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(I have the time and attention span to watch an hour-long show btw)
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Brain choosing what to watch
(I have the time and attention span to watch an hour-long show btw)
How do you turn your brain off?
I haaaaate RSD. It is, in my humble opinion, the worst part of adhd.
Like. Intellectually, I know what's happening. I know what triggered it. I know that my brain is making me feel unreasonable amounts of pain based on something that isn't actually a big deal, isn't even Actual Rejection, but that feels world-ending because of weird shit my brain is/is not doing.
BUT KNOWING ALL THIS DOES ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER???!!!
Like for fuck sake, I should be able to out-smart this shit and it's just outright rude that it doesn't work that way.
guys this brain is too crowded.. send help
(left to right: arlo, maple, arlo again, a guy named elio who doesn’t come on tumblr often)
- arlo
If ever you've wondered why I always give the simulacrum of myself used for picrews worried eyebrows
The answer is generalized anxiety disorder
I might be scarce for a little while. I have lots of work to wrap up before the holidays and lots of writing to do, and I am drowning in unbreakable waves of weird sadness and loneliness! ✨ 'Tis the season.
My Brain is My Bully
My best friend leaves me on read
I feel like I’m going to be sick
Her silence fills me with dread
I need to find a distraction, and quick
Half of my brain knows she’s just fine
Tired from her own life and taking care of her love
I’ll probably need a glass of wine
Cuz the other half tells me she hates me, my brain giving itself a violent shove
I was too tired to concentrate before and now I'm too wired to concentrate and the fact that my meds help both of those is a pretty reassuring indication that I do in fact have adhd. I even have hyper symptoms. It was just buried under the inflammation.