That’s not what you said in the original post. In case you forgot what you said were things like:
“Okay, so I’ve recently been reading over the blog and honestly, it was very entertaining to read. I think people are over-reacting about the blog’s existence. I feel it was more a place where people could vent, and as you could tell, there was proof with some of the posts. “
“ This whole thing was petty and you all have better things to do then fight against a harmless blog, you could… I dunno, maybe Christmas shop? “
“ I’m the type of person to stay out of drama and grab some popcorn and watch it with a big grin on my face. “
You called a blog that posted things calling people pedophiles, encouraging suicide, encouraging self harm, etc...”harmless” and straight up said it was drama to be laughed at and that people who were upset were over reacting.
That is encouraging exactly what you’re now trying to claim you aren’t encouraging and, honestly, I doubt anyone believes what you’re saying at this point.
The fact that you’ve been bullied is irrelevant and doesn’t mean you can’t also BE a bully or encourage bullying, which is exactly what you did in your original post.
You didn’t at all say the blog was petty, you said the people getting upset over it were being petty and overreacting.
Well over 100 people openly saw that and several called you out on it.
More probably saw it and decided not to say anything because people like you aren’t generally worth talking to as they can’t and won’t ever admit they hold terrible views and will instead double down on it (You’d fit in well at Failzeroth if you played WoW) when confronted...which is exactly what you did here.
You defended a trashy blog that was used by trashy, mean spirited people so they could be anonymous bullies as harmless.
That’s what people are angry about.
You also showed what kind of person you are as opposed to the kind of person you wanted to present to the world.
You peeled back the layers and showed everyone that there was just garbage underneath.
If I played FFXIV, I’d pre-emptively block you so I wouldn’t have to run the risk of ever having to interact with someone like you.
You’re rejected by RP groups because you’re actually a bad person who just pretends to be decent; problem is, your true behavior will always show through, as it did with the post you deleted and as it does with this post.