It’s 4am and I’m wondering if God can hear my prayers. Can he see and feel my tears? I’ve been praying and praying but it’s just feelin the same after all these years. I contemplate and wonder is it gonna get better? I’m seeing others get love, marriage, babies and success. I just wanna be able to stare at myself in the mirror in a white dress.
I’m dying on the inside but I always look for hope. I’m pulling and pulling on God’s safety rope. Lord if you hear me, I’m asking for strength. I’m asking for your protection over my heart cuz my mind is sinking. I just keep thinking, it’ll be better. I know it will. I hold onto faith and pray for tomorrow that I’ll get what I deserve. For now I gotta put my mind and soul on do not disturb.
It’s too much for my heart too much for my soul to sit here and look back at my life unfold. I got this pen to this paper, praying it’ll get me somewhere greater. Lord if you hear me, I’m asking for your guidance. I pray you just show me where the light is.
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