Jaehyun always prided himself on being a pretty nonchalant guy. Not ever really having a super close friend or having a best friend because he can just move in and out of groups with ease. But deep down she longed for connections. Taeyongs was the exact opposite having a slue in friend and considering Jaehyun in of his Closest . Which was his first mistake. Taeyong thought that he was gonna be the one to break through Jaehyun's hard exterior, to be the only one he was close to but in doing so he failed to recognize that someone else was getting closer and closer.
127 Squad- NCT 127 x Fem readers (M)
A collection of short stories of members the 127 fight Club and there GF/Love interests
The World: Part 2
Warnings: some suggested content, cursing, violence, character death, weapon, warfare
When the naĆÆve daughter of a tyrannical president uncovers the harsh realities hidden behind her trusted butler and friend Yunho, she is compelled to confront the truth about the country sheās destined to inherit. As she removes her rose-colored glasses, she faces a crucial choice: remain loyal to her family or join Yunho in the fight for freedom.
āļøSummary: Everything about your situationship with Yeonjun seemed perfect. There were no rules, no romantic feelings, and you stayed friends. But when jealousy leads to a falling out between the two of you, Yeonjun is forced to look inward and reevaluate his feeling for you as well was what kind of relationship he wants with you. The question is, are his feeling more powerful then fate?
genre: NSFW, FLUFF, ANGST pairing: yeonjun x fem!reader x Soobin
Warnings: Angst, Mentions of sex
Chapter 13
āWhat just happened?ā Yeonjun thought as he stood outside of her apartment dumbfounded. He didn't know what else to do. He was so shocked and angry he could feel his heart beat in his ears. A million thoughts running through his mind on what to do or say. Some productive. Most petty. A faint sound broke the slience coming from behind the door. He moved forward placing a gentle hand on it and his ear. Quiet sobbing. His mind felt blank now, heartbreaking and tears that had been threatening to fall finally breaking the dam. It felt like he stood with his ear to that door for hours before he finally removed himself and began the walk home. He could have easily gotten a car to take him home but he needed the walk. Plus the dorms werenāt that far; he's walked it before. Normally in a better mood.
He replayed the fight in his head over and over again before he pushed it to the back of his brain like he did most things like hurt him. You had no right putting him in that position. Of choosing between his best friend and hisā¦ well his freedom. He knew it was wrong of him to call you what he did. It was just his anger. He knows how he gets about guys treating you like that. You are too precious for that. For Jackson fucking Wang. FUCK. Remembering that really pissed him off. Why do you lower yourself to men like that? And then you had to bring up JOHNNY of all people, you knew how that made him feel. Heāll never forget the feeling he felt after walking in on you two. That's one memory heāll never be able to put away. Walking around looking for you after Music Bank event back when they were promoting the Eternity album, and catching you being bent over the couch in Johnnyās dressing room being fucked from behind. Bastard didn't even have the decency to stop. He looked Yeonjun straight in the eye and asked him what he wanted as he continued to thrust into you roughly. And you, trying to hide your face from embarrassment. Moaning out, trying to get him to stop as Yeonjun said nothing, leaving in a furious hurry.
That memory never failed to make Yeonjun livid. Wanting to take his fist to Johnny's face everytime he sees him. Even after the two of you made up. But this time it brought tears to his eyes. Which had never happened, much to his surprise. Anger is replaced with genuine sadness. Seeing you with another man like that. The noises you made, the expressions you made were made only for his eyesā¦He shouldnāt have called you slut. He's a bigger slut than you are. And you're not even a slut. You havenāt with been with anyone since Johnny. Yeonjun wiped the tears from his eyes as he smiled a little. Heād be lying if that statement didn't make him happy. Knowing you were only his for this whole year. And he knows itās toxic. But then again he didnāt ASK you to do that. That was your choice. He felt the tears again. How could you even say that you two werenāt friends. Youāre best friends. He tells you everything. He trusted you more than his members most times. He cares so much for you. He loves youā¦
Yeonjun walked up the stairs and went to the dorm. Releasing the first normal, deep breath. He stood there in the darkness of the doorway, thinking of the doorway of your apartment. That was where you were. Still there, probably crying. He knew when you cried you tried to hold back and covered your mouth. Afraid of the sound of it. He bent down, hand to the door. He felt like he could see you in the dark. Back up against the door and cover your mouth as you sobbed and sobbed. Even shaking a little. He felt his anger bubble up again.This time it was laced with guilt. He stood up kicking off his shoes and going into his room, slamming the door and sitting on his bed. The tears falling again he sat there crying for a moment, knees up to his chest. He grabbed his phone, secretly hoping to see a text from you. There was nothing, so trying to calm down, he dialed a number. Taking deep breaths as it rang.
