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updated march 17, 2026
life update: work...
working on: kinktober 2025!!! and whatever strikes my fancy lol
in progress:
received request: blade meeting his past lover (x reader)
haircare w/heartslabyul hc's (x reader)
fontaine characters nsfw hcās (x reader)
polishing some old works (twst, genshin, blue lock. all x reader)
headcanons about what these hsr men do in a relationship with you <3
cw: x reader, gn! reader (no physical descriptions), mostly fluff, sfw, headcanon style
notes: sorry for not updating for a while!! my chronic illness has made it hard to find motivation to write... hopefully i can keep this up.
wc: 840 words, 420(ha) words per character. all under the cut!
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š¬ Mydei:
He tries to bake or cook for you on a daily basis. He enjoys looking up recipes and figuring out how to make your favorite dishes. He sees it as a good way to ensure youāre eating well while expanding his culinary skills.Ā
If you show interest, he will talk about his Kremnoan heritage for hours. In return, he would be overjoyed if you shared parts of your ethnicity and culture with him. He listens intently and internally compares how different or similar your traditions are to his.
He loves it if you join him for workouts or training, and will actively encourage you to work out - he wants you to be healthy and active! He doesnāt expect you to keep up to his level of prowess though, and if youāre not athletic, heād be perfectly happy just to take daily strolls with you.Ā
He doesnāt mind if youāre quieter, but would be secretly pleased if you shared your thoughts with him, even on trivial things such as the weather. He values your opinion a lot after all. With you, he wonāt hide his thoughts or mince his words too much, so he hopes you do the same.Ā
He would definitely love it if you were pursuing an education, holding a degree, or actively engaging in your interests. He sees it as a sign of discipline and dedication, which he admires.
If you invite him, heāll definitely accompany you to random classes like knitting or pottery. Heāll join book clubs with you or attend events you ask him to.Ā
While he appears closed off, heās actually quite popular among people, especially the Kremnoans. Heās often invited to feasts, dances, and competitions by his people. Heād love it if you accompanied him, but heād also understand if you preferred quieter events or stayed at home. Regardless, he usually brings extra food or some trinket from those events home for you.
Heās quite chivalrous and likes opening doors, pulling out chairs, and holding your bags. Heās not trying to show off or act courteous - he just likes making your life easier. Thatās why he also takes the time to cook for you a lot.
He always keeps amenities on him for you - Snacks, hair ties, napkins, allergy medication, and any items you might need.Ā
Dating him means becoming acquainted with his creature companions too. You will be accompanying him quite often to see Fig Stew and Kokopo III. Seeing you pamper them would make him fall even more in love with you.
š¤ Phainon:
Heās a very tactile person. Thereās always an arm around your waist, a hand on your lower back. Touch is one of his love languages, and heās not afraid to show it. If you donāt like physical contact though, heāll dial it down.
Like a curious puppy, Phainon likes to get all up in your business. If youāre doing something at home, heāll come over, stare, and ask questions if you let him. Even if youāre doing something as simple as reading or folding clothes, heāll still show interest. Heāll be absolutely delighted if you do the same back to him.Ā
He likes it if you join him for workouts or training. Even if you just sit there, heās already stupidly pleased. Heāll teasingly call you a distraction and ask if he can use you as a weight. He also poses exaggeratedly and flexes for you, trying to show off his physique.Ā
Heās an adventurous guy at heart. He loves trying new things, so expect him to try to get into your hobbies and whatnot. In turn, heād love it if you accompanied him on his cooking endeavors and antique appraisals.Ā Ā
Dates where you try new activities are common. Whether itās sampling food at a recently opened cafe or getting wrapped up in niche hobbies, thereās always something fresh happening in your life.Ā
He finds a way to add you to every conversation he has, so all his friends know you now, even if youāve never met them. Castorice knows your favorite books and TV shows. Mydei knows your favorite foods and preferences. Aglaea knows what clothing brands you like and your favorite colors.Ā
Heās certainly got a mischievous streak, so be prepared to be āprankedā by him. Sticky notes in the fridge, little snacks in your pockets, flowers on your deskā¦He immensely enjoys leaving small surprises for you. Do it back and itāll escalate into a loving yet aggressive war.
He values physical momentos of your relationship. Love letters are meticulously penned to you often, and he has collections of scrapbooks filled with mementos like photos, receipts, and stickers. Heās the kind of guy to keep a Polaroid of you two in his wallet. Heāll even put your face on a t-shirt if you let him and proudly wear it.
