up seeing is the way his gaze falters, flickering behind you and back, where you know he knows that there's people waiting.
And ultimately, all he knows how to do is save face.
"As if I'd want anything to do with pointless human indulgence."
Anything to do with you. That's what you take away from this. That even now, he's posturing for an imaginary audience that may or may not be there.
Maybe it's the fact that it's in public. Or maybe you're done pretending that you understand. You don't know, but there's a lot of things these days that you're not quite sure of anymore.
Sebek, still standing rooted to the same spot he was when you'd silently turned heel and left mere minutes ago, is one of them.
"Honestly, Sebek. I really thought you were getting better at this friend thing." Lilia sighs, shaking his head as if this were as casual a disappointment as a vending machine getting stuck and stealing a favorite candy bar.
Somehow, that makes Sebek want to stand up even straighter, and he's already standing at precise attention in the middle of the Diasomnia common room. Although no one's quite looking directly at him---Malleus had wandered off not too shortly after their return, and Silver... well, Silver was asleep on the couch, like always---he still somehow feels like he's under extreme scrutiny. Perhaps it's the lingering sting of the hurt in your gaze earlier; it had settled into the backs of his eyelids like an insistent pain, as if his subconscious wasn't willing to let him forget.
"I am." He croaks, although his voice wavers even in his own defense. "The prefect and I are not friends." As if that admission makes it any better.
"You're not?" Lilia's response is oddly casual for the revelation, although the hum of consideration that soon follows reveals why---he'd assumed the opposite. "Did they not like the gifts you brought? I knew you'd need a little extra nudge, of course, but I didn't think I'd have to hold your hand the entire way!"
Sebek had grown used to the amused, vaguely condescending croon of Lilia's voice in moments like these, but that doesn't help the way it settles deep into his bones like poison eating away at him from the inside. How did he even begin to clear this up in a way that didn't make him sound like the worst person ever?
Sevens, what is he even thinking for? He knows he is, right now. He wouldn't allow himself the luxury of being vague, not when he'd been anything but in his very public rejection of you.
"You misunderstand," He pauses, his throat so dry that even swallowing seems to hurt in the moment. It's a struggle, to find a way to define it in a way that doesn't feel vile, to put a name to it so openly. He didn't have the right to do so, not now. "We are... courting?"
Sebek's defensive tone fizzles out.
The resounding SMACK that permeates the air brings it right back.
Sebek didn't even see him rise, but there in front of him stood Silver with a hand still raised, his long-time rival. The one person that he'd never been able to see eye-to-eye with. The fact that the very thing they're agreeing on right now is the fact that he's very much fucked things up scares him with the severity of it all.
He doesn't even find it in himself to retaliate, doesn't press the smooth coldness of his glove against his still-stinging cheek to soothe the pain. He just.. stares. For once, he's speechless.
"You should go fix that." Is all Silver loftily offers as explanation, and it's so oddly out of place and fitting for the situation at hand considering how much fire he'd met him with just a moment before that Sebek doesn't even have the words to argue, just turns and leaves the room in a daze to figure out how to do just that.
Silver's asleep on the couch again before Lilia can get a word in afterwards.
"Ah, young love is so fickle."
It's oddly peaceful at Ramshackle, if you don't count the endless stream of notifications blowing up your phone. Or the howling wind and rain outside. Or Grim's loud snoring drifting down the stairs.
You hadn't looked back when you'd given up and went home just a few hours earlier. Hadn't spared a word to your friends, the masterminds of it all, despite how desperately they had clamored over each other to ask you a million questions and assure you, probably, that they thought it would've gone so much better than it had.
You weren't mad. At least, not at them. You just couldn't find the energy to do much else except wrap yourself up on the couch and stare blankly into the fireplace, so you hadn't quite opened up any of their text messages yet. Maybe that's a tomorrow morning thing.
That is, if you've made sense of anything at all by then. You kind of expected to cry, or scream, or throw things, or lash out. Anything that manifested as physical proof of the aching hurt that spread throughout your rib cage and settled against your lungs with constricting fury. And yet? Nothing. You were exhausted, crushed by the weight of being proven right.
It'll probably hit you like a truck later, you're vaguely aware. But nothing quite feels real at the moment, something you're willing to take advantage of for the time being until you inevitably blow all your thaumarks on ice cream and chips tomorrow.
Then, barely audible through the sounds of the storm just past your door, you hear a knock. Unobtrusive and strangely patient for this weather at first, but quickly ramping up with a frantic intensity that has you sighing and getting up from your current love (the couch) to go begrudgingly answer the door, still wrapped up in the biggest and least-scratchiest blanket you have.
