The healing is violent

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The healing is violent
i dont want a window seat, i need a window seat.
zodiac necklace ˚₊✩‧₊ Schiaparelli
Rabbit’ssssss by asciiart (2011).
i feel like all my life ive been trying to be kind to a world that has been very very cruel to me and i feel so sick of it
i know my family doesn't really care much about what i'm going through as it is...but constantly being asked if i'm just sad or "why do i look so unhappy" and told to be more appreciative when i'm trying my best to survive, really hurts
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Some closeups of the best graffiti I've ever seen
image: a patch of wall with graffiti that looks like cave paintings of people hunting animals with horns and antlers.
Six 1980s Unicorn Labels
Mondays aren't that bad once you cannot tell days apart from eachother
constantly thinking about this japanese fortune thing i bought at a trinket shop 6 years ago because every single thing it mentioned has happened to me since then
a life update i suppose.
i've become so ill lately, neglecting my health and isolating myself
for a while now, i've grown tired of the constant doctor appointments, refusal of adequate care, worsening symptoms of my interstitial cystitis...
i've also stopped seeing my physical therapist simply because i couldn't afford it anymore and i moved too far away. i've stopped taking my medication which has probably attributed to a lot of my fatigue. i think it's been months now since i've taken them consistently.
i don't know what's wrong with me, i don't know how to get out of this. i really loathe where i am in my life right now. i honestly wake up thinking why couldn't i have passed peacefully in my sleep.
there's not a single thing that doesn't stress me out, i frequently think about running away or disappearing somehow...but my condition will stay with me...i can't escape this body...i live in the attic of my mind...i'm not sure how much more i can take
i need something to hold onto
i remember when all i worried about was making art...panting...drawing
going to school
and making milk and honey bowls for the fairies outside my window
i miss being a child, i miss my soul