— ᴛʀᴜsᴛ.

   trouble is the sole thing I can bring you, for thats the only gift a runaway queen can afford.    tell not my king of my whereabouts, and tell not my lover of my state of mind. as both search for me, the only they'll find is themselves.

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➨ Lisztomania || Lizzy & Jiyeon

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“Where is he know?” She asked immediately turning her head around to face her, eyes filled with a glint of curiosity, “curiouser and curiouser” she muttered those words, words that she would use back in wonderland. ”It must be nice though, being able to play this..I’m too impatient to even learn—” she crackle up, she wasn’t totally aware about her personality about but she did know what she liked and what where the things that would annoyed her.

"I wonder what is my therapy.." she sighed "I think I will just stick around with the alcohol..it gives me headaches in the morning, sometimes,  but it may be the only thing that I have” she laughed quietly at her words, talking a bit more enthusiastic than before “However it’s fun though— It makes you laugh or cry, it would depend on people.” she nodded at her words but suddenly her eyes fixes on your hands as you start playing a soft melody making the corner of her lips curve to a small smile, sitting in a more comfortable position as she closed her eyes and leaned her head to the back, resting it against the bench. “Can you sing?” she mumbled those words while a small hum sound leaves her lips.

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The first question caught her by surprise, making her laugh softly. "My friend? Well, he's... somewhere, i am never certain of his whereabouts really. At times i think he isn't either. But yes, it's really nice, to be able to play, i am still aiming to be better though." She suddenly changed melody, changing it to a bit of a country-like song, she found those amusing.

As the notes kept flowing she found herself singing along, at first rather shyly, but then she simply got on with it. It was a song about alcohol and a girl, what else could it be really. At times her voice with tremble as she kept trying to hold back her need to laugh, and by the time she was done with the song she simply grinned at the other. "I guess i can sing yes... what did you think?" she chuckled.

Alcohol was a therapy for most people, she had witnessed it with her own eyes, some of the people she talked the most to often relied on booze to help with their moods or problems. In her honest opinion, it was rather futile, alcohol didn't really make anything better, quite the contrary... but to each their own, as many would say.

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Always the same || Lizy & Seungho

She tapped the fingers of her left hand on the surface of the table, her other hand supporting her head. It always came down to this with Seungho, she would stay back at their room, worried sick and waiting for him to return. Lizzy couldn't help but to keep this behaviour, not when the other always managed to get into some sort of trouble. He always did, either due to his lack of attention to his surroundings or due to his bad luck, one way or another it was certain that Seungho always got home, when he did, after being into some sort of trouble.

As she heard the keys rattling on the door, she stood up, pushing the chair back as she did so. "Where have you been?" her words came out rather too harsh even to her own ears, but quite frankly it wasn't much of a big deal, not with him, he was used to her temper, the one she kept hidden from most everybody. "Damn it bunny, i was worried sick here... don't you know how to use a phone? You could've warned me you were comming home huh..." her eyes darted to her wrist to check the time, "..late. Five minutes to midnight." 

She quickly glanced at him before walking over to the small sofa, laying down on it, with a hand pressed against her forehead. "I feel like a babysitter, or a mother, i swear to god," she mumbled waiting for the other to come sit near her, despite the scent of cigarrette smoke impregnated on his clothes.

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➨ Lisztomania || Lizzy & Jiyeon

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"And I’m okay— I just need a night of sleep or two or maybe a week, or a year or I just could sleep the rest of my life, that would be nice I could be back to wonderland or not maybe just wandering around in a not exact universe, it sounds fun in a way.. I wonder" she just lets her thoughts leave from her lips, just like that so easily she would let her words out, while resting her back against the bench, looking up at the sky. "Today seems to be a nice day."

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Lizzy had got to a point in which she manage to find the sense in Lovey's rambles, nevertheless she couldn't keep herself from finding the remark about sleeping for a year rather funny. Her fingers kept picking the chords, strumming a soft melody which she hummed along with. 

"I was taught how to play guitar, something like a year ago i suppose," her words came out in a gentle tone as she looked up from the chords with a huge smile. "It was fun, i would sit here and he would bring his guitar and play. One day i asked him to teach me and he did, it was nice of him... a friend of mine." Her eyes narrowed subtly in an eye-smile at the memories of those sunshine filled days.

"Music became a bit of a therapy to me you see?"  Her voice drops to a murmur toward the end of her sentence, then being switched by some more humms along the melody comming from the guitar. Lizzy's fingers were swift on the chords, not at all as skilled as the ones of the person who taught her, but with some more practice she'd eventually get there. It was rather surprising, how such a small thing like music kept her from downfalls on her mood. She actually ended up forcing herself to be this cheerful all the time, all in fear of ever going back to her old habits which would only bring her trouble.