You don't really know who you're expecting to see when you open the door. Maybe Ace, who'd never met a social cue in his life that he couldn't ignore, or Jack, who'd given you the idea of the festival in the first place and probably felt responsible for how sideways it went.
Certainly not a very disheveled, soaked down to the bone Sebek Zigvolt, fist still raised in the air and somehow looking very, very surprised and relieved to see that you are, in fact, still here at Ramshackle. That you hadn't magically found a way to return home out of sheer retaliation against his utter stupidity.
You don't even have the time to retreat further into the blanket still wrapped around you before he's practically launching himself at your feet. It's nothing like what you're used to, nothing like the usual selfish sprawl of his fingers against the warmth of your skin. He's firm, unrelenting in his grip as if to prove you're actually in front of him, you're real, even as you squirm in his hold.
"Sebek, you're freezing!" And it really wasn't an exaggeration. He's dripping water all over your floor, all over you, yet he seems to be preoccupied with little more than smushing his face as far into the side of your neck as he can go before he's able to merge with you entirely. You start to backtrack, leading him with you and closer to the fire little by little. Still, he does little to help you out in the transport, and it's a struggle to all but drag the man.
"I'm sorry." He hisses through clenched teeth, eyes screwed shut, but you know the exact moment he opens them; you can feel the damp flutter of his eyelashes against your neck before he pulls away and looks at you with the most pleading look you've ever seen on him. Like he's waiting for you to tell him to leave, to never return, and he'd do it in a heartbeat if it made you happy. Even if he had to claw his own fingers raw through the dirt to follow through with what his mind couldn't bear to.
This is not the look of the rigid knight with something to prove. This, it hits you like a stake to the heart, is the face of a desperate man with something, finally, in his life that he risks losing before he's even had it.
Once again, it's his eyes that clue you in to a very important realization.
Sebek, you realize, the man who just marched his way over to your dorm in the middle of a thunderstorm without so much as thinking of casting a wind-blocking spell, the one currently sapping all your warmth from you in his insistence to be close to you, the one that stood outside your door in the rain for who knows how long,
is a crocodilic fae.
At the time, you'd been vaguely aware of the similarities. Taken by the novelty of the little things, like the way the only accessible stripe of skin peeking out from his glove was always just-barely cooler in temperature when you'd wrap your fingers around his wrist. Laughter bubbling up through your chest when he'd seem to nuzzle his cheek against yours like he hadn't realized he'd been leaning into your warmth, or the coy smile pulled taut against your lips with each gentle scrape of his fangs over your skin.
Now, it takes all you have not to succumb to your weak knees when you realize just how cold the rain had left him, and how he hadn't spared it so much as a thought in his effort to get to you. Even now, when it looks like it's taking all of his willpower just to keep his arms wrapped firmly around you, he powers through it in silence like there's no question of it being any other way.
There's a soft mutter of protest from him when you finally managed to wrestle him in front of the fire, but he doesn't fight you on the way you wrap your now-slightly-damp blanket around the two of you and guide him to his knees next to you.
"You hurt me," you whisper, smoothing a hand over his forehead to properly see him through the wet strands plastered flush against his skin. With his hair like this, he looked younger. Boyish and walking into this just as blind as you were.
"I know." Sebek croaks, leaning into your touch like it could give him all the answers, like it was the only thing that could help him think clearly.
"I don't expect to be first," and maybe the bitter cold seeping into your bones is finally starting to get to you, mixing with the deep pit of dread in your stomach that had been crashing over you in waves all night, because when you speak you can't even begin to slow the quiet sobs that trickle out after. "I just wanted to be an option."
Somehow, something inside of him is still barely held together enough to break at the tremor in your voice.
"You," he gasps for air, cradling the back of your head with icy fingertips that shake just enough to match how you sound, "are the only option."
You're not quite sure where the sobs racking your chest end and his begin, and you're definitely not sure of just when you'd somehow fallen asleep leaning against each other on a heap in the floor, all tangled limbs and fabric and desperate hearts.
When you wake in the morning, you've somehow made it onto the couch; you're pressed between him and the cushions, Sebek's back turned toward the direction of the door as if he had taken it upon himself to be your only line of defense while you slept.
The next day, you're deep in a heated discussion with your friends about the ethics of bribing ancient spirits to write essays for you when two powerful hands land firm against your shoulders. You don't even need to crane your head up to see who it is, posture relaxing with ease and leaning readily back into the touch.
There's a brief flash of light green on the edge of your vision, and a slightly stiff, but lingering kiss pressed just underneath your ear.
Ace shrieks. You're pretty sure you hear glass shattering.
Yeah, you'd definitely have to thank Professor Crewel later.