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happy pride month to this specific screenshot of newt looking at thomas🫶

haii hai :> love newtmas

#the maze runner #thomas tmr #tmr newt #newtmas #moodboard #lgbtq #aesthetic #cats #mlm

my confession (I wish I didn't have social anxiety)

#marina #teen idle #aesthetic #music #confession #lgbtq #tumblr girls #jules vaughn #euphoria #social anxiety #social phobia #body dysmorphia #dysmorphophobia #Spotify

I feel like I'm on the edge

Oh god I don't want to fall asleep, I don't want to wake up in hell again, I'd rather everything feel unreal and cold, I'd rather have a headache, but not fear, not thoughts of how to hurt myself more

I don't want to decide anything or do anything with my life, I just want to disappear

#spilled emotions #i need to go to therapy #tumblr girls

Yesterday we had a family gathering, a nature outing. I only lasted until my drunk mother started telling me that I can do anything, that I can be whoever I want and take whatever I want from life. And I just started crying. We were all walking down the street, it was raining lightly, and I hadn't cried this hard in weeks. I never had the courage to say that I didn't want anything at all, but I did admit to having severe social anxiety, and "The thought of interacting with strangers fills me with terror and numbness." But she said, "It's normal, and it happens to most people." Apparently, she underestimated the honesty of my words back then. I don't think she'll ever be able to understand me even a little

I want to go far away from home forever right now and not tell anyone. Meet someone and go everywhere, delve into the darkest pits of society and rise to the top of the world. And never look back

#moodboard #olivia rodrigo #alex consani #aesthetic #tumblr girls #gabbriette bechtel #gillian anderson

"daddy issues" or "mommy issues"?

man I'm the issue

#daddy issues #mommy issues #tumblr girls #my life is worthless lol

#aesthetic #tumblr girls #my pics

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I hate being alone I am genuinely terrified at the thought of being alone [withdraws from everyone and everything to the point where I become a ghost haunting my own life]

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OMFG my mom just burst into my room and started hugging me and showing me other signs of love, like it was normal and that's how we always did in our family. I'm waiting for her to finally ask me about my feelings and really listen, and I can finally say EVERYTHING. Oh, my dreams!

#mommy issues #tf is going on

I'm already shaking because I'm tired of being sober, and now I want to eat out of boredom, and I want to sh, because I don't know how else to drown out my feelings

and I still don't know what EXACTLY is wrong with me, and I don't know how to help myself

I don't drink often, but lately I've been constantly looking for a way to get drunk or have at least a couple of glasses, because I fucking can't do it any other way. For better or worse, I can't even buy a bottle of vodka because I'm fucking minor and live with my parents. I want to scream and I don't want to be alone

#tw sh #mentally fucked #mentally unstable #tw ed trigger #spilled emotions #tw alcohol

All this time I was looking at different actors and thinking: "wow, he's so cool, he looks so cool and so charismatic" and I didn't understand why, because I don't really like men, and, like, I couldn't explain why I liked these actors

And then I realized that I just want to be them lol

#lgbtq #gender confusion #AHH IDK

I just want to say that I realyyy love Limp Bizkit 🫶

#limp bizkit #music #nu metal

or just me

#bpd #tw eating issues #social anxiety #addictions #four horsemen of the apocalypse #mental issues #lgbtq

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