Heāll carve small wooden trinkets for you in his spare time, such as hearts or figurines of your favorite animals. Heāll also make a small statue of himself to ākeep you companyā for times when heās not around you.Ā
credits:
eidolon images from hsr wiki
sunset heart image from here
headcanons about what these hsr men do in a relationship witth you <3
cw: x reader, gn! reader (no physical descriptions), mostly fluff, sfw, headcanon style
notes: hsr brainrotā¦ ahahaha... i hope i have a fairly good grasp on these characters and wrote them well.Ā
wc: ~1050 words, around 350 words per character. all under the cut!
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ā Dr. Ratio:
He likes parallel play, or being alone together with you. He works on his own projects, like grading papers or writing a new thesis while youāre doing your own thing, like playing video games or reading. Occasionally, he might ask you for your input, such as ideas about his next thesis or what pose he should sculpt himself into next.Ā
He has a spare desk and chair for you in his office. You can choose to do work or entertain yourself there when you visit him and heās still teaching a lecture, but feel free to take a nap on the plush sofa he bought just for you.Ā
He will nag you about your health but in an annoyingly endearing way. He fusses over you, telling you about appropriate attire for todayās weather, offering you an umbrella, and reminding you to drink water.Ā
He entertains all your ideas, no matter how silly or illogical. Heāll hear you out on anything you say, though he might have some very strong disagreements or objections to your ideas, especially if they are silly or completely nonsensical. However, he never turns you away when you bound up to him with a mischievous gleam in your eyes - he just sighs and prepares himself mentally to hear whatever goofiness comes out of your mouth.Ā
Heās your biggest cheerleader, supporter, and advocate. Though he may come off as intimidating, he is always willing to help advance your career or work. He has many connections and vast knowledge of the universe after all - why not utilize them for his beloved?Ā
Heās very good at dispelling any irrational thoughts in your head. If youāre panicking and your mind is disoriented, heāll sit next to you and hold your hand gently, but firmly to ground you. He doesnāt speak at all when you vent out all your frustration, confusion, or anger - rather, heās silently contemplative and then asks questions when you finish talking. Heāll indirectly guide you to a solution while gently calming you down as he dispels those pesky thoughts from your head.
He makes a custom alabaster head for you.Ā
ā¤ Aventurine:
A big fan of matching accessories and clothing. You donāt need to wear the exact same outfit, but he likes wearing complementary colors and jewelry to yours.
If youād like, heād be more than happy to bring you to casinos and public events with him. He wants to show off to you and let you witness his wit, talent, and skill like a peacock presenting its colorful feathers.Ā
He likes it a lot when you trace his skin through the spade-shaped hole in his outfit.
He hates the feeling of being vulnerable, but he likes being around you. This creates conflicting emotions inside of him. Oftentimes, he doesnāt know how to deal with it and just lurks by you. Pull him into a hug to quiet the voices in his head.Ā
He will send you packages or luxury items from the planets heās visiting. Youāll be greeting a disgruntled Topaz or IPC soldiers at your door as they hand you various gifts ranging from limited-edition jewelry to flowers that bloom only once every 200 amber eras. He gifts extremely grand things, but he always knows how to find things that suit your tastes.
Heās a big spender on you. If youāre unused to the amount of money heās willing to throw at you, heās going to give you a lot of āexposure therapyā with his generosity. Heāll invite you to private auctions, lavish galas, luxury boutiques, and high-end jewelry stores. Heāll start filling your wardrobe with tailor-made clothes with the excuse that you should match his outfits when you attend formal events together, but his clothing contributions eventually infiltrate your closet pretty deeply.Ā
He enjoys being pampered and pampering you. Self-care nights are a must - as a representative of the IPC and one of the ten Stonehearts, he has to keep himself presentable and looking sharp, and that goes for his partner too! Heās more than happy to spend money to fund your trips to the salon or buy you any beauty products to use at home. Heād love to put on face masks together and share a drink or two with you.Ā
ā ļøļø Blade:
If you want to, and Elioās script permits, he will bring you along on missions to safer planets. Heāll drop you off at a commercial district - feel free to go shopping or try out some novelty food while he wraps up his Stellaron Hunter business.
He likes getting his hair brushed. One of his favorite activities is sitting down and letting you comb through his hair after he cleans up from a mission. Itās an activity that leaves him vulnerable, but he doesnāt mind if itās with you.
Heās an acts of service kind of guy. He moves to take your bags before you even say anything, holds open doors, and pulls out chairs for you. Brings you a cup of water and some fruit when youāve been working for too long, and silently drapes his jacket over you when you shiver.
