xxxx_xxxxxxx

I'll literally just depress you. More here.

[exploration-a]

It’s a good thing I lost all my friends because I’m a mentally disabled suicidal moron because damn having people care about me would be exhausting to keep up w/

[writtenwordsonpaper]

Siege

this time I built the walls too high I may have fucked this up

I’ve become so terrified of feeling the way I did all those years ago that I defended against any feeling at all

I used up my supplies garrisoned feeding only on my loneliness … I’ve built the walls too high yes, I’ll take the blame I hear them humming, dancing, drinking they can’t be far away though every effort to climb my way out the walls seem to grow

[exploration-a]

I will go insane. I will lose my mind. My mother didn't until my age. I will do the same. And nobody. Nobody will. Love me.

[writtenwordsonpaper]

[writtenwordsonpaper]

hello, again

[exploration-a]

Gonna pukeeeee

[exploration-a]

I cannot Live Like This For Much Longer I Will Not Last ....................…

[exploration-a]

You know it's gotten bad when I come here to say anything at all

[writtenwordsonpaper]

"A Letter To Myself"

and when
you want to
rip your veins
out of your arms
and let the floor
run rivers of red
remember
I’ll be there
until you break when the
world won’t
hold back
and it knocks you out in the first round with a cheap shot uppercut I’ll show you getting up ain’t so bad

I want to show you life’s worth living and I want you to love me again

[exploration-a]

“the world can fuck off” is back in action. stay tuned.

[exploration-a]

I found solace in your company I took advantage and wanted you to love me I had nothing to give but all that I lacked While you had everything in tact I can’t compare to your care or touch Because you care about everything so, so much And you know that it kills me everyday To never be able to truly say I’ve given you my all, I’ve given you everything I’ve given you my potential and my understanding I have nothing to offer, I’m sorry it’s true Hopefully one day something will come out of the blue 

[exploration-a]

going through my archive and jesus christ i’ve been so sad for so long.

it’s honestly depressing me how may years are slipping by, how many friendships i’ve lost, how many … ah fuck it i lost my train of thought

anyway i shouldnt have matured so young, i shouldnt have grown so used to being destroyed day after day

i’ve been on autopilot for so, so long

[exploration-a]

help

[exploration-a]

nothing will change this

[exploration-a]

This will never end

[exploration-a]

Look left

Look right

Look straight ahead

Or into the

Not so distant future

Before you blink

It's here

Stop breathe and begin to think

What can I do

To feel anything at all

Before its

All

Gone

[king-of-kegels]

Visit Original Link

[sushinfood]

ascend

[sushinfood]

this still fucking kills me

[snooty-snoot]

@exploration-a @askmeifigiveamotherfuck

[exploration-a]

WOW

[postscribed]

[exploration-a]

I'm glad I came on this stupid ass website today

[exhibitaids]

[2winpeaks]

do u think someone ever got their dick sucked in space

[devilpantsu]

you cant get an erection in space. 

[2winpeaks]

why not?

[devilpantsu]

lack of gravity slows blood flow and lowers blood pressure. so you can’t get that space wood. and you cant orgasm without an erection. so the space suck would be disappointing for everyone. 

[2winpeaks]

ok but like what if the aliens have titties

[writtenwordsonpaper]

[exploration-a]

Need to continue the haikus

[writtenwordsonpaper]

[exploration-a]

Tbt to when I was creative and cute