āYeonjun? What's up, it's the middle of the night?ā A grogging voice responded through the phone.
āBinnieā¦ā he said voice trembling more than he intended.
āYeah? What's wrong?ā Yeonjun stayed quiet so as not to break out into tears again. āYeonjun, say something you're scaring me. Did something happen?!ā
āBinnie I- I fucked upā¦ā he finally said
āWoah woah woah! What happened are you talking about?!ā
āChangbin, I don't know what to doā¦I think I lost her man.ā he said voice trembling quietly.
āOkay hold on, tell me everything.ā Yeonjun proceeded to quietly tell him the events oh tonight in between sniffles and quiet sobs. Changbin listened intently.
āYeonjunnieā¦You know Iāll always be honest with you. Right?ā
Yeonjun hummed in response and Changbin continued. āDo you think you are in the right place to hear the truth right nowā¦ā Yeonjun responded that he wasnāt sure. He knew it's what he had to hear but he was stubborn and he wasn't sure he could. Maybe he should have called Wooyoung. But heād probably get the same response. Changbin sighed āyou're gonna have to hear it at some point man, it's just up to you when. If that's not now that's up to youā¦Youāve had a hard night just get some sleep okay, man?ā Yeonjun sniffled and responded with a noise.
āI love you man i'll call you tomorrow okay?ā
Changbin was about to hang up when Yeonjun spoke up. āBin!... Weāll be okay right? It's just an argument. Friends argue all the time and they're fine. So weāll be fine. Right?ā
Changbin sighed heavily.āYeonjun. Be honest with yourself. Are you two really just friends?ā
Summary: Everything about your situationship with Yeonjun seemed perfect. There were no rules, no romantic feelings, and you stayed friends. But when jealousy leads to a falling out between the two of you, Yeonjun is forced to look inward and reevaluate his feeling for you as well was what kind of relationship he wants with you. The question is, are his feeling more powerful then fate?
genre: NSFW, FLUFF, ANGST
pairing: yeonjun x fem!reader Ć Soobin
Warnings: Angst, Cursing, mentions of sex, physical violence (just a quick slap to the face nothing intense)
Chapter 12
The slam of the car door woke you up. Were you home already? You looked around confused, did you come home by yourself? Are you really that drunk? Suddenly the car door opened.
āGet out, come on.ā You could recognize that voice anywhere. But the tone he took with you was somewhat off putting. You step out of the car, looking around trying to familiarize yourself with the fact you were at your apartment building. The slam of the car door scared you causing you to jump, and then you saw the tall man in a black suit walk right past you, heading up to your apartment. You follow behind, very confused, entering the building a few steps behind as he greets the door man.
āGood evening Mr. Choi and Mrs. Y/L/N fun night-ā He voice gets caught in his throat for a second as he lays his eyes on you. You greet him back with a quick hello and a smile as you try to keep up with Yeonjun who's not waiting for anyone. Just making it in the elevator with him. You finally catch your breath. It's quiet, you may be drunk but you can feel something's off.
You look to the door āMr. Moon was acting a little strange, huh? He must have a cough or someth-ā You try to make small talk but are cut off by Yeonjun handing you his jacket. āOh um thanks..ā you say grabbing it. āBut i'm not really cold I mean itās a nice nig-ā
āI don't care, put it onā¦ā the elevator dings. āYou look ridiculous.ā He says under his breath as he exits. That would normally piss you off but instead it hurts. You sadly put on the jacket and follow him out of the elevator.