Tell him you like a certain pastry and heāll show up every day and bring some. Show him a picture of a pretty flower and heās boarding a spaceship to bring the flower to you personally. If you want something, heāll do his best to get it.
Heās pretty quiet, but heāll remember everything you say, what your preferences are, and what you like. He secretly writes it down in case his memory gets murky, and heāll often reread his notes to remind himself.
He gives simple but traditional gifts to you, such as jade bracelets and pendants, and combs and hairpins if you have longer hair to wear or use them.*
Heāll treasure anything you gift to him. If you make an accessory for him, he wears it at all times. If your gift is small enough, heāll stow it safely in his pockets and take it everywhere with him.
If family is important to you, heāll send funds their way and ensure that theyāre taken care of.Ā
As someone whoās often dead and then undead, his body can get stiff. Heāll enjoy it immensely if you massage him, and accompany him for his daily stretches and calisthenics. Even if you just hold him for a while, he finds that his muscles will relax from the warmth emitting from your body. Therefore, he quite appreciates having you physically near him.
* Combs, hairpins, Jade bracelets, and pendants were given as tokens of love and affection in Ancient China. These gifts have a deeper meaning/symbolism, but for the sake of post length, I did not write them all out.Ā
asra leaves for a trip, but doesn't foresee that the apprentice would witness his departure.
cw: asra/apprentice, set in asra's pov, they/them pronouns used for apprentice, apprentice can be reader, set before main storyline, angst no comfort
notes: wrote this in aug 29, 2019ā¦ i haven't touched this game in years but asra is always special to me lol. edit: i realize i didn't paste the rest of the fic (skull emoji)
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wc: ~300 words
āAsra?ā The apprenticeās groggy voice sends a bolt of ice through Asra. āWhere are you going?ā
Asra freezes in front of the shopās door, his shoulders stiff and tense. The metal of the doorknob suddenly bites viciously into his hand, and Asra releases it hastily.
Even though his back is faced toward his apprentice, he can still feel their half-awake gaze travel slowly over his form. They take in the prismatic feather, his dark hat, his lengthy scarf, and his jam-packed bag.Ā
A few beats of silence pass as realization dawns on the apprentice. Asra could practically hear the gears turning in their head.Ā
āOh.ā The apprenticeās voice is no longer muddled with sleep. āAre you um,ā They hesitate. āGoing on another one of your trips?ā
āYes,ā Asra hates how his own voice sounds, so brisk yet so brittle. āIāll be back soon. Donāt worry.ā
āOh. Okay.ā The apprenticeās voice is only a mere whisper now, disappointment lacing their tone. Asra squeezes his eyes shut, bracing himself against the door of the shop. He makes the mistake of looking back.
Even disheveled and half asleep, the apprentice looks absolutely gorgeous. Their sleepwear is wrinkled and their eyes are bleary as they blink at him, yet Asra feels enchanted. If he didnāt know better any better, he would have suspected that a spell was cast on him. Bitterness blooms in his heart when he remembers that they no longer have the capability to perform magic at that caliber.Ā
Phantom limbs of desire pull him toward the apprentice, but Asra steels himself and pushes the door open. He releases a shaky breath as he lets it clang shut after him, and hurries down the street.Ā
If he had lingered a moment longer, he would have lost the courage to depart.
assigning each twst cast member a hot-pot food item
cw: mentions of food, cultural foods (?), none really
notes: Ā loosely based on canon favorite foods, mostly based on vibes + my own experienceĀ -Ā this is not that serious, donāt come for me please. happy very late lunar new year and ę°å¹“åæ«ä¹ to those who celebrate. these have been turning around in my head for a while - longer dorm hotpot hcs to come. also hi long time no see.
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short stationery + penmanship hcs with the housewardens!
cw: n/a
notes: another old piece... just some silly hc's don't take them too seriously. i tried writing the same amount for everyone but itās kinda clear who iām biased towardsā¦ feel free to drop an ask or to add on! likes + rbs are appreciated <3
wc: ~1100 words?? wow. that's more than i expected.
riddle rosehearts ; housewarden of heartslabyul
has everything you need for school. pencils, pens, erasers, notebooks, binders, glue, tape, scissors,Ā you name it, riddle has it.
sorts each subject by color, and color codes all his notes/subjects. do NOT mess up his order!Ā
has extremely neat handwriting - itās a bit on the smaller side, but itās easy to read.
riddle shares his notes with others when they ask him for help, so he makes sure itās legible and easy on the eyes.
