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                    L O A D I N G . . . KENNY'S BLOG !

                 he/him, bi acespec, nineteen (5/4), mental & personal blog, cali bay area! mentally & physically disabled. No soy bueno en español, pero lo intento

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Before You Enter:

I'm Chiaki Nanami irl.

I talk about substance abuse, I talk about recovery as well, basically dnf if sensitive topics are triggering. I prefer to talk to people two years above or below me!

DM status: I really prefer talking over asks/comments before we get into a one on one, but I'm happy to meet people :3 I'm just very anxious

You can ask me for safety tips (e.g: how to cut safely, how to purge safely, substance use, ect) but I will never encourage SH behavior. I can't stop you, but I can tell you how to be safe. I believe in harm reduction. (I will NOT answer how to cut deeply, how to purge, ect)

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im so excited to be 21 just so i can buy bottles for my 19-20y friends who steal them every day. I can just buy it if you give me the cash, i'll save you the crime. I HATEHATEHATE stealing bottles, i can only get older, and i cannot risk getting arrested for a bottle of vodka. no one sells them though!! and im not spending $60 for a $40 bottle!!! ugh just the thought of me or my friends getting arrested, it makes me sick. me and the cute boy have both been arrested, but we were minors, so it was "easier"

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ten minues into a yt video, and i've gotten fiveish ads. go die.

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mmmmmm. an hour till he's off work, but it's gonna take an extra hour if he stops at his house AND meets the plug. i just miss talking to him and hugging all the time. i just love being near him <33

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im pretty dang drunk and im waiting for my favorite boy ever to get off of work :3 i HATEEE stealing bottles, but no one sells them for good prices (most ppl charge 15-20 extra) but idc as long as he's next to me :D

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honest to god, i AM the person who doesn't have many life goals besides a family. i want to have a nice job, likely in science or medicine, but i'll feel completed as long as i end up married with two kids in a nice house. i can take the kids out on road trips in the summer, i can help them with school, my partner and i can watch skanky tv with some wine after reading the kids to bed. i would be a house husband and have zero complaints

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bitches with a trap house calling themselves "young hos" you are a young FELON and the roaches are your partners in crime

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He's great, but I need him to leave for work so me and hg can sleep. My bed is not big enough for the three of us. We have 2h and 30m before we wake him up. I might make a floor bed.

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I have confessed to our mutual bestie that I have feelings for him, I can tell she took my desire for secrecy seriously. This might be a bad perspective, but for me, we either break up or get married. He does not want marriage, or kids, and I do not expect him to change. We have different wants, just sucks he's so cool

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To me yan relationships are high maintenance and I think my ex didn’t realize that. Like a lot of care and effort goes into these relationships along with the obsession and loyalty! Like there so much too it.

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aorry o talk about this a lot its my first time doing it and it hit much much better than expected

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how do you ask your friends if they gain a strong sense of yearning when they do ket. does taking the horse drug also make you want to kiss and cuddle.

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if i knew my ex was gonna do hard drugs anyways i wouldn't have denied them for years and we could've had awesome ket cuddling. why did she have to be actually evil , i dont want my relationship to be built on drugs though, i think i need to fix my substance issues before anyone loves me. i just still want to be cared for and called pretty.

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see. i know im high. but i know i coud be igher. i could go further. but maybe ill do it all at once tomorrow

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this prescription is for sure weaker than what my friends get, i've done quite a lot, and im really out of it, but i have to do it consistently?? this is not coke?? i need a bag of ket and one of snow and i'll savor them

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oh y god all the ket just hit

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drugs would be better with a lover. even online