faerie

'i wonder if the snow loves the trees and fields, that it kisses them so gently? and then it covers them up snug, you know, with a white quilt; and perhaps it says, "go to sleep, darlings, till the summer comes again."'-lewis carroll, through the looking...

[faeconciliation-blog]

to my best friend in the entire world, quinn,

it's your birthday!! and let me tell you, i am so thankful every single day that you were born. because you're there for me, you're selfless, you're patient, you're beautiful, you're incredibly talented, you're fantastic at dealing with things that don't even have anything to do with you. and you've helped me. you've basically saved me from myself a number of times (that number is way too high to count). i'm not sure if i have any kind of past life experience, but if i do, i must have done something exceptional to have deserved you in this one. i want you to know that no matter what, i'm by your side. and i know that's a conversation we basically have every day, but...loyalty is very important to people like me, as i'm sure you've guessed. which is also part of the reason why you're important to me~

i know things have been difficult lately, and that people have turned out to be completely different than you initially thought they were. but mijoo, you're better than that. you're kinder. you're more fun. you're sweet as heck. so anyone that tries to hurt you officially has to answer to me*. i'm your winter guardian, okay? don't forget it. i'm here for you.

and i know...that i haven't been the best friend lately. that i almost forgot your birthday because i wanted to go out and hang out with someone else. but stuff like that can't happen between us, as far as i'm concerned. you're always going to be my number one priority.

thank you for being in the world, lee mijoo. thank you for holding my hand. thank you for being the shoulder on which i cry. thank you for being the first person with whom i share my happiness. i love you, i love you, i love you.

happy birthday, perfect. love, rachel

( * or hoya. probably him. he’s way faster than me. (

( part one | part two | part three | part four )

[a-joyfuljourney]

[shiba-official]

You heard of Panic! At Disco, now get ready for

[chylerleigh]

x

[faeconciliation-blog]

everything that needs to be drafted is drafted and i am going to bed and i am very, very, VERY sorry for keeping Important People waiting.

[lxvelyz]

mijoo’s performance for hit the stage

[thelovejournals]

I want to be first. I know that’s selfish, and maybe unattainable, and maybe shallow. But I just want to come first with someone. If that’s wrong of me, so be it. I’ll be wrong. But that’s the way I feel.

Charlaine Harris, From Dead to Worse (via southtae)

[csyng]

dear wendy son seungwan,

{ Send me one “Dear—” and I’ll write a letter to this person accepting selectively still | @faeconciliation ♥ }

dear wendy, 

my dear little piece of canadian bacon, my hoobae, my tiny bubble of joy (and fantastic cooking). i don’t think you’ve expected this letter to start out this lovingly, huh? for it is i, choi sooyoung of taeyeon and the background dancers who needs… many things. mainly attention. 

i’m glad you’re back now, though. i missed you lots while you were gone, you, the smol little bun who now has an even smaller little bun. it’s endearing to see you try so hard to take care of yebin and i feel blessed that i get to be there for some parts of the way. 

aah, i’m a little weak at writing letters. i never really know how to express my feelings, be they positive or negative, not when they’re on paper in any form other than song. and to immediately start serenading you, that’d be a little silly. you’re a better vocalist than i am anyway. 

i want you to know that i love and appreciate you, and that i’ll always be here to give friendly advice or uncomfortable hugs. be it as a senior or a friend. 

love, sooyoung

ps. my favourite number is not 33 anymore. thank you for that ㅋ

[fairyish-deactivated20180417]

                                       independent fairy oc based on various lore.                                                              written by Cam.                                                       multi-everything. literate.                                                        selective. semi-private.                                                                    ❤  ↺  ✚

[artsnquotes]

I need to be alone for certain periods of time or I violate my own rhythm.

Lee Krasner (via didarae)

[19940106]

[aspectacularstart]

[faeconciliation-blog]

( taken from here! )

"You do?" Wendy practically squeaks, fumbles with her phone (which she'd taken out for something to do with her hands), nearly drops it on the floor between the two of them. She never knows what to say when her seniors actually express any sort of appreciation for her, definitely doesn't know how to handle one of them liking her. In short, she blushes, squats to pick up her phone, peering up at her elder with a sheepish sort of grin. "That's so amazing. I've liked you for, like, forever." If anything, she wants to work to ease that look on Bom's face, the one of complete puzzlement -- leave it to Wendy to put her foot in her mouth, as usual.

[sorrrrryyryyyryyr-deactivated20]

stephen hawking

[faeconciliation-blog]

✔ ✘ ♋ ♪ ✪

「✔」: What type of person would your muse like as a husband/wife, if they ever thought about getting married?