as for stationery in general, he probably doesnāt go too wild. standard neon highlighters, blue and black pens, plain covered notebooks, etc. itās simple, but itās good enough for riddle.
overall pretty good taste, a little basic, but everything is of good quality.
leona kingscholar ; housewarden of savanaclaw
literally does not care about stationery. heās the idgaf king.
heās that kid who never brings a pencil or pen to class. he barely remembers to bring his notebook too. and he only has one (1) notebook that he uses for everything (he probs doesnāt even take notes in class, he alr knows everything lol).
constantly borrows stuff from ruggie or sends him to buy stuff from samās shop. heās lucky he has ruggie.
has a fancy pen from farena that he never uses, but keeps at the bottom of his drawer.Ā
does the bare minimum, probably āborrowsā other peopleās pens/pencils when he loses his. has borrowed at least 20 pens, but was too lazy to give it back. they sit on top of his desk.Ā
he literally doesn't care about aesthetics, he just gets random stationery to get the job done. has the most mismatched items.
azul ashengrotto ; housewarden of octavinelle
definitely invests in some quality paper and pens. also a stationery nerd who has everything in his office.
probably has those notebooks/folders with the corny motivational quotes like āthe grind never stopsā or āno pain no gainā. kinda cringe but he likes them b/c they motivate him.
heās the type to take notes in class, then rewrite them later. he sells the rewritten notes to other students for a steep price.
jots down ideas or gossip he hears in the margins of his notebooks. he rarely doodles, but sometimes he might draw things from the coral sea if heās feeling particularly homesick.
color codes all his notes, but uses more neutral colors as opposed to the standard bright/neons. he also has sea-themed folders or notebooks.Ā
he's fascinated by what land-dwellers use, as paper/ink typically doesn't last in the sea. he really tries a variety of products and enjoys it a lot! and takes notes for his future businesses
kalim al-asim ; housewarden of scarabia
the guy who has an excessive amount of stationery. probably buys 20 of the same pen because he likes it so much.
he gets those notebooks/folders that have cute animals or wild patterns on them. i feel like heād also get a lot of stuff with floral designs.
doesnāt care much about the quality/brand of the things heās buying - rather, heās more interested in how cool or fun the item looks.Ā
def owns funky-colored pens, erasers that smell like food, and sticky notes shaped like animals. probs decorates everything with stickers (he loves scratch-n-sniff ones).
the margins of kalimās notebooks are filled with doodles. some things he draws often are his favorite dishes and animals, and his family members. he probably uses his notebook to plan parties/parades instead of taking notes. jamil has a stroke
his handwriting is very expressive. it's loopy and wide when he's excited, small and sloppy when he's dozing off, and extremely messy when he's scribbling frantically.
vil schoenheit ; housewarden of pomefiore
owns sets of matching stationery. coordinates his pencil case with his notebooks and folders. probably a fan of minimalism and deep, rich colors.Ā
has high-quality pens and uses fancy highlighters to annotate his notes (iām thinking those midliner highlighters and muji pens). he spares no expense for his tools.
color codes all his notes/different subjects, and has a specific color scheme for each subject. he is VERY particular about his color sorting. do NOT mess his categories up.
his handwriting is elegant and beautiful. he probably practiced and experimented with his handwriting a lot due to his fame (he signs autographs and he wants his penmanship to look pretty for his fans!)
he has pinterest worthy notes. he posts them on his magicam stories occasionally to show them off, and to encourage his fans to study hard too.
his fashionista side bleeds into his stationery choices, so he only buys items that are 1) of the best quality and 2) suited for his image. he does NOT cut corners.
idia shroud ; housewarden of ignihyde.Ā
does not use stationery LOL (or avoids it. technology is just more convenient for him).
everything is done on digitally, on his computer, tablet, or phone. heād decorate his laptop or tablet with stickers though, like of his fave idol group āpremoā and such.Ā
if he does own stationery, they are game or anime themed. also limited edition. he def collects merch, like pins and badges as well. i feel like heād make itabags and stuff but heād never go out in public with them. heās too socially awkward just like me fr
he has those cool multifunctional pens, the ones with like 10 different colors, and can also double as a screwdriver or some kind of tool.Ā
heād also have a lot of cute cat-themed items. they're just too cute, and he can't resist buying them! he's rich so it's fine...
he's probably designed super multifunctional pens before. he definitely has the brains and resources to do so.
