Hello. Do you need external accountability? Cause I do.
I am here to be your external accountability if you want/need. If not, this is just going to be me talking to the empty void of the internet.
I'm not sure how to go about this and I apologize that this post will probably be on the longer side. I've been on Tumblr for about 8 years now, I suppose. I went through a lot of life changes about 3-4 years ago that made me become really lax about taking care of myself. This is a shame because I had been doing the best I ever had in my entire life for the two years prior to that. Part of the problem is I didn't have a fitness goal to drive towards and I moved away from my entire family. For better or worse, my family really held me accountable for things and made me proud of myself when I was doing well.
I've gotten to a point where I know if I go any farther on this downward slope it's going to be even harder getting back, but without external accountability I don't see myself staying committed. I am going to see if screaming into the void of Tumblr everyday will be enough. But I also figure I am not the only one who would find some things easier if they had someone keeping them on track. If anyone wants to message me or send something anonymous I will do my very best to be there for you. If you want to just post your own updates and tag me in them, that's fine too. I am going to try to write an update every day that includes the good, the bad, and the ugly. I will be brutally honest about how I am doing.
If it's health, addiction, school, work, relationships, etc. I'll be here.