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➨ Dizzy || Lizzy & Jonghwan

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He frowned subtly, trying to pull away when she ruffled his hair, yet that turned out to be pointless. “A little puppy?” he heard himself grumble, it was honestly one of the things he disliked the most, being called adorable or be compared with something completely harmless and fluffy. Like a puppy. 

Before he could say anything else on the topic he found himself being pulled to walk. The small threat at the end of her words making him laugh softly, he would end up paying for coffee in the end so it was quite silly. “What’s with you and caramel though?” Lizzy always loved things caramel flavored, at some point he wondered if she’d be the kind of person who kept bottles of liquid caramel in the fridge. He later came to find out she was, it had made him mock her for quite a couple of days, calling her glutton and whatnot.

"Come on, there’s a coffee shop just around the corner." He started pulling her towards the direction of it. He often stayed there, drinking coffee and killing time, on those boring mornings he always found himself having. He let her arm stay hooked with his, if anything he’d help her keep her balance, in case she felt dizzy again.

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She apreciated the fact he didn't shook her off in anyway, he was always a gentleman. Overall, the few men she had bothered to make acquaintance with weren't far from that definition, it was quite a nice thing considering the day and age, and the conditions everybody had been forced to live in. A soft chuckle left her lips, feeling tempted to ask him something she knew that would bother him.

She opted to remain silent, at least for a while. 

As they got to the coffee shop she sat down comfortably by the window, waiting for Jonghwan to sit opposite to her. She set an elbow on the surface of the table, resting her chin on her hand as she smiled widely at him. "So... how come i always see you alone? Such charming man should have at least a woman enchanted by him, or my my concept still out of fashion?" She laughed softly yet again. This could be considered gossip, to the eyes of many, but it was simply a way to keep her distracted with nice thoughts. Anything to keep her brain busy, before she started picturing things that she shouldn't. 

As they waitress approached the table she ordered the coffees, and a huge chocolate muffin. Hopefully that would keep her head to spinning around, also her stomach had started to growl which was a thing she found particularly annoying and unlady-like.

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➨ Lisztomania || Lizzy & Jiyeon

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Lovey not a morning person however, she haven’t been able sleep, nightmares after nightmares. she didn’t knew what was that about, she couldn’t remember at all after waking up. It was sunny, that day when she was totally sleepless, as soon she gets up, a coffee is made, leaning toward the window as she sees the small girl running happily. “I wonder where she will go” she said running her fingers through her hair as she sips a bit of coffee from the mug. 

"I better follow her" she said "Why does she goes out alone, I should get her someone to protect her—" she said as she puts her pants on, grabbing on the black leather jacket before going out of her room. She quietly follows the girl , that is running with the acoustic guitar, chuckling to herself and questioning of how could she be this bright.

As soon she gets into the park, she watches the girl sitting on the wooden bench stepping forward and closer the bench hearing the small sound that leaves from the guitar somewhat amused she rest a hand on her shoulder for a moment but when she turns back surprised, she quickly takes her hands and replying immediately “It’s me Lovey..Lovey” she said hurried ”I just saw you going out from the Complex and I thought it was a good Idea to follow you—” a smile curves on her lips gently sitting next to her in the bench.

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"Lovey, hi!" she chirped excitedly, patting the bench on the spot next to her, signaling the other to sit down. "Thank you for the concern i suppose, but i need to ask, what lead you to think that?"

Lovey was one of the few people that knew her secret, considering Lizzy wouldn't really go around telling it to the world since it would only bring her trouble. She let the pads of her fingers gently slide down the six chord again, chuckling at the sound. It was only then that she lowered her gaze to the guitar again. "Not to be rude or anything," she said in a caring tone of voice, "but you seem rather... tired. I mean i know you must be, considering the shifts in the club but, lately you always seem sort of different."

Lizzy wasn't really the one to meddle much in people's life, it was part of being a low profile sort of person. The less she asked, the lesser people would ask about her. Yet, she couldn't really avoid this need of caring or wanting to help people who were close to her, and although Lovey had always been an odd one, this time she really seemed rather off.

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➨ Dizzy || Lizzy & Jonghwan

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He frowned subtly at her words, far from him to judge her actions or thoughts in anyway, yet, he couldn’t help but to find highly unreasonable for her to stay awake any longer if she had stayed up all night. “Are you sure that’s a good idea?” the words escaped him before he actually noticed he had spoken them out loud. He averted his gaze from her, focusing on the rising morning. “Well the least you could do is drinking coffee.”

He was quite aware that she was most likely to be wanting to escape going to sleep, only in fear for her nightmares. She had told him once, when she starts hallucinating she’d end up with pretty messed up dreams. Jonghwan felt somewhat cornered with his options, he knew leaving her wasn’t one of them, yet, to this point he couldn’t tell if it’d be better to drag her to her bed or simply let her stay up for longer.

