ɪɴꜰɪɴɪᴛᴇ ᴅᴇꜱᴩᴀɪʀ

Indie Despair Goddess! Homura Akemi RP blog. Please read the Rules and About before interacting. (Sideblog- Follows back from Softlymusingmagic.)

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Right, so: Do you guys think I should integrate this blog into my multimuse or should this remain a sideblog which I include my multimuse as an admin on so I can make posts here?

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Right, so: Do you guys think I should integrate this blog into my multimuse or should this remain a sideblog which I include my multimuse as an admin on so I can make posts here?

[lemedy]

No. This is not the joy that I wished for.

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                                i      would         DESTROY         h  e  a  v  e  n                                 and          go              through      H   E   L   L   a                                 t h o u s a n d t i m e s o v e r                                 if — A N Y O N E — ever took you from M E

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Never, touch her. [Insp]

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“Ｂｕｔ ｗｈｏ ｉｓ ｔｈｅ Ｄｅｍｏｎ ｗｅ ｒｅａｌｌｙ ｓｅｅｋ？”

Indie, Highly AU Homura Akemi RP Sideblog. Follows back from main RP blog, Softymusingmagic.

Please read Muse, Rules and Lore pages before interacting.

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                                         that part of ( me ) died a long, long time ago

                          i am no longer that innocent little flower that i once was

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[kriemhilds]

Kriemhild Gretchen went very silent for a few moments after that, staring down the Witch Queen before her.

“… Well, you’re right about one thing, I guess…”

“I did it all for her, not you. You, decadent and ugly… just looking at you makes me want to vomit,” the witch spat, narrowind her eyes. “My beloved, who ripped a goddess from the heavens and became more powerful than anything… my beloved who could destroy this universe at the blink of an eye~! Just the thought of it all-!” she almost laughed, but barely managed to regain her composure.

“You’re nothing. No, you’re less than nothing…”

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“Decadent and ugly...Less than nothing, hm?” Closing her eyes slowly, Homura repeated Gretchen’s words, tone thoughtfully. She wasn’t going to dispute any of it. What would be the point? She knew it to be true. The thing she wanted second most was to die, vanish, cease existing. But hearing the Witch before her speak about the variant... Pressing her fingers together slowly, Homura opened her eyes. The girl’s face morphed from a fairly apathetic expression to one of incredible bemusement. “Well, I wouldn’t dare argue your case against me, Gretchen.” The ravenette answered, dark smile creeping acrosst her face. “But there’s one thing, dearest Queen. A simple problem. Something I can’t quite understand.” 

“Your Beloved...She’s perfect and almighty, hmm? I can’t deny it, she does have incredible resilience and power. I wouldn’t want to be compared to her. But....if she really is as wonderful as you say, then would you care to tell me what makes her so wonderful?” Homura paused, obviously still incredibly amused. “I mean, really now. Your beloved, Akuma Homura...A broken, selfish girl who would betray the trust of Hope herself to play pretend. A mere child who would rewrite entire lives, just so she could have herself a doll of girl. How is it, if this girl is so perfect that she would chose a fake reality with Madoka Kaname....Over you?”

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[timetravellinghomu]

Starting to play with your own hair with one hand, you continued looking at the variant, a smirk growing on your expression even if deep inside, you didn’t really like to see another self ending in this situation.

You are not really fond of the variants like me that took this option, right?…it’s but another way to protect Madoka Kaname…

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It took Homura a minute to compose herself before she could get any kind of words to form without sounding absolutely pathetic. “It’s not something she’d have wanted.” Her answer was quiet but grave, and the girl’s tone reflected her thoughts clearly. “It’s not someone else’s decision to make how to protect her.”

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[kriemhilds]

“… Wasted a miracle, you say, Homura-chan…? I… wasted my one miracle, huh?”

She didn’t say anything for a few moments.

“… How stupid.”

How quickly those tears dried. “How can you say such a thing, I only did what I thought was right-”

She leaned in.

“- I did this for you, after all.”

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That thought did sting- The idea Madoka would ever choose to do something like this, and for Homura of all reasons. But it didn’t garner the queen of witches any sympathy.

“Correction. You did it for your Homura, not me.” The Goddess answered harshly, steeling her heart. Even though this girl was not Madoka- not the one Homura cared for, anyways - it still felt hard to tell someone with her likeness things like this. “And even if you did do it for me, it doesn’t matter. A Madoka who is willing to become like you is not the Madoka I wanted to protect.”

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“If I wanted to kill you, I'd have done far more horrible things before.”

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I made an icon blog, just so you guys know

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I made an icon blog, just so you guys know

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“No- You don’t understand.” The Goddess’ response came with a chilly edge, shrill and infused with anger.

“This is me, Despair. I’ve been rejected from the Light, and have become darkness itself as a result. I don’t need anyone or anything, anymore. Least of all Kaname Madoka’s - Or anyone’s - saving grace or your pity. This is what I am now.”

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“No- You don’t understand.” The Goddess’ response came with a chilly edge, shrill and infused with anger.

“This is me, Despair. I’ve been rejected from the Light, and have become darkness itself as a result. I don’t need anyone or anything, anymore. Least of all Kaname Madoka’s - Or anyone’s - saving grace or your pity. This is what I am now.”

[ichibby]

by SY

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Added a “verses” page