āWhat did you say?ā You ask hoping to sound more assertive but it comes out sadder then you thought. He struggles with the door and walks in without holding it open or saying a word. You follow him, now this really pissed you off. This is YOUR house heās not gonna walk in like he owns the place. āYeonjun!ā You say more aggressively and loud. You follow him into the kitchen.
āWhat did you say!?ā There he is in YOUR kitchen drinking water from YOUR fridge like an asshole further pissing you off. āHEY-ā
āI said you look ridiculous!ā he finally says. There's silence. He's not looking at you, just facing the sink. āMr. Moon has a cough? Are you joking, look at how you're dressed and you think he has a COUGH.ā
āI- thought youād like it I-I wore it for you.ā 'You say, your voice is softer than you once again anticipated. You went through so much to plan this all out and the dress was supposed to be a surprise for him.
āOh yeah I like it..ā he says in a sarcastic tone. āMe and who else Y/N?ā Finally turning to face you.
That made anger begin to bubble. You knew the conversion was bubbling. And you're not backing down this time. āWhat do you mean by that?ā
āI think you know.ā
āNo I don't, Yeonjun! Please enlighten me.ā There was more silence. You lean in on the island separating you too. āI wantā¦to hear you say it.ā It's a stare down between the two of you. āSay it Yeonjunā¦Say it!ā
He kept eye contact, holding on to his reserve by his fingernails. He knew his answer would open up THAT argument but he was so mad, so jealous he didnāt care.āWhat were you doing in Jacksonās room huh?-"
"-Unfucking believable.ā You cut him off, walking away to the living room with him following.
ā-What were you doing up there with him? I spend all this time looking all over the house for you only AFTER I see you cuddling up to him at the Gala-ā
ā-CUDDLING UP?ā You turn around shocked.
āYES cuddling up Y/N, you were all over him. Are you joking-ā
āThis is unbelievable.. You have to be fucking kidding me.ā
āSince when were you two close?!ā
āHeās my friend Yeonjun!ā
āOh YEAH! Just like how Jaehyun is your āfriendā or how Minho is your āfriendā or Jeno, or Mingyu, or Shownu, or Taeyong-ā
āEnough, Yeonjun.ā You warn, shooting him a look.
āNO, no please you have SOOO many friends like Bangchan, Johnny, Kai, Mark,SEHUN ! You're just friends with everyone huh?ā
Your blood started to boil. āI said enough..ā
āShit, any of my members I should know about?!ā
āFuck you!ā You started to approach him.
āYou know for a Hybe employee you sure are an SM slut huh?ā
The sharp sound of your hand hitting his face feeling the silence in the room. The look of shock on his face and the handprint on his cheek.
āYOU DON'T HEAR YOURSELF WHEN YOU TALK DO YOU!ā you couldn't stop the tears from falling. āYOU JUST KEEP GOING AND GOING AND GOING FUCKā¦ YOUāRE NO BETTER YOU KNOW THAT? FOR EVERY 2 GUYS I'VE SLEPT WITH YOU'VE SLEPT WITH DOUBLE THAT. DOUBLEā¦ā you step away for a minute, trying to calm down and collect yourself. Find the words to say, unlike him. āDo you know how often I have to hear about your sexcapades? Do you know how often I DONāT talk about mine because I know how jealous you get and how upset it makes you?ā
āI do not get jealous.ā he finally says.