malleus draconia ; housewarden of diasomnia
archaic stationery. still dips his pen in ink and writes with a feather /hj
heās fine with the basics though. he just rolls with pen, paper, and ink. itās good enough for him.Ā
has beautiful, fancy cursive handwriting, but itās hard for people to read, especially for his schoolmates b/c the younger generation doesnāt really learn cursive anymore. think like... the penmanship of historical treaties or declarations. it's charming and still legible, but you just need a bit of time to be able to read it.Ā
probably owns and uses enchanted quills passed down from his family. it reminds him of home and he treasures them greatly. when heās homesick heāll twirl them between his fingers.Ā
he used to break a lot of pencils/pens with his sheer magical fae grip. heās learned how to control his strength a lot better now, but he still prefers his enchanted writing tools.Ā
he's not used to modern technology, so he gets a kick out of trying novel stationary items as well. this pencil is also a pen, a highlighter, and a flashlight? wowie!
you keep trying to leave him. childe grows tired of your attempts.
cw: yandere childe x reader, dark content, non-graphic descriptions of blood/violence, childe injures reader, reader is not the traveler, no description of reader, gn! reader, pronouns not used
notes: wrote this a long time ago ahahaā¦ feel free to drop a comment or ask! likes + rbs are appreciated <3 also crossposted on ao3 @exuvia
wc: ~700 words
Thereās no escape from Childe. Youāve tried every way; meticulously planning escape routes, hiding on ships sailing to foreign lands, bribing Fatui guards, and even sucking up to the eleventh harbinger to get into his good graces, but nothing ever worked. You were always so close to escaping the possessive shell of your lover, yet every time you thought you had finally broken free, heād pop up like a relentless demon and drag you back to his clutches.Ā
At first, Childe had found your attempted breakouts endearing. After he successfully hauled you back and dealt with all the people he deemed aided in your escape, heād hold you in his arms for hours, claiming to make up for lost time. You always willfully ignored the red speckles on his hydro vision and the faint scent of rust as he pressed your face into his neck. With a bruising grip on your waist, heād lecture you and remind you that you were his and his alone. Did you ever truly believe you could escape him? What a foolish idea. He would whisper sweet words laced with dulcet threats and revel in your tremors against his muscular torso.
āDo you really miss me that much while Iām at work? You know, there are better ways to seek out my attention than... well, trying to escape and causing a commotion.ā
After your fifth escaping attempt, Childe's patience wore thin, and he decided to give you a moreā¦ permanent warning. As soon as he dragged you back into his room, he dumped you unceremoniously onto the floor before summoning a gleaming hydro blade. His eyes were devoid of any emotion as he approached you with a slow, deliberate stride, like a hunter honing in on their prey. Ignoring your frantic pleas and flailing limbs, he grasped one of your ankles and yanked it toward him. That night, as his sharp weapon pierced through your ankle's skin, it wasn't just your tears that stained the floor.
You had cried from the pain for hours, and the asshole had the audacity to scoop you up in his arms while cooing at your teary face. He stroked your hair, cupped your cheeks, and even muttered reassurances as you shook and sobbed from your bleeding heel. A deep and dark satisfaction within him bloomed when he saw you all teary-eyed and desperate for his help, desperate for him. He did eventually bring you to see a healer, but only after he had savored every pained whimper and plea with a sick smile on his face.
As your wound gradually healed, any thoughts of escape dwindled in your mind. The throbbing pain of your crippled ankle made it clear that fleeing Childe was an impossible endeavor. Your slow acquiescence to your fate did not go unnoticed by your captorās sharp blue eyes. In fact, Childe took immense delight in coddling you for months after the āattempted abduction from a treasure hoarderā, a claim he used to deflect any concerns about your condition. Childe carried you everywhere with him - to his office, to his training with fatui recruits, and even to his weekly spars with the traveler. With a charismatic smile and well-placed joke, he could disarm any curious passerbyās concern with honeyed words and a subtle flaunting of his exalted position within the Fatui. If words didnāt work, heād let his hydro blades do the talking, slicing his adversaries into bloody shreds of flesh and fabric.
Every night, without fail, Childe would ensnare you in a bear trap embrace and let his hands skim down your legs as you both lay in bed. Heād press his fingers to the rough, pink flesh of your ankle and hum in twisted contentment. The intimacy of this moment was always unsettling, and a stark contrast to the cruel reality of your situation. Childeās touch, though always tender, served as a forceful reminder of the control he wielded over you.Ā
āYou can run, but you canāt hide. Well, you canāt exactly run anymore, but the sentiment remains the same.ā
