FadedMemories

Not your typical agere blog. Not comfortable sharing my actual name or anything about me really, but I'm an adult and have been regressing for years. New to the agere scene but non community bc they scare me. I relate to the term "teen permaregressor" since I'm always in a teenage headspace. This means I curse a lot and don't act like a 2 year old. I'll put more info and interests of mine in the pinned post. Also I am not asking I am telling, nsfw/fetish/kink/problematic accounts and people fuck right off. And dualcom piss off too, y'all are NASTY. Also VERY IMPORTANT NOTE, I have bpd and am a literal basket case so do not come here and expect to find relatable content. That's all.

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Hello once again, this is my third or fourth agere account (bpd made me delete my others) and this time I'm not going to interact with the majority of the agere community. Now, onto the intro. I guess you can call me Rabbit? That was my name on my first agere account. Not my real name obv. I'm in my mid twenties and have been regressing for about as long as I can remember. I've always been mentally younger than my bio age. I regress mainly due to autism. I guess I just never really grew up. Anyways like my bio says, I identify with the teen permaregressor label. I'm around 16/17 mentally. I had a pretty traumatic incident that happened to a family member around that age so I kinda got stuck there. I like collecting toys, plushies and dolls mainly. I also really like collecting anime figures! I don't watch many shows or movies made for kids. I like old Adult Swim shows and horror movies from the 80s. They help me regress bc I was watching Adult Swim as an actual child and horror movies in my teen years. I also love listening to music, some of my favs are Def Leppard, Dokken, Ozzy Osbourne, Queensryche, ect. A lot of the music I listen to is what I remember my Dad showing me when I was little. My friends and my parents know I regress and support me. I made this account so I have a place to post about my regression that isn't my main or diary account. I'll mainly be posting text posts here and not many original photos. I do curse here so if that makes anyone uncomfortable then maybe dni because I won't be tagging it sorry. Also I want to mention that I won't be really relatable here? I was incredibly sheltered as a child and as a result I'm kinda socially enept? I seriously don't know how to talk to people and I'm kinda out of the loop 99% of the time. I also have severe anxiety. Oof this post is getting EXTREMELY LONG so I'll wrap it up. Basic dni applies here, don't be a weirdo. Also I want to mention one more thing, I know a lot of regressors want a caregiver or some people here may want to be a caregiver, but I'm good without one. I think it'd be a little weird to have an online caregiver when I literally have my actual parents (sorta) caregiving for me? So please don't ask to be my cg. But cg accounts are free to interact as long as they're sfw. Anyways that is it for my stupidly long intro.

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When I'm "big" I usually don't like g3 MH but when I see them while regressed everything changes. I have a few g3 dolls that I repainted but some of them I keep the same! I really want these three but two of them are really expensive and the third is in a blind box set... I lov the Cupid doll so much and if I see her in stores I may just pay full price.. I like the Draculaura but she's in a blind box set and not as articulated as the others.. And even my big self likes the Spectra! I love how she's looking to the side, you never really see that in dolls. I really want that new potion room Draculaura set too! I just hate how the new dolls don't come with stands like the old ones did... And I wish they made fashion packs for the g3 dolls because I'd want to put them in other outfits! But I hope I'll be able to find some of these dolls in person!

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IT'S RAINING AND I HEAR THUNDER YAYAYYAYAY!!!!!

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It went from being sunny and hot to slightly stormy and still hot... I hope we get a thunderstorm! I love stormy weather!!! It's very relaxing, although it does make me sleepy very easily. I love a good nap during a thunderstorm! It just sucks bc it's still like 80 degrees here in my room... But I love gloomy weather more than anything else! Even if it is warmer than normal.

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So a while back I preordered the Pom Pom Purin Licca chan doll and I heard they were cancelling orders for her. I figure that it's wasn't ment to be and that they'd cancel my order, they didn't. She shipped out and will probably be here Monday. Thing is, I dunno if my parents know? I just spent $300 on another doll order so I hope they'll let me have her when she gets here... I am happy though, I just didn't think they'd ship her out!