āTHEN WHAT IS THIS! Huh? What is this whole argument about if not jealousy, Yeonjun. You think it doesnāt hurt me when you talk about all the beautiful models, and fans, and celebrities you fuck. You think I don't cry after hearing about that shit. THATāS JEALOUSY. What you felt when you saw me and Jackson was jealousy, even though nothing happened-ā He scoffed mumbling yeah right. ā-Nothing happened, that was jealousy. When you walked in on me and Johnny at that after party last year and you wouldn't talk to me for two weeks and buried your sorrows in some model. That was also, in fact, jealousy! Even when you dragged me away from dancing with Taehyun of all people to fuck me in the bathroom at the club thatās also-ā
āOKAY ENOUGH PLEASE!ā
āAnd once again a prime example.ā
āNo NO it's not! I just don't like hearing about that shit!ā
āAnd you think I do Yeonjun!?ā
āWell you never say anything about it.ā
āYeah because unlike you Iām an adult and know how to control my feelings. Since you donāt seem to have the mental capacity to understand this situation I keep having to hold back my feelings. And it's my fault because I back down and make you feel better and BABY your ass so conflict is avoidedā¦ But you know what? I'm done.ā
āWhat do you mean you're done? What, we're just gonna stop being friends? That's it?ā
āWEāRE NOT FRIENDS!ā There's a ringing in your ear from how mad you are. You take a deep breath. āWe havenāt been for a very long time and I think you know that.ā
You go to sit on your couch and he circles around to follow āI- I don't know what youāre talking about. Weāve always been friends. We just also you know - fuck sometime itās normal-ā
āNo it's not. At least not in our case. And you skirting around the real issue shows me you're not ready for this conversion and I can't do THIS anymore.ā
āWhat ISSUE are you talking about-?!ā
āI haven't slept with someone that isn't you in MONTHS Yeonjun. You think that's because we're ābest friendsā. When you caught me and Johnny that was the last time I had sex with someone that wasnāt you. The hurt I saw on your face made me realize something I'd always known but pushed away.ā
āWhatā¦ā he said timidly. But you didnāt respond. He knew the answer though. You both did. He hung his head low, running his fingers through his hair like he does what he's frustrated. He wouldnāt dare speak first, he wouldn't know what to say. You sat for a little while in silence until you mustered up the courage to end this.
āCan I ask you something?ā you said, his head popping up at the sound of the silence being broken. He nodded eyes trained on you. āDo you love me?ā
He answered quickly, āO-Of course Y/Nā¦you're my best friend.ā You set out to scoff, turning away from him.
āWould you stop sleeping with other people for me?ā There was a long beat of silence. You could feel the couch move as he straightened his posture. He thought of what to say.
āUm- Iā¦ā you could feel the tears spilling down your face. You knew the answer before you asked it. But you needed to hear him say it. You needed to move on. ā ]You know I love you butā¦I- I donāt want to give up my freedom.ā And there it was the nail in the coffin. You smiled to yourself, crying.
āI understand.ā You said āSo I hope youāll understand my decision as well.ā You go to the door and stand there. āI'm sorry but I can't do this to myself anymore. And I'd like you to leave.ā
when you get an idea for a fic but you know youāre going to have to really take your time with it in order to properly capture all the little details and plot points and themes you want to convey, but also youāre an impatient bitch who wants to write out and read that fun story in your head right fuckinā now
iām in such disbelief right now and beyond disgusted.
i really hope yāall are choosing your morals over kpop; because we do not know these men at all. i will never side with or defend a predator and a criminal, even with little to no proof. even if there is the smallest chance he may be innocent, i will always believe the victim first.
some of you, as fans of the boys for years and him in general, i know you must be feeling disappointed and betrayed. youāre not dumb for previously supporting him, as we couldnāt have possibly known. but now is the time for a reality check and itās time to wake up and take a step back. this just goes to show that we know absolutely nothing about them.
for sm to just outright put out a statement on their own before any rumors even surfaced and immediately kick him out? this has to be insanely serious and iām terrified of what he couldāve done. the crazy thing is with everything currently happening in korea with the telegram situation, and korean women constantly being in danger in general because of the men there, iām not at all surprised that celebrities are being exposed. sm has protected criminals before, and held onto lucas when his scandal came out as well as other artists who have been exposed for similar crimes. i canāt even imagine the severity of the current situation. weāve seen what happened with the burning sun, and these men are not immune to being misogynistic, vile human beings.
members have already unfollowed him and deleted posts with him in them; his best friend of 17yrs has unfollowed him. the company taking the initiative and him getting kicked out of the group in less than a second before anything even came out, no denying the claims or even trying to defend him. that should be enough to tell you and understand how serious this actually is. i am beyond disgusted with him and this whole situation.
i sincerely hope the victim is doing okay and praying for them to heal and get the justice they deserve. and remember that your love for these celebrities should always be conditional, because we do not know them. itās their job to put on a show and show you their public persona, but behind closed doors? we donāt know what theyāre actually like. we put them on a pedestal and yet we donāt know what theyāre really capable of. they are still men after all. i hope the police are taking this seriously. there needs to be consequences and these women need to be protected.
let this be a lesson to all of us. they donāt know us, and we donāt know them, not really, not at all.
