This is my final post about this situation and then I’m moving on.
I refuse to dwell on this.
I am going to learn, heal and grow from this. I hope you do the same.
I do not have screenshots. I don’t.
I deleted the conversation after April initially blocked me.
It was painful to see it there so I removed it. I didn’t think April would act like this.
I didn’t know that proof of our dynamic and interactions would be needed.
My understanding of this situation is that I said some fucked up things and instead of April calling me out for shit as it happened so I could work to fix it, she saved up evidence of all my wrongdoings and then posted it for the world to see.
We had a sexual friendship during which we would have sexual conversations and interactions. We both consented to this and I would routinely check to make sure that she was still okay with our dynamic. When she implied or expressed she wasn’t confortable with sexual interaction at any point in time I would stop.
Now admittedly I do have some problems. I am an addict.
I shouldn’t of asked her those questions and those questions were fucked up and transmisogynistic. I’m sorry for asking you those questions, April. That was shitty and unfair to you. Those sort of questions are better saved for discussion in therapy. I understand that now.
I am working on getting mental and physical help with my addiction.
I have a treatment plan. This is a rough outline of my plans and I will be talking to my therapist to get their support in refining this. Be aware that I am still a minor. Most support systems for sex addiction are only accessible to adults.
I will still be doing forms of treatment in the meantime but some of the more intensive treatment will have to wait until my 18th birthday next August.
Now, I don’t expect kindness or belief of what I have to say. April has screenshots. I do not. So believe what you want; all that I ask is that you don’t suicide bait me or try to attack children associated with me.
This applies to you especially if you are an adult.
Nobody deserves to be told to kill themselves, and considering my position as a teenager with a sex addiction I would appreciate if people could at least attempt to empathize with me.
I have a problem. Telling me to kill myself doesn’t solve it.
It should go without saying that nobody should punish children for associating with problematic people. They aren’t hurting anyone. I’m not a danger to children. Everyone is problematic in someway or another.
I’m sorry that shit got so messy and fucked up. I’m sorry that I hurt you, April.
I did love you. I still do. I miss you everyday and you’re such an amazing, complex and hilarious person. I know I’ve said some shitty things on here but I was never truely mad at you.
I genuinely believe you think what you’re saying is true. I can’t be angry at you for that. I hope someday you can move on and make peace with this.
If you ever wanna talk you know my discord and I’m also availible here.
Thank you for taking the time to read this. I hope you heal. <3
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did you actually see the full extent of what happened with emily? i dont vibe with what shit she did but the callout was actively transmisogynistic and shes genuinely a lot different and accepts her faults. that other person has received multiple callouts for oversexual behavior around minors and overstepping boundaries. there are things that for sure irk me about even the side i agree with, but this person is refusing to take a look at their clearly dubious behavior. there can be a grey area.
yeah and faiza is my friend and has been there for me when literally everyone abandoned me while emily sent people after me when i was 16 and she was 20 so. lol
ALSO. I am literally working on fixing my behavior. I have a self-help / treatment plan for dealing with my hypersexuality and this is being put in motion.
I am not ignoring everything. I have therapy set for January and as soon as I turn 18 I’m going to see what treatments are avalible for my addiction. Please stop ignoring my personal efforts to better myself.
having a friends with benefits situation with someone doesn't mean you're incapable of sexually harassing them. you've made posts admitting to it earlier, pick a story and stick to it.
I am sticking to my story. I’m just stating that these weren’t messages sent out of the blue to a nonsexual friend or a stranger. April is framing the situation as being different than what it was. I am not content with that.
like it’s funny how you can forgive people for rbing literal lolicon and needlessly harassing minors but the second anyone is actually victimized and acts like a victim or even steps out of line you come for their fucking throats. stop being attention seeking whores and go fix your own problems for once in your life
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