i'm gonna fight 'em all , a seven nation army couldn't hold me b a c k . they're gonna rip it off , taking their t i m e right behind my back . i'm talking to myself at n i g h t , because i can't forget . back & forth through my mind , behind a cigarette . & the message coming from my eyes , says leave it alone .
under the cut you will find that i have completed the moreautask:02 for my very angry white boy . enjoy !
𝖇𝖆𝖘𝖎𝖈𝖘
full name : ezra james castner .
nickname : ez .
age : twenty - three .
date of birth : april twenty - second .
gender / pronouns : cismale / he , him .
sexual orientation : heterosexual .
romantic orientation : heteroromantic .
𝖗𝖊𝖑𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖕𝖘
mother : catherine brinley .
father : henry castner .
siblings : none .
children : none .
significant other : none .
pets : none .
𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖊
faceclaim : nick robinson .
weight : 180 lbs .
height : six - foot two .
eye color : hazel .
hair : light brown / relatively long / x , x , x .
build : lean , slightly muscular .
voice / accent : raspy , articulate .
scar(s) : a midsize scar along his lower abdomen & another one similar in size upon his left lower leg .
distinguishing feature(s) : prominent dark circles around the eyes , untamed hair , occasional bruises upon the face or body .
dominant hand : right .
piercing(s) : none .
tattoo(s) : none .
physical habits : clenching of the jaw when provoked , cracking his knuckles subconsciously , running his fingers through his hair , rubbing his hand on the back of his neck .
𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖞𝖑𝖊
hometown : san diego , california .
current residence : los angeles , california .
nationality : american .
ethnicity : croatian , swedish , danish , english .
religion : atheist .
spoken languages : english .
education : high school graduate .
financial status : middle class .
occupation : photographer .
likes : comic books , photography , vinyls , sneakers , worn - out denim , skateboarding , black coffee , retro cars , hoodies , polaroids , video games , art museums , conspiracy theories , street lights , books , in-n-out food , constructive , black & white films , football , cigarettes , animals , nature .
dislikes : racism , sexism , homophobia , transphobia , donald trump , bullies , needles , snobs , arrogance , pollution , littering , fires , crocs , country music , insults , scolding , disrespect , rumors , gossip .
fears : humiliation , betrayal , failure , rejection , heartbreak .
drink / smoke / drugs : yes / yes / yes .
𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗
label : the irate .
positive traits : insightful , outspoken , independent , resolute , fearless , witty .
negative traits : blunt , sarcastic , mistrustful , hot - tempered , violent .
western zodiac : taurus .
moral alignment : chaotic neutral .
MBTI : ISTJ ‘ logistician ’ .
temperament : choleric .
hogwarts house : slytherin .
song : seven nation army by the white stripes .
𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊𝖘
food : italian .
drink : coca cola .
snack : potato chips .
color : black .
season : winter .
animal : elephant .
memory : buying his first camera .
band / artist : the weeknd .
song : pray for me by the weeknd & kendrick lamar .
book : catcher in the rye .
movie : deadpool .
tv show : mind hunter .
+ : this playlist is dedicated to the moreau apartments’ most violent & angry boy , EZRA CASTNER . it contains sixteen songs , each song being a representation of him / his feelings in its own way . enjoy . track list is available below .
pray for me ( feat. the weeknd ) : kendrick lamar .
okay : chase atlantic .
heathens : twenty one pilots .
the hills : the weeknd .
opps : vince staples & yugen blakrok .
rude boy : rihanna .
day ‘n’ night : kid cudi .
sober ( feat. charlie puth ) : g - eazy .
bezerk : eminem .
blue jeans : lana del rey .
bloodstream ( remix ) : ed sheeran .
seven nation army : the white stripes .
gives you hell : the all - american rejects .
believer : imagine dragons .
say amen ( saturday night ) : panic! at the disco .
( nick robinson • twenty one • cismale ) looks like ezra castner just moved into apartment 3A! i heard that he is here in los angeles because he is pursuing a career in photography but has been struggling – thankfully moreau has taken them in! rumour has it, they can be quite volatile and reticent but at least they're insightful and valorous, hey? i can already tell they’re going to be the irate of the building.
because i have had this lovely muse before , there is A LOT of information prepared for him below . he is one of my favorites to write so i figured i would wanna recycle him into this lovely rp :~) but anyways , let’s get to it !