ALWAYS choose morals over kpop. and as women, we should be standing with the victims.
maybe not all men, but enough of them. and maybe not all men, but somehow always a man. and going forward, i will continue to support nct as a whole with the remaining members. however, keeping the situation in mind, i will be supporting from afar for a little while. if the situation escalates and other members are investigated and new information comes to light about the rest of them either knowing or possibly being involved, it would be best to step away for good. i will do my best to stay updated. but i do hope the rest of the members are doing okay, and hopefully no other members were involved; but this, just shows that they can always surprise us. you never think itāll be your fave, until it is.
letās hope this causes a domino effect and more of these people are exposed and charged for the crimes theyāre committing.
sending love to anyone who has ever experienced sexual violence or has been targeted and been in a similar situation. it is not your fault and it never was!
love you all and my dms are always open if you need to vent. <3
āļøEDIT: also i wanna add that we need to not praise the rest of the members or any other celebrity for simply unfollowing him on social media. that is the least of anyoneās worries.
we donāt know if they were aware, we donāt know if they knew and were protecting him or turning a blind eye. it could be them trying to save themselves and clear their guilty conscience. maybe they didnāt know and are just as shocked as we are, we donāt know that either.
we blindly trust these people and believe they have good intentions but look at where that can lead to. fans being upset is valid, yes; but remember people with money and power will do whatever it takes to sweep things under the rug and make it go away in order to save face and keep their image and reputation.
sm moving at light speed with a statement and swift contract split means there really aināt no other way to spin this. incredibly shocking and disappointing news. wishing love, healing, and justice to all victims wrapped up in this situation - and former fans, be gentle with yourself. you couldnāt have known and it always hurts to have hard truths revealed like this but on the other side of the coin, letās see this for what it is and let go. the only defending he needs is from an actual lawyer.
i would just like to say that if you still support taeil after this, PLEASE block me.
as a victim of sexual assault myself, the feeling of it all is so dehumanizing and it feels so terrible when youāre on the receiving end, i wouldnāt wish it upon anybody. not only did his actions continue for 6 YEARS, it all started when she was 12. not to mention he allegedly saād an 11-year old, leaving her permanently disabled, also making him a pedophile.
iāve stanned nct since nct dreamās debut, and as of today, nct 127 is 8, nct as a whole is 25.
Summary: Everything about your situationship with Yeonjun seemed perfect. There were no rules, no romantic feelings, and you stayed friends. But when jealousy leads to a falling out between the two of you, Yeonjun is forced to look inward and reevaluate his feeling for you as well was what kind of relationship he wants with you. The question is, are his feeling more powerful then fate?
genre: NSFW, FLUFF, ANGST
pairing: yeonjun Ć fem!reader Ć Soobin
Warnings: none
Chapter 11
āAre you nervous?ā You look up surprised at the boy sitting next to you.
āI-Iām sorry?!ā
āAre you nervous? You were zoning out a little hard there.ā He said with a smirk across his face.