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My Dad let me get my doll!!! I did have to use the rest of my allowance to afford it so now I'm broke but it's worth it!! I also reworked my cart so that I could get the hiking outfit hehe.. I got her tons of clothes that also fit my AG dolls!! Everything is coming from Canada so idk how long it'll take to get here but I'm so excited!!!! Yippeeeeee!!

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I'm so so close to having enough money to order my doll!!! I'm buying an 18 inch doll from Canada! I'm buying her a bunch of clothes too so that's why it's taking me a bit to save up. I just hate it bc they have so many cute clothes on there!! I want this one hiking outfit but it's $54 usd and it'd take me longer to save up for it alongside my cart as is. But I'm so excited to get my orderrrrr!!!!

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Did I mention I'm tired of Summer and hot weather yet? Because I am. I hate it here, it's been so hot where I live and I overheat really fast.. I've been spraying my hair with cold water and that helps a bit. I'm also keeping my pom pom purin warmies in the freezer for when the heat spikes. I believe all warmies plush are freezer safe? But between that and drinking an ungodly amount of water, I'm somehow doing okay. I just can't wait for Fall and Halloween time! I'm excited to have cool weather back.

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I wanna play Fortnite but people on games lile that scare me. They always take the game too serious. I hate how competitive people are! It's a video game ment for fun?? It's not that serious. I just wanna play zero build but it gives me anxiety just logging on. Plus my eyesight is horrible so I gotta sit real close to the tv to even play well. I'm not that great at games like Fortnite but that's mainly because I don't play enough! I'd usually try and play it with my friend but he hasn't tried messaging me in about a month now... I feel comfier playing with a friend but it is what it is. I would try coming out of my comfort zone but it's so hard! I'm just too easily scared by people...

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Found these knockoff Calico Critters sets and I'm tempted to get them! It comes with either a kitchen or bedroom and both sets come with critters and furniture! I like that they're in little lunchbox type tins that you can take places! Honestly I kinda hate how expensive actual Calico Critters are now. Like just a single family set is now $36 when they used to be around $25! It's to the point where I can't buy any new stuff because it's priced too high... I may splurge on these little sets though. I love the little piano that the bedroom set comes with!

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I can't do this Summer heat anymore, it's 90 degrees in my room and I feel sick because of it... I've got a bottle of cold water and I'm trying to stay as hydrated as possible. I wish it was fall already... I hate it here!! It's too hot to do anything at all!!!

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If all my "ESSAS" are Pokemon, does that make me a Pokemon trainer?? I'd like to think so, my team is nothing but Eevee evolutions!

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Also speaking of Mario, I found a really good deal on the Princess Peach Licca chan doll!! She's actually in my mailbox right now, I can't wait to see her in person! She's my first Licca doll since Hot Topic decided to not ship out my Pom Pom Purin Licca. I also preordered the Hatsune Miku doll! I can't wait to finally have a Miku doll!!

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I wish I could preorder the Mario and Luigi Nendoroids... I already made a big preorder for next year so I can't order the bros unless I save up and put money away for them... I love the Luigi figure, he's so silly! And you can't have Luigi without Mario! I wish they'd offer a bundle for the two so it'd be less expensive.

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Shout out to whoever left a frog coloring book at the bedding section of my local Ross a few days ago. I grabbed it and joked to my mom that "someone made a choice" then proceeded to snatch that coloring book for myself! It's a simple frog themed coloring book and it's really cute and fun to color!

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I've been drinking lots of water lately bc of the heat and I'm very proud of myself! I wouldn't drink plain water for the longest time but now I'm drinking a bottle a day! I'm still picky though, I have to have ice cold water or else I won't drink it at all. But it's been really hot where I live... It's 11 pm here and still 80 degrees in my room. I'm tired of the hot weather, it's the worst! Anyways, this is a sign to stay cool and hydrated!!

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I found this site called The Oodie and they sell gigantic hoodies that are adorable!! They have one with the Eevee evolutions on it and that's what I'm gonna buy this winter! I have an oversized hoodie with Strawberry Shortcake on it but The Oodie seems to be the premium version of what I have?? They're a little over 100 dollars so pretty pricey but worth it! They also have long sleep shirts so it'd be like wearing those long nightgowns?? I might get one of those too... But check out The Oodie if you like cozy clothes!!!