Someone To Know

I'm Courtney! 22 I love my country music jacked up. Writing/ Family/ Friends

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What a beautiful little fox!

(via Robert Adamec)

[fallinginlove2727]

Absolutely adorable! 😍

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When you hide in the bathroom because you’re in so much pain from your job.

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My life could be so much better, but I can’t find a better paying job that will hire me, I have no money to move out, and I feel so trapped every time I turn around. The walls are closing in and I can’t break them down.

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“Stop thinking that I’m just gonna leave you like your past girlfriends did, no matter how many times you push me I’ll just push back even harder.”

Courtney Vance

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Guns. Should They Stay or Go?

Guns are just things. They protect us when we feel uncomfortable with the world around us. The world can be a scary place and knowing that we have some control over what can happen if or when we are attacked would make all the difference. Taking safety courses in order to get these rights to own guns could be a turn of events for the better. If a person was taught the proper rules and regulations of gun control then there would be a lesser chance of someone getting hurt. But as for people starting mass shootings, that can not be controlled by anyone but the mind of the person starting it, not even the government, no law is going to change that. The government can pass as many laws as they want; there will still be people getting a hold of guns and doing things that are not safe, people underage drinking, people smoking weed, people doing drugs that are illegal. Our rights are our rights.

[fallinginlove2727]

"Try to stop me. . . You'll just give me another reason to prove you wrong."

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Passing Trains

She stood there waiting for the train to pass, not being able to bear the pain of stepping out in front of it. She wanted to leave so bad but she was afraid of what people might think if they knew she was suicidal. Her family would never understand the pain she went through everyday at school; being the source of everyone's joke because she didn't look like the others. What she didn't know was that being different was the best thing she could be, because everyone else was taken. One day she might realize that but today that train looked very tempting.

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Because of one mistake, I lost my forever.

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I need to write it all out, every last detail; but it hurts too much to pick up the pen and go through the pain of reliving the situation. I made a mistake, and I lost the only person that I cared about.

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Our Fading Country

Sometimes I worry about the country that I live in. There’s people everywhere starving and homeless and then there’s people who have more money than they know what to do with; some people struggle to pay rent and live paycheck to paycheck going through life unable to do anything fun or adventurous with their life. I am one of those people. I live paycheck to paycheck not being able to hang out with my friends because I don’t have any extra money left to spend. My bills take over my life and I continuously worry about whether I will be able to make it two weeks on the remaining leftovers. Jobs now don’t understand that living out in the real world and trying to make something of yourself is more difficult than it used to be. Rent isn’t exactly cheap, utilities are getting ridiculous, and some jobs don’t even pay enough to take your boyfriend/ girlfriend out on a real date. Why does our country have to suffer because of arrogant and greedy people? Does our opinion not matter to the world anymore or did it never even begin to reach the surface? I have a voice and I will use it to get the wage I deserve. I work my butt off everyday at my job and all though the work environment is phenomenal, the benefits are great, and the team that I work with also work as hard as they can, businesses and corporations do not see the value in that. So I am off on another adventure to find the job that I don’t dread and the pay that I deserve. If some people looked beyond the surface of any person then they might just see beauty and potential that just needs to be given a chance. So what if I don’t have a certain experience that you desire, get of your butt, stop being lazy, and train me to do the work and you just might find that one person that can change everything.  

[fallinginlove2727]

It's always going to be him no matter how many times I'm hurt by you. His love is the only kind that I want.

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Only Want You

You had me at hello and ever since then it’s always been you that I wanted. I tried with other guys and none of them came close to you. You have a special hold on my heart and it never wants to let go and when you say my name it’s the only voice I want to say it. I will never love anyone the way I love you because I only want you. 

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A Little Late

It’s humiliating knowing that you think you’re too good for me when it’s really the other way around. I’ve done everything for you and you barely did anything in return. I did take some things for granted that you did and I’m sorry for that but you weren’t there for the major parts of our relationship which were the key parts if it were to go any further. I needed you to grow up and realize what you had but you failed to do so. But maybe one day you’ll figure out what you’ve been missing out on, but by then it might be too late. 

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Too Tired To Try

If the world made sense then nothing would be driven to be better. If everything was in perfect harmony then there would be no reason for there to be change. We try so hard to make everything perfect in the world when we know that there’s no capability of a logical world. People don’t make sense, jobs don’t make sense, we are conned out of anything that matters because Heaven forbid someone getting a little respect for all their hard work. It’s mind boggling and soul torturing to try so hard for something and realize that you’ll never be good enough for what you’re trying to accomplish. It’s tiring and when you come to the conclusion that you’ll never be good enough, it’s on;y a matter of time before you stop trying in complete. 

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Better Off

We often take for granted the people that mean the most to us, and keep around the ones who we are better off without. We bully the ones who are different from us when we should all realize that everybody has a past, some are just worse than others. We need to rid our lives of unnecessary things and people and discover happiness with the ones who want to be a part of our lives. Instead of trying so hard to be in someone’s life that has no interest in being a part of ours. You deserve more than to be run over by unworthy beings. 

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"Don't tell me I ruined you when you're the one who tried to change yourself to please someone else.

Courtney Vance

[fallinginlove2727]

Petty

Forgive me I’m done; with all your bullshit and lies that you tell me to sneak your way back into my life. These games you play get old. You annoy me constantly with your petty shit that no one cares to listen to but still you nag at me with your drama. I regret you the most, and I know that hurts you but I’m glad we are done. All you did was pretend in this relationship; pretend to be more like me to get my approval when you shouldn’t even think twice about changing who you are for me. So forgive me if I don’t fuck with someone who I know is never going to be the right person for me.