(M)eli

I'm not sure what I post on here anymore. Have a nice Day :) 27. Mexican.

[circusheart]

If I keep practicing I might even be a person soon

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[moldavite]

hopefully i'll get to do something other than endure soon. that would be really nice

[matineaux-deactivated20260222]

kind of weird how parts of your soul are left in various locations without any warning… like yes i’m always at the top of that hill, sitting at the bus stop, in the cool light of the Japanese restaurant, standing at the pier etc etc

[hi-im-ryn]

[meanbuddhist]

i’m hiding worse, more secret emotions behind my big and obvious ones

[heavensghost]

the memory hurts but does me no harm

[heavensghost]

Apple zine! With a little poem I wrote

[beaft]

being on the aro spectrum would be a lot easier if being single wasn't made to feel like a literal death sentence

[beaft]

it's all very well to say "friends are just as important as romantic partners" but in practice this simply is not the case lmao. you can share a flat with a friend but it's expected that sooner or later that friend will meet someone and will move out to go live with that person instead. if you're hanging out with friends you can bring your partner along but your friends can't come on a date night with you because that's third-wheeling and it's weird. you can know somebody for most of your life and still be second-best to some guy they met on tinder 6 months ago. you're meant to just accept without question the fact that your friends will prioritise time with their partners over time with you. being single is treated like a problem that needs to be fixed. we casually use expressions like "just friends" or "more than friends". everything we read and watch reinforces the idea that romantic love is what gives life meaning and therefore your life is meaningless without it. i try to keep my chin up but my god it is bleak out there

[probuccalfat]

nobody else doing it like me. particularly because the way i’m doing it is needlessly difficult

[conceptualsolitude]

i swallow my own shadow and return to myself

[tomhoppusdelonge]

sorry for the mixed signals I don’t know what I want or what I’m doing mostly

[rainingonteardrops]

Welcome to my blog I’m filled with sadness and I yearn to be kissed on the neck

[feluka]

my top hobbies are shame and embarrassment but i also occasionally dabble in envy

[juliaknz]

RENZO PIANO MASION HERMÈS, 2001 Tokyo, Japan

[thatsbelievable]

[art-nimals]

Tyrus Wong (1910 - 2016), Concept art for Walt Disney’s Bambi

[catsofyore]

Very fancy potato bear postcard from my collection, unsent and date unknown.