imperfect humanly perfect mom

tales of my life from a ptsd, bpd, seziure prone mother and wife

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Sadie titan and midnight in the same location... at the same time... yes I have three large dogs. Yes I have no room on my bed. And no they will not be outside dogs. We're in texas! That means they are even more spoiled. (Kinda the same but eh) #love #dogsofinstagram #labrador #husky #largedogs #noroom #spoiled #happiness #youwishyouhadthismuchlove

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Three generations of pruetts! My father Kevin pruett, my daughter and myself. #pruettgenes #3generations #beauty #family #father #mother #daughter #perfect #bejealous

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Cinnamon is ignoring her dog food to protect Aislyn. I'm even afraid to touch her. Loyal, loving and playful what more could you possibly need? #dauchshund #purebred #dogsofinstagram #dogs #love #guardian #protector #donttouchmybabygirl #safe

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My dad, little sister and myself. Wow... this is back in 1999 or 2000. My brunette "I'm so beautiful and I'm the favorite!" Face! Taylors a walking billboard sign for natural blonde beauty. My dad has black hair, yay! On a longhorn, infront of a texas flag. Patriotism at its best. #texas #texan #texasflag #longhorn #countrygirl #cutie #old

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Papa and his grand baby:) aislyn loves papa. But she loves mama;) #daughter #love #family #happy #daddy #papa #generation

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Tell me she's not perfect?! Look at that $100000000 smile! My beauty, I did good:) Ooh I mean "we" did good;p #babygirl #smile #perfect #sweetheart #daughter #blessed

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Loose leaf tea:) the only way to drink tea. Mmmhmmm. #hibiscus #mint #blacktea #brambleandsnap #foggygoggles #bakersstreet #drbluewho #mrsmuirs #sugarandspice #washingtonstate #portgamble #looseleaftea #tea #hot #yummyinmytummy

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I'm going to be posting these all day! Just to let you know, that is the sexist cat I've seen in my whole life;) #catsthemusical #andrewlloydwebber #musical #art #lyrics #bliss

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Andrew Lloyd Webber's best work. I would used to watch this over and over again, reciting every song! Cats, you are my sunshine, you make me happy when skies are gray. #cats #andrewlloydwebber #musical #catsthemusical #happiness #beauty #love

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Death

I have no purpose to live, to wake up, to continue to breath, as I am my own enemy. I have no one who truly needs me in their life. No one needs this black, soulless, person in their life. They want a friend, a lover, a family member who is warm, trusting and loyal. That is not me, as God intended for me to be the one to break the veil. The twisted broken boned heart. Here I sit, I cry, I hit myself to the point of dark purple bruises, and remind myself that this is what it feels like. To actually feel anything. Pain is all I deserve, not love nor friendship should bestowed upon this wretched villain. I am the one who will end the war between lucifer and jehovah. As the war is coming to an end, I slowly peel back the veil, seeing bloodshed and destruction thrown into the universe. I look behind me at what's left of our broken infinity then back at our fate and release our last hope into the empty abyss.

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I can't even stop blowing up my instagram, twitter and tumblr. All because my daughter is a born rockstar! #adaytoremember #allsignspointtolauderdale #awesomeness #coolkidsclub #badasskids #daughter #musicislife

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Wow, johnny we raised a badass. I can't even begin to imagine how freaking awesome she is going to grow up to be! #robzombie #dragula #coolkidsclub #badasskids #awesomeness #coolkids

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Listening to exotype, rocking out! #exotype #awesomeness #rocker #coolkids #coolkidsclub #badasskids

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State fair with AJ #statefair #netflix #movie #1945 #classic #rodgerhammerstein

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MAGIC SCHOOL BUS! #musicalbaby #babygirl #dancer #babydancer #daughter #magicschoolbus #music

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Mommy & daughter:) #mother #family #daughter #life #children #child #smile

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#selfiewithasailor