𝑷𝑶𝑾.ᐟ 𝑷𝑶𝑾.ᐟ

[faesomnia]

𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐓  𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐓𝐎𝐖𝐍  𝑩𝑳𝑼𝑬

                       𝑹𝑰𝑶𝑻𝑺  𝐀𝐋𝐋  𝐀𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃  𝐘𝐎𝐔ⵑ  ⵑ

#faesomnia  :  independent,  selective  &  private  multi-muse  roleplay  blog.  features  canon  muses  from  various  medias  and  original  characters.  currently featuring JINX from arcane & league of legends. please  read  all  of  the  guidelines  before  following.  this  blog  will  contain  triggering  content,  proceed  with  caution.  PERSONALS  &  MINORS  WILL  BE  BLOCKED  ON  SIGHT.  written  and  loved  by  zoe.  ( she/they.  25.  cst/cdt. )  reestablished  5/7/2024. previously zoeticbled.

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[faesomnia]

and if i drafted up a one shot jay//vik musician fanfic au based on the city of chicago what then?

[faesomnia]

𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐎𝐓 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔?

THE  HANGED  MAN :   does  it  make  you  feel  better  –  taking  all  this  blame?  the  world  is  heavy.  does  the  weight  on  your  shoulders  envelop  you?  does  it  make  you  feel  safe?  why  does  the  need  for  grounding  outweigh  your  sinking  feet?  suspend  yourself  –  tie  yourself  to  something  if  you  must.  you  have  a  wonderful  gift.  looking  at  the  world  through  compound  eyes  is  a  test  of  empathy.  you  have  the  heart  for  it.  do  not  sink  below  your  eyes. NUMBER: 12 UPRIGHT: pause, surrender, letting go, new perspectives REVERSED: delays, resistance, stalling, indecision

tagged by : @4zune tagging : dnd and critical role muses unite

[faesomnia]

𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐃𝐎 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐆𝐀𝐙𝐄 𝐀𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐋𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐄?

𝐖𝐇𝐄𝐍  𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐘'𝐑𝐄  𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆.   

see  this  is  what  you  love  most.  their  eyes  light  up  and  no  one  can  do  it  quite  like  them.  whether  they  are  a  fighter  or  a  healer.  whether  they  are  full  of  grace  and  gentle  poise,  or  brute  strength  and  wild  energy,  you  love  them  when  they  are  at  their  purest  form.  raw  and  unfettered.  unadulterated  by  social  cues  and  careful  masks  we  all  wear.  when  they  are  just  them,  trusting  their  instincts,  using  their  experience,  relying  on  the  skills  they  earned.  this  is  when  your  heart  swells  with  pride.  and  you  can  never  decide  if  you  want  to  interrupt  them  and  draw  them  into  your  arms  with  a  hungry,  appreciative  kiss.  or  if  you  could  sit  there  and  quietly  observe  them  for  hours  with  more  satisfaction  than  anything  physical  could  bring.

tagged by : @goldenfists tagging : any shipping partners i have! you know who you are 🫵

[faesomnia]

ok, so i slept on things for two days and made a decision.

i cleared out like 60% of my drafts and i'm putting my self on a semi-hiatus until this depressive episode lifts. in the meantime, only expect dash memes i've been tagged in to be posted every few days.

[faesomnia]

addition to this: i will be mostly active on discord! mutuals feel free to add me, just let me know who you are!

[faesomnia]

going on a block spree after everything has me feeling like this video

[faesomnia]

happy disability pride month to y'all from your neurodivergent, chronically ill, and immunocompromised mutual 💖

[faesomnia]

𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐕𝐎𝐑 𝐈𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐋?

𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐓  :   oh  spry  little  dryad,  spinning  sprite,  you  drift  through  life  as  light  as  lion  down.  you  are  the  chimes  of  churchbells  and  the  laughter  of  faeries.  gossamer  and  spidersilk  shine  from  your  ribs.  life  is  fleeting,  you  more  than  anyone  should  know  that.  something  we  love  today  may  never  see  tomorrow's  sun.  you  pride  yourself  on  skipping  through  moments,  soft  and  merry.  but  you  do  not  let  your  soul  be  tethered.  is  it  for  freedom  or  fear,  sweetheart,  that  you  do  not  let  yourself  be  tamed?  you  are  as  fresh  and  wild  as  bluebirds  in  snow,  you  smile  at  your  problems  before  dashing  away.  hoping  they  will  never  catch  up  to  you.  but  even  nike  can't  run  forever.  you  have  been  hurt  before.  but  that  is  life.  you  wish  to  never  feel  that  way  again,  but  regretfully  I  must  tell  you  that  is  nothing  short  of  impossible.  life  is  but  part  sorrow  part  sun,  you  cannot  have  teacups  until  they  are  burned  by  the  kiln.  oh  I  see  the  scars  child,  they  shimmer  down  your  chest,  I  see  the  pain  in  your  eyes.  but  I  also  see  the  stardust.  keep  smiling,  but  allow  tears  also.  you  do  not  have  to  be  solely  wonder,  fear,  you  are  allowed  to  be  bitter.  so  bite,  and  scream,  and  laugh,  and  love.  that  is  what  makes  life  worth  living.

tagged by : @goldenfists tagging : steal it and tag me <3

[addressingit]

CALLOUT FOR MILES @POSWIECENIA AND JESS @INYVAT.

TRIGGER WARNING: Document contains mentions of grooming, pedophilia, stalking, harassment, abuse, victim blaming and more.

It brings us no pleasure to write this, but enough is enough. People who aren't even involved in your disagreements are now getting targeted and isolated from a community, in which you've manipulated thoroughly. These two are individually are known for bullying, manipulating, and weaponizing call outs for their own purposes, instead of using them to warn people of actual dangers.

These two are known to be problematic - particularly Miles, who is covering up the fact that he rescinded his own admittance to being a groomer- and Jess, who is openly a bully to those she has a disagreement with. Both of these people have receipts spanning back years documenting their behavior.

You can read the document here, with full context of the issue at hand - isolating a member of the community and allowing it to escalate to disproportionate levels.

We do not encourage harassment of those mentioned in the document, and do not condone any kind of abuse directed towards others. This document is intended to inform and ensure the safety of those within the impacted communities. Our ask will be open for further testimonials. Thank you.

[faesomnia]

I'm  gonna  address  it.  Due  to  recent  events,  any  person  who  still  affiliates  themselves  with  Miles  (@/powiecenia)  after  this  fiasco  is  going  to  be  hard  blocked  with  no  regrets.

I'm  not  afraid  to  be  vocal  about  how  predators  never  change ᅳ how  they  surround  themselves  with  like-minded  people  or  easily  manipulated  individuals ᅳ as  I've  experienced  it  myself  firsthand  in  real  life.  At  this  point,  all  I  can  hope  for  is  for  anyone  who  is  still  under  that  guy's  spell  to  wake  up.  Thankfully,  I'm beginning  to  see  that  happening  already,  but  not  every  person  in  Miles's  circle  is  innocent. 

With  that  said,  this  goes  to  all  of  my  mutuals  and  friends  regardless  of  whether  or  not  you've  seen  this  mess:  take  care  of  yourself  and  never  be  afraid  to  set  boundaries.

[faesomnia]

ok, so i slept on things for two days and made a decision.

i cleared out like 60% of my drafts and i'm putting my self on a semi-hiatus until this depressive episode lifts. in the meantime, only expect dash memes i've been tagged in to be posted every few days.

[faesomnia]

addition to this: i will be mostly active on discord! mutuals feel free to add me, just let me know who you are!

[faesomnia]

literally why does she have 3 or 4 different eye colors

[faesomnia]

damn i thought this shit was over... yes it's about the callout wars

[dailyflicks]

PEARL 2022 | dir. Ti West

[faesomnia]

ok, so i slept on things for two days and made a decision.

i cleared out like 60% of my drafts and i'm putting my self on a semi-hiatus until this depressive episode lifts. in the meantime, only expect dash memes i've been tagged in to be posted every few days.

[faesomnia]

addition to this: i will be mostly active on discord! mutuals feel free to add me, just let me know who you are!

[faesomnia]

ok, so i slept on things for two days and made a decision.

i cleared out like 60% of my drafts and i'm putting my self on a semi-hiatus until this depressive episode lifts. in the meantime, only expect dash memes i've been tagged in to be posted every few days.

[faesomnia]

maybe if i just clear out my drafts entirely i'll feel better