Bae Joohyun. No, but really, Wendy’s been around long enough that she doesn’t think marriage is necessarily a good idea, doesn’t even think she’ll ever love anyone the way she does...someone. If she does get married, it’l be to an exceptional woman, with exceptional talent such as her own. And we’re not talking musically, here. 

「✘」: What type of person would your muse most likely not feel attracted to at all? What traits (negative ones) would they need to have? Explain.

She doesn’t like people who are materialistic, over everything else. People who think money is the most important thing in the entire world are typically wrong. She also deeply dislikes messy eaters; if she can be raised in the woods and still have table manners, so can everyone else.

「♋」: We all know that every sign has its traits, good or bad, which ones apply to your muse from their sign? Why do you think so?

Already answered here.

「♪ 」: Music! It says a lot about people, doesn’t it? What type of music would someone find your muse listening to? How did they get into a specific artist/band? Do they have any singer crushes? Do they hate singers or music genres?

Her biggest dream is to someday work with Kim Jonghyun, which I feel says quite a bit about her. She likes a wide variety of music, including but not limited to hip-hop, alternative, indie, pop, classic rock, instrumentals from varying genres (especially cartoon soundtracks). Right now she’s really into Primary, and wants to work with him someday, as well.

「✪」: How confident is your muse about themselves, both personality wise and physically? Do they consider themselves a good person, attractive, sexy?

Honestly? Not at all. She might act like she loves herself on the outside, but inside her insecurity is probably one of her biggest weaknesses. It has a lot to do with the way she has to look in order to pass as a human in the music industry, and the way everything has to change according to everyone else’s standards instead of her own, as she’s used to. It also has a lot to do with something spoken about here, in regards to her being fearful of not meeting up to other peoples’ standards.

[faeconciliation-blog]

♋

We all know that every sign has its traits, good or bad, which ones apply to your muse from their sign? Why do you think so? ( x )

Bolded options are true, and explained beneath each list. Lists taken from here.

Strengths: Compassionate, artistic, intuitive, gentle, wise, musical

Compassionate: Wendy wants to show love to everyone she meets, at least in the initial moments of their potential relationship. She genuinely cares for people with whom she’s close, and would do anything for the few people whom she genuinely calls ‘friend’.

Gentle: Mostly with her daughter Yebin, Wendy has a tendency to handle things delicately when she knows the situation calls for it. Though more than a few would probably describe her as the emotional equivalent of a bull in a china shop, she’s actually very aware of emotions and when it would be better to ask what someone wants done rather than do what she thinks is best.

Wise: Always open to giving advice (and even sometimes giving it when it’s not asked), Wendy takes into consideration both sides of situations...when she has her head on straight, that is.

Musical: I’m just gonna link this video.

Weaknesses: Fearful, overly trusting, sad, desire to escape reality, can be a victim or a martyr

Fearful: It’s interesting that this one is here, because Wendy has been having the same conversation before, about how she feels like expectations are put upon her, and she doesn’t know for certain that she can deliver. She definitely fears the future, as it’s a direct result of her past, as well as the critical gaze of those who have come before her (read: seniors).

Overly trusting: Ah, Wendy...she doesn’t trust anyone on first sight, but once you cross that threshhold with her, she’ll walk through hell with you, and take your hand as you lead her there.

Can be a victim: Typically, in the throes of an argument, Wendy will take any and all responsibility for the problem between you and herself, and does not hesitate to remind you that she is the wrong one so that you have to take her by the hand and tell her that you played a part, as well. It’s manipulative, an attempt to get you to admit the things you’ve done wrong, and she knows it’s an unkind thing to do; she just doesn’t care.

[faeconciliation-blog]

♢

Not many people are comfortable to talk about their sexuality so openly, to tell someone they’re in the mood for something specific. What about your muse? Are they comfortable with such talks between, say, a friend and themselves? Or would they rather keep such things private? ( x )

Honestly disappointed you asked this, but here I am! Wendy isn’t particularly comfortable talking about sex, mostly because she hasn’t had any on a consistent basis in like...what, ten years? (No one get weird. Read her bio.) So for her to have a conversation about sex is kind of out of the ordinary for her. In order for her to have that conversation with anyone, she really has to trust them on a bunch of different levels. So...I think one of the only people she’s had it with is actually Mijoo. Another is Lizzy, and not in specific. She’s made reference to her sexual experience to a lot of people, and will state outright that she’s gay, but can’t have a conversation regarding the things she likes with anyone, save for (maybe) the person she’s sleeping with.