Anon

Needed a place to get my words out without my name attached

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My sisters and I have all lost a baby

One had 5 more, happily married to her husband

The others husband had to bury her two months ago, she just couldn’t take it.

What’s going to become of me?

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God’s Dead

How can a god

That supposedly loves me entirely, unconditionally

Burden me with all the symptoms and illnesses and hardships

The same symptoms that killed my grandmother

The same illnesses that took my kid from me

The same hardships I see my aunt be burdened with

How can he love me and give me all these things without any answers

Leaving me terrified

What father does that to their child?

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I did nothing but complain today

To be fair, I’m in constant pain inside and out

But to suffer do I have to become insufferable?

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Opened and old journal today

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Ugly Beautiful

Her eyes are uneven, so are her lips

Her freckles make her think she looks dirty

Her hairs dead, split and messy

Her chin and nose make her want to hide

Yet she is so damn beautiful to the world

She hears it all the time

But words only do so much

When her brain and her mirror team up with lies

I hope one day her minds eyes and the worlds view coincide

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Grief = Trauma

You talk about it

You write about it

You vent about it in any form imaginable

you do everything you can to attempt to process it

But the grief lingers like a sickness

And there’s no medicine for loss

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Done

No more

No more comforting those that make me uncomfortable

No more opening my heart and home to people that don’t respect it

No more “it’s okay”, I’m here for you”, “my doors always open”

I never mean it anyway, it’s always said out of fear

No more fear

No more settling for a life of anxiety

If they don’t bring me peace, they don’t belong in my life

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My Two Men

He tells me I’m gorgeous;

Devine, fascinating, stunning

He runs his hands across me gentler than any man ever has

He kisses me like it’s the only thing he needs in this world

He tells me I’m doing things wrong

He makes me cower in the corner

He grabs at my shirt in public to look at my breasts

He makes me so anxious I’d rather die than get another text

How can one man be two people?

[heymamona]

please reblog this if it is okay to anonymously confess something to you.

[they-call-me-sicker]

Confess something to me

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It’s encouraged if anything

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My Brain is My Bully

My best friend leaves me on read

I feel like I’m going to be sick

Her silence fills me with dread

I need to find a distraction, and quick

Half of my brain knows she’s just fine

Tired from her own life and taking care of her love

I’ll probably need a glass of wine

Cuz the other half tells me she hates me, my brain giving itself a violent shove