āOh no, Iām fine! I justā¦your English is really good. I was startled, that's all.ā You swallow and nod your head. āBut Iām fine, thanks.ā You werenāt fine. You were terrified. You are in a country where you donāt know the language, practically by yourself, and you have to perform! Yes, youāve done it your whole life but that didnāt make the circumstances less nerve ranking. And lying to this random boy is only making your emotions more heightened. You look anywhere else thinking the conversation is over. But you could feel his gaze still on you. āWhat?ā You said quietly and a little irritated. He just continued to stare. āWhat?!? Like is there something on my face?ā
He suddenly grabbed your hand. āItās okay not to be okay you know?ā You looked at the boy's face straight on, finally taking in his features. Pouty lips pulled into a comforting smile, big ears sticking out from his hair cut, high cheek bones causing his eyes to make small crescent moon shapes as he smiled. You knew trainees were supposed to be good looking but he looked so unique. Like you couldnāt even imagine him up. He gave you a squeeze, bringing you out of your thoughts, turning his body towards you, you doing the same so you could both full face each other. āIām Yeonjun! I was born in ā99, or Iām 20, sorry I forgot you guys just say ages not like years and stuff.ā
āHow is your English so good?ā He chuckled a little and youād be lying if it didnāt make you feel something in the pit of your stomach.
āI lived in California for about 3 years when I was little. Went to school there and everything. It felt really weird you know, being in a new place. Being with and seeing people Iām not used to and hearing a language I donāt know all the timeā¦ā he gave you a knowing look and squeezed your hand, sending shock waves through your whole body. āSoo I can kinda pick up on the feeling. And read it well in others.ā You smiled at him shyly from him being able to call you out so clearly. But if youāre being honest you need someone right now.
His smile faded a bit and he let go of your hand and the warmth left with it. āIām not sure what youāve heard about me butā¦I remember feeling pretty alone. Iām lucky I debuted with a group! But youā¦ you're alone.ā You nodded to him with an awkward smile. He was right, you really were. You could feel your eyes getting wet. You suddenly felt a warm hand on yours again. You looked up to see his bright smile as he squeezed your hand, āWell not anymore okay, cause we are friends!ā
~Previous- Master list -Next ~
Update: IDK why itās says matureā¦it wonāt let me fix it soooooo
Colin is crazy for this and I love it. I donāt think any man in 1815 had such a chaotic 18 hours. He is so fucking proud of himself.
After he swooped in like a madman and straight up stole Pen from Debling the night before, he played out his heroic fantasy by standing up for Pen to Portia the next morning. Then he proceeded to take her to their future home alone, watch himself unwrap the parts heās been dreaming about in the šŖ, popped her š, rang her š, and put the next Baron Featherington š in her oven.
This is why we were shown the fake swagger in 3.01 so we could see the real swagger in 3.05.
Iām counting the days to see you again. The feeling of you not being in my arms gives me a sense of emptiness that is unexplainable. The sweet scent of your hair. Your soft skin, and how small you feel in comparison to me. Your laugh and smile have always caught my attention and I want to melt just from the sound of it alone. My only wish is to hear it all the time. I wish to come home and see you in my bed so I can kiss and worship every inch of you like how you deserve. Maybe one day. I count the days until I can see you again and show you how much I care for you all over. Perhaps even give you something that compliments your beautiful skin so well. Till then, I'll say goodnight to the moon thinking of you.
Your Dearest Beauty Mark
To my Beauty Mark,
I sent this letter as soon as I heard. There's a wedding happening. I'm sure youāll hear soon if you haven't yet. So this means we'll be seeing each other soon. So please ensure you attend. Do whatever you must. Your letters never fail to leave me breathless and missing you. Thank the gods you have a way with words since I do not. But I can say that I also miss your arms holding me and your soft lips on mine. Soon though, my love. Very soon.
Your Beloved Tadpole
Dear Prince Hwang,
This letter I am sending you is a last warning before I come to that tower myself. I know you have surely seen the wedding invitation. If you haven't, I have had one of my scribes write up a copy, knowing you will read mine. I hate to be the one to remind you that you are a prince. And I know this small insignificant house probably means nothing and them sending you such invitations is insulting but everyone will be there. I implore you to get your butt out there and make connections and show this kingdom you're alive and well. And not some handsome myth but a living, breathing Prince. And ruler of the North. Not those snow brothers you've appointed wardens. And remember you will not be alone. I'll be there with you so you shall have a friendly face. Please, Hyunjin. If not for me then for the beautiful history of your house. Not the whole week, just the wedding day will suffice.
Your Frustrated Friend Lady Lilith Etzemot
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