God knew how longer could that be however.

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She bit the inside of her cheek in thought. She was more than conscious that he was aware of what she was trying to do, he knew her that well for that matter. With a slight shrug she reached a hand to the top of his head and ruffled his hair, chuckling lightly. "You look adorable when you're worried, like a little puppy," Lizzy laughed, trusting he hated being called adorable, but she loved teasing people like that, besides, it wasn't really a lie. Jonghwan was everything but intimidating when he was in his casual mode, as she'd call.

Hooking her arm on his she started tugging him to walk alongside her. "Come on, let's go coffee then. I could really die for a caramel cappuccino right now." She kept a wide smile as she looked at him, "If you dare to retort, you'll be the one paying for my coffee... and maybe a muffin while i'm at it." 

She really had no intention to going back to bed now, going out for coffee with the red haired man could actually be the best thing for her to clear her head, hopefully making the dizziness stop.

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Jo Jonghwan please! it's not like you type any better than i do!

and yes i'm attempting to sulk cutely/sexily at you, in case you wonder

ok off i go to reply to people though

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note;

Oh god, i am so sorry for having  gone missing in action for days. Anyway, i would love to welcome generally all the ones that joined recently and i would love to add that if anybody wants, i'm free to plot anytime, if you have any ideas or something you can invade my askbox anytime.

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➨ Watch Where You're Going || Lizzy & Minsu

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He heard a female’s voice, which caught his attention and made him look at her; furrowed brows and  one hand rubbing his head, giving yet no answer. He glared at her, trying not to be intimidating but trying to understand what had just happened, as soon as the final words of the female were processed onto his brain he let out a grunt, getting up and shaking his head, “No. It’s fine. I don’t need help.”

Those words were spoken in a too harsh tone, given the stress and fear of being caught were too present on him, he was tense and after gathering the items he looked at her again, only after a moment speaking again, ” and I’m fine, thank you, miss”

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She raised an eyebrow in a subtle arch, surprised at the guy's attitude. Only as she took conscience of what the objects scattered on the floor were, did she assimilate the whole situation in her head. He was running from somebody, with that person's objects. "You stole this, didn't you?" she blurted out, immediately bringing a hand up to cover her mouth. It hadn't been her intention to have spoken that up.

She truly hoped the man wouldn't take it personally. She wouldn't really judge him for stealing, in all honesty it was a bit of a common doing around this part of town. For some odd reason she felt compelled to actually help him. Being that the one thing that made her quickly take the objects from the floor and shoving them in his hand. "I'm sorry i said that," she said, standing up quickly. At taking a better look at him she realised he wasn't at all a stranger. Not that she had ever spoken to him before, but she had seen him around. 

Hurried steps echoed through the narrow street not far from there. Lizzy couldn't really tell why but suddenly she grabbed the other's arm and dragged him away into a building. The emergency exit door closing behind her after she had pushed him inside, and followed him for that matter. 

"You'll be safe here for a while. Till then, who are you?" she tipped her head to the side as she took a better look at him. Lizzy had indeed seen him before. 

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➨ Dizzy || Lizzy & Jonghwan

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"Sorry," he mumbled upon realising he had startled her. He stood back up, considering he wouldn’t be able to do much about the shatters and damaged frame. He took his hand from hers and extended her the photo instead, a brief smile stretching on his lips. "I was simply walking by when i heard something crash. Are you sure you’re ok?"

He studied her expression attentively. She looked tired, the dark circles beneath her eyes gave it away. Jonghwan knew, whenever she was like this she’d often hallucinate. Those would often cause her to give away who she was, it had happened shortly after they had met. It had been rather problematic at the time, considering she was wanted. Yet he had promised to stand by her, keeping her somewhat hidden from those who kept trying to track her down.

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She watched him stand up, doing the same afterwards, taking the photograph when he handed it to her. She noticed his smile, not being able to avoid smiling widely at the sight of it. She lacked the reason for it, but somehow she had always found the other's smile soothing, or at least safe. Lizzy nodded at his question, bringing a hand up to tuck a strand of light hair behind her ear, "I'm ok," she said, glancing quickly at the door, only to make sure it had remained unchanged. "I just... i'm tired that's all. I've been here all night you see?"

She sighed, hoping not to worry him much. For somebody who always proclaimed to be distant, he always happened to care far too much. Lizzy happened to see him as a friend, even if she kept rather unsure of the real meaning of the word. She suddenly shook her head softly, chuckling at the end. "Is it odd if i say that i don't want to go home yet? I swear i'm about to throw a tantrum like a kid, i don't want to go to bed."

