eyeduh

made to rot.

[eyeduhbee]

this is the first song i’ve ever been able to sing. i finally found my voice.

i think about you every day.

[eyeduhbee]

i finished up my note. i have my passwords written out. i’m running out of tasks to keep me busy. i’m sorry. i really have been trying to get better.

[eyeduhbee]

c'est la vie

[eyeduhbee]

i want you to need me.

i need to want something more.

[eyeduhbee]

i want to know peace again.

[eyeduhbee]

please give my parents the patience they deserve.

[eyeduhbee]

life’s not for everyone. and that’s okay. i’ve come to accept that some people just aren’t meant to live happy lives. i was meant to end.

[eyeduhbee]

doing it in my car would make cleanup easier for everyone. the car’s just as worthless as me.

[eyeduhbee]

no one answered.

[eyeduhbee]

i don’t exist. i never mattered.

[eyeduhbee]

there is no one to call.

[eyeduhbee]

i promise i matter.

[eyeduhbee]

i’m scaring myself. i don’t know who i am.

[eyeduhbee]

just say it to my face. stop lying to me. i’m not a joke. i’m a real person. i deserve time too. i matter. i exist. i exist. i exist.

[eyeduhbee]

work gonna make me blow my shit smooth off

[bloodofelves]

MOUTHWASHING (2024) ↳ dev. Wrong Organ

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