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i believe i need to learn to draw worse.

it is not really a thought as much as it is a truth, ive always struggled with wanting all my works to be perfect, something my mom reminded me of, even before i was 10.

and i could work my ass of on something but it will never be as good as the drawings i did spontaneously.

so i know i put too much pressure on myself, and ultimately i know i should just accept what is, reject what is not and embrace myself, but the question that remains is how?

a lifelong of believing firmly that i am not enough, and everything that came after telling me it is a truth. but somewhere in between i did see a glimpse of what it would be like, of what it is like, when i let it all go

fairywinds

i think these drawings are a prime example of that . the first one was done spontaneously while the second one took me way longer and much more effort.

when i first did a poll to see which one people liked better, the first one won, and then i kept editing the second one to see if it would finally be approved or if it could never top the first one.

the second one may be better , objectively, or not , who knows. i did polish it more.

but to me it lost something important in the process, i dont think it "sparks joy" in any way anymore.

i didnt have fun with it.

it was a chore.

so what do i do?

#a tricky subject as i feel like i forgot how i drew the first one #the answer is probably not a specific technique #but most likely a mood i was in or something similar #mew.txt #not art

i believe i need to learn to draw worse.

it is not really a thought as much as it is a truth, ive always struggled with wanting all my works to be perfect, something my mom reminded me of, even before i was 10.

and i could work my ass of on something but it will never be as good as the drawings i did spontaneously.

so i know i put too much pressure on myself, and ultimately i know i should just accept what is, reject what is not and embrace myself, but the question that remains is how?

a lifelong of believing firmly that i am not enough, and everything that came after telling me it is a truth. but somewhere in between i did see a glimpse of what it would be like, of what it is like, when i let it all go

#in case this wasnt clear #i still think i need to improve #but i think acceptance is part of the journey #and they say mistakes are what make us humans #mew.txt #not art

ITS PRECURE TIME!

i redesigned my ocean themed precure !! heres cure bubble 🫧

#its been AGES since ive drawn anything precure!!#my art #original character #my ocs #original art #oc art #precure #pretty cure #magical girl

happy birthday or smth don't think i should miss out saying this

THANK YOUUUU !!! 🥹🥹🥹💓💓💓💓

#hehehe #im having a lot of fun with family !!#asks #anonymous

BIRTHDAY??? HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELOVED!!!! <3333

YIPPEE !!!!! THANK YOU COWCOWWWWW !!! THATS SO SWEET

#HEHEHEHEEEE #🥹🥹💓💓#asks #cowcowwow

happy birthday!!!!!

THANK YOUUU 🥺🥺🥺💓💓💓💓!!!! HAVE AN AMAZING DAY SUN !!!

#HEEHEEHEE #asks #sheriffshots

I LOVE YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY

thank you so mUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓 hehee!!!

#LOVE YOUU #asks #coolflopguy

some of my ocs being silly on tomodachi island

#hi :] as you couldve guessed #ive been spending my time playing the tomodachers game #its realy fun😭 i do wish there were more mini games though #(such as the pick for me game or the compatibility tester on the 3ds)#but oh well #happy tomodachi!!#my art #original character #original art #my ocs #oc art #tomodachi life #tomodachi life living the dream

infizero

ive talked about "childhood friends gone wrong" on here before right

infizero

there's probably already a name for this but it's a trope i coined for a very specific type of dynamic that im consistently obsessed with. give me two people who grew up together and played together and were each other's best friend and then Something Happened and now everything's fucked up but they're still friends. or they want to be at least. you look so different now and everything is so much more complicated now than when we played in your backyard but literally who else knows me better than you. who else could i ever call my best friend

#finally found this post #not art #ocs tag