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➨ Dizzy || Lizzy & Jonghwan

[fblxjonghwan]

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He looked at the girl standing in front of the door, wasting no time in running towards her as he realised who it was. Lizzy, or Guinevere since she had asked him once to keep being called by her real name as long as they were not at ear range of others, one of the few people he could consider himself to be close with. “Are you ok?” he asked as he got near her, looking down as he felt the sole of his shoes scrape on something. Shattered glass. He kneeled down, taking the photograph from beneath the sharp fragments, accidentally cutting one of his fingers in one of them.

[extwgwen]

The girl jumped slightly as she heard the man's near her, having been too absorted in calming herself down before her heart jumped off her chest. She had remained rooted in her place however, too afraid of turning to see who it was. She was always afraid when she heard a male voice, always hoping for the worst.

Eventaully she managed to calm down, only because she was able to recognize the dark, almost red-ish hair, of the person kneeling right next to her. "Jonghwan," she breathed out, finally getting off her trance, kneeling down as well. "You should seriously walk around with some little bell or something. You scared me to death." She chuckled softly as she pictured the other walking around like some sort of domestic cat, or cow, with a bell hanging on his neck.

She suddenly realised he was bleeding. Immediately taking his hand away from the shatters, before he managed to get some more. She didn't really like blood, it always reminded her of some other barbaric times. "What are you doing here?" she asked in a bit of a cheery tone, as if nothing had happened.

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➨ Dizzy || Lizzy & Jonghwan

Lizzy cautiously stepped out the door of the club, the faint morning sunlight already radiating from above some rooftops. She had sat for far too long by her desk, hidden behind books, bills and authorizations. It made her mind a mess.She didn't really notice the night time pass by. She felt a bit dizzy. It wasn't a feeling she was particularly fond of. Whenever she was tired she'd always get confused, mixing things from that distant past from the present, plus the throbing headache she always felt.

She pulled the door behind her, closing it as she took the first steps on the narrow street. The way back home wasn't long, thankfully. She let her gaze flutter around quickly, only then realising she held something in her hand. She couldn't help but to frown, taken aback as she noticed it was the photograph that usually rested atop of her desk, it had been a photo taken at the full staff of the club, one night they had gathered around after if closed for the night.

Shaking her head she turned back around, going to return the framed photo to its usual place. But suddenly the door had changed. It was no longer the thick metal surface she was used to. It was now a think wooden door framed by metal, just like the one she had been used to see in Camelot.

She felt her heart skip a beat before it started running. Her hand loosening the hold of the frame, letting it fall. The impact against the concrete floor had caused the glass to break into smithereens, making a loud noise that made her flinch. Her eyes averted to the shatters for a split second, and as they turned back to the door she was only able to find the usual metal one.

[extwgwen]

i've done two starters, i have two left to do... i'll be back in a couple of hours... or after i wake up

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➨ Watch Where You're Going || Lizzy & Minsu

The past days had been quiet. Nothing really relevant having happened and Lizzy was starting to get bored. Too bored for her own good. With that in mind she chose to go out, only with the intention of simply wandering around, yet with caution as always. One could never be too careless in these streets.

She trailed down one of the main streets. Somewhat relieved by the fact not many people were on it. She always felt uneasy when she had to be in a crowd, sometimes even less than a crowd, a simple room with more than five people was enough to left her restless and needing to flee.

Lizzy kept humming a song, one she had heard on the radio as she kept walking. Her gaze scrutinizing her surroundings. It was amusing how to shabby streets actually seemed enchanting in their own her, to her eyes. It was all somehow so enchanting she suddenly found herself with her butt sat on the sidewalk after having hit against something. No. Not something. Someone.

Her eyes rested on the young man, also on the floor, across her. His hair was a mess and his eyes darted around quite quickly. "Are you ok?" she asked, only then noticing some items scattered around them, "Oh, let me help you with those."

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➨ Lisztomania || Lizzy & Jiyeon

Lizzy peeked outside the window in her room. Immediately beaming a wide smile as soon as she rested her gaze upon the blue sky. Sunny days always made her happy, considering most of her days had been easily defined by the word grey. It was always a great change of event. She reached out a hand for the light brown acoustic guitar that rested near her bed and rushed out the door. She was aware she simply looked like a child running towards a shiny new toy. But who cared.

Only stopping as soon as she stepped the stoned path of the nearest garden, she took a deep breath. It was almost spring, her favourite season. Lizzy hurried over to one of the wooden benches, sitting down and resting her guitar on one leg. Learning how to play an intrument had been a stubborn self demand of hers, since her days had seemed far too silent at some point.

She let her fingers slide across the metal chords, slight goosebumps covering her skin as she heard the already familiar sound. She was about to start playing when she suddenly felt a hand on her shoulder, making her turn her head around so abruptly she nearly heard her neck snap.