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@ezra-michaels
It's been one of those days...
You’re an insomniac? Hm…
Good, I’m glad to hear it. What have you been up to? I feel like I haven’t seen you in a bit.
Yes, I worry about things too much which in turn causes me to have no sleep. I know right? Same here. I've not been up to much really, just getting back into the swing of teaching again now the holidays are over. How about you?
Text: Ezra
Oliver: My brother?!
Ezra: Wait....is he a Levi too? I don't think I caught his last name?
[Outside Julian's Dorm]
Yeah, maybe I should ask your little friend you ditched me for. Oh, wait, I can’t…. he’s so deep in the closet, he found Narnia.
I'm sure he'd tell you I'm an excellent kisser...if you could ask him that is? Not everyone is so comfortable with their sexuality. You can't hold it against him. You want more noodles?
There is so much work to be done before we return to school...
If your sex impresses me, we could talk about other things.
That sounds great, I like the sound of that. So when do you want to...put this idea into motion...so to speak?
There is so much work to be done before we return to school...
Yeah, you did miss out. I’m not sure I want to go out with you but I might use you for sex, if you’re into that sort of thing.
I would really like a second chance to impress you. But if I can't have that then I most definitely would not be opposed to being...friends with benefits.
[Outside Julian's Dorm]
Julian was mid-bite when Ezra turned around with his chopsticks under his upper lip. Julian put his food down and pursed his lips, blinking slowly at Ezra. He couldn’t believe Ezra was trying such childish things to illicit a positive response from Julian. He shook his head, relieved when Ezra took the chopsticks out from under his mouth.
God. You have problems. Yeah, you start by bringing me food. And I don’t know about that, Ezra. Zeke is a pretty good kisser. And he wanted to kiss me… not like you.
Ezra shrugged a little as Julian shook his head at him. He continued to eat then frowned a little as Julian said he didn't want to kiss him. He spoke with his mouthful, trying to stop his noodles from going down the front of his shirt as he grunted his reply. Hey! That's not fair! I DID want to kiss you, I still DO want to kiss you. I just got....distracted. I'm sure I could kiss you JUST as well as Zeke did if not better!
Text: Ezra
Oliver: Who? If you don't mind my asking... that is. :oP
Ezra: a teacher, his name is Julian.
It's been one of those days...
You probably do, and you just don’t know it. Do you wake up feeling tired?
It’s been treating me very well, actually. What about you?
I do! But that might be due to my insomnia not my working out in my sleep. Good I'm glad to hear it. Yeah it's been good for me too so far.
I'm flattered, really, [Private]
Luke stood there and listened to Ezra. He was surprised by what the other male just told him he had done on new years. He wouldn’t expect that from him at all.\
Wow..mate. Well you should feel bad. You’re an arse! Luke laughed.
Who was your date that you stood up if you don’t mind me asking?
Yeah. We are.
Ezra made a face and shrugged a little, he felt bad about what he had done. It was a stupid mistake. I really wanted to impress the guy I had a date with but I was nervous, I drank before hand but got way to drunk and like I said...hooked up with this other dude instead. Trust me I feel like shit! I've been trying to make it up to him ever since. A teacher who goes here, his name is Julian. Oh really? That's great news...I'm happy for you guys.
[1st January, 2014. Morning.]
You'd feel better about yourself...
[1st January, 2014. Morning.]
I don’t know. I wish I could.
Just try....
[1st January, 2014. Morning.]
I know.
Do you think you'll ever be willing to make those sacrifices?
[1st January, 2014. Morning.]
Easier said than done.
Well if you want something bad enough...sometimes you have to make sacrifices...
I'm flattered, really, [Private]
Luke grabbed the wrench and immediately started to work on Ezra’s car. He lit himself another cigarette and took a couple hits.
You made a mistake, eh? Tell me about it.
It was from Oliver.
Ezra watching Luke smoke wearily, arching an eyebrow slightly. Don't get that too close to the gas tank, we don't wanna go up in flames...yeah...it was a big one. I had this date planned, with this super hot guy. But instead I got drunk, because I was nervous, stood him up, and ended up hooking up with a friend of mine...I really regret standing my date up. Wait....so are you and him....like...a thing now? Please don't punch me for asking!
[Outside Julian's Dorm]
Julian watched Ezra with his brow furrowed. He wasn’t really all that angry anymore but he wanted to keep Ezra on his toes, so he planned on keeping up the act for at least a little while longer. He grabbed the chopsticks and began to eat the food that was in front of him, leaning back on the couch after a while to look at Ezra.
You’re a real dick, you know that? I can definitely multitask. You… ugh. I don’t even know what to say about you. You’re on my shit list, right now, Ezra. Because of you, I had to kiss my TA on New Years.
Ezra ate some food, then turned away from Julian slipping the ends of each chopstick under his upper lip. He turned around and made a dumb face trying his best to make Julian laugh. He hoped his Walrus impression might at least get a smile out of the man. He quickly pulled the chopsticks out his mouth and continued to eat as per usual.
I know I am....I'm very very sorry for my actions. How do I get off your shit list? Does it start by buying you good Thai food? I very much hope that it does. You had to kiss your TA? That sucks, I'm sure I'm a much better kisser than him.
There is so much work to be done before we return to school...
I don’t even know what to say to you right now. I’m so fucking appalled and shocked and… ugh. What is wrong with you? As far as I care, you can keep your closet case because I can’t really see myself giving you a second chance for a date. We can be friends, maybe, but you have to get back on my good side first. I just… cannot wrap my head around your stupid decision making. I hope you had a helluva good time, though I’m sure you would’ve had a better one with me. I’m a little loose when I’ve been drinking. You missed out.
Well I'm not exactly pleased with myself either. I had planned on spending my night with you but when I saw him...I guess...well...I wasn't thinking straight. It was familiar, comforting, someone I knew I didn't need to try hard to impress. Really? Not even if I grovel? I'd really REALLY like a second chance for a date with you though. I...well...I did have a good time but I'm sure I'd have had a great one with you too....oh damn, NOW you tell me this?! I sure as shit did miss out...
[1st January, 2014. Morning.]
No, no, you don’t understand. I have disappointed them enough. My father’s a lawyer, my mother owns her own company! They had big plans for me, they expected me to excel. I chose to become a teacher. Do you know how disappointed they were to see me settle? I never, never wanted to see them so disappointed with me again. I thought I could have had a family with my wife, they were so happy to have a daughter-in-law. I loved her in a way, but it wasn’t how a husband was supposed to love his wife. Don’t you get it? I can’t have my family if I choose to love a man. They will never look at me the same, only a failure. It’s a choice that I made and usually I do a good job at dealing with it but it gets lonely… It gets really fucking lonely, Ezra.
Well sometimes there is no pleasing your family. You can't always make them happy. Sometimes you just have to make yourself happy. I'm sorry you feel so strongly about this and I'm sorry your life hasn't worked out the way you wanted it too but you can't blame yourself for that. You can't change who you are. You just can't. Don't take it out on yourself. You can still have a family with a man. You can and...you don't have to be lonely. You don't...you can let someone into your life.