⟶ backstory :
although he was surrounded by wealth & stability , neglect was a constant presence in his childhood . ezra was never meant to be brought into this world , he was never wanted —‑ he was a mistake , his father would say drunkenly to himself during nights filled with regret . ezra’s mother was troubled & had a greedy agenda , that ultimately turned out successful for her . she was a young broad in search of one thing , & one thing only : money . lots of it . the night she met one of the most eligible bachelors in the city of angels , she intended on getting as much as she could out of him .
the two were never married , considering mr. castner was all for infidelity , though it didn’t seem to matter to her once she found out she was carrying his yet-to-be born child . to say the least , he didn’t approve of it , in the slightest . being the religious man ( which i find so fucking ironic since he cheats 24/7 ) he was , he knew he couldn’t have her resort to abortion , & would have to deal with the damage that’s been done . the woman wasn’t exactly what you’d consider ‘ mother material ’ , & she knew this herself , so he offered up a deal she couldn’t refuse . in exchange for the child , a payment of half a million will be provided for her to give birth & then take off , leaving no contact with the child . although it would take nine dreadful months , she considered this to be the most perfect opportunity to get what she’s always wanted .
ezra was never told the full story , though he was able to come in conclusion of it all on his own , spending countless hours in thought of the first woman who’s ever broken his heart . a variety of nannies were deemed with responsibility over him , some slightly different but all the same , as all they ever felt for the boy was pity : the boy who was considered to be a problem rather than person in his father’s eyes , & would never be enough for him . his father was hardly a presence in his life , only around when it came to his education , got himself into trouble , or to give his allowance . there’s a deep void in ezra’s heart because of this , one that could never be filled by anyone .
⟶ his love for photography .
ezra was never really the kind to participate in sports or , the average hobbies a boy in high school would have . he was definitely no captain of the football team or leader of the robotics club , because he considered all of it to be bullshit . the one thing that managed to get him through the tribulations of his life , was his first camera . he purchased it downtown , lacking any type of knowledge for the type he should purchase . it was a canon powershot , not designed for a professional , but the path to being one .
he only started off with simple projects , surrounding nature & animals , before it eventually developed into photographing people . when ezra takes a picture , he intends on gaining truth out of a person , whether it’d be their emotions or their character . he longs to reveal their inner self , rather than just telling them to ‘ say cheese & smile ’ !
this passion had never outgrew him , so once he moved to california , he anticipates the next four years or so to become a professional photographer . he figured the city of angeles has plenty of opportunities for him as a photographer & to be surrounded by a newer scenery –- it also gave him the chance to be as far away from home as possible , or more specifically , his father .
i guess you could say he is so passionate at figuring out people & their true intentions because of his mother , considering her motives were to just achieve wealth & leave . it all ultimately led to having trust issues , & the camera is supposed to protect him , in a sense . it helps him rid of the disguises people try to display , for whatever reason , & it gives him comfort in knowing who they really are .
⟶ present .
when it comes to communication , ezra can be particularly quiet , especially if you don’t know him too well . he lacks trust in most people , & attempting to be close with him can be one of the most challenging experiences you could ever have , as it certainly takes time . for any friendships that would come , he would protect them at all costs & defend the other if anyone would dare to go against them , both verbally & physically . he also would occasionally give them small gifts , mostly sentimental ones rather than just buying them something , & doesn’t want to be given too much gratitude for it . it’s simply because he cares & is grateful for their presence in his life .
at his lowest points , which are quite often , he’s in search for trouble . intoxicated or not , he’ll engage himself in physical fights as a way to release the anger that rises within him , & figures it is the only way to do it right . you will catch him walking around campus with bruised knuckles , black eyes , or a cast from a fractured bone —- yet almost everyone knew not to question what’s happened to him , considering they are already aware of his violent outbreaks . ezra is often a conversation starter for those on campus , & his reputation certainly isn’t the brightest . though he couldn’t care less about what anyone had to say about him , as their opinion meant absolutely nothing to him .
in regards of his father , he doesn’t really keep in touch with him , as all the man can seem to do is disappoint or anger him . maybe an occasional text for birthdays or holidays , but other than that , there is a complete disconnect . it was sad , definitely , but it was a sadness he chose . during late at nights , part of him tends to wonder if his mother knows about his achievements , & lies awake wondering if she were proud or even thinking of him . it was sorrowing to think about , though it was something he couldn’t help , even if the likelihood of her caring at all was unlikely .
a not-so recent development into ezra’s life is the night terrors , which began to creep themselves in when he was around sixteen years old , & haven’t left since . on most evenings , he awakes with beads of sweat along his forehead & his lungs heaving for a breath , incapable of falling asleep after the dreadful dream . eventually , dark circles began to be more prominent around his eyes , due to only a few hours of sleep or none at all .
WOW that was depressing . if you got through all of that , then u are literally the realest out there , & i hope u would still wanna plot with this messed up kid .
