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The last few months have consisted of hospital or sewing but I think I'm finished with hospital stuff for a while. I went into the clinic for TMS but I didn't feel like it was doing anything so then I started ECT. I discharged feeling better but was back a week later after breakdown. More ECT followed but then I ended up fracturing my ankle (put my foot down on uneven ground like a professional walking person.)

After discharging I started outpatient ECT but started getting delayed hallucinations from the ketamine used for anaesthetic. Reader, it was pretty horrible. I have opted to cease more treatments for now.

I feel like my world has shifted slightly, maybe 10cm to the side. Everything feels strange and I have to find a new way to live my life.

#mental health #needlework

chirasul

all demographics and time periods and geography taken fully into consideration, some people were just born to lose

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was thinking of this guy when i made this post. invented the two most environmentally damaging chemicals in history and then got polio and immediately killed himself with a contraption

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"one-man environmental disaster"

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they called that man an organism

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as bad as your worst day has ever been, do you have a wikipedia article saying you "possess an instinct for the regrettable that is almost uncanny"

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Manuel Barbadillo - Naceria

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Manuel Barbadillo (Spanish, 1929-2003), Naceria, c.1976. Acrylic on board, 60 x 60 cm.

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Reblog to hug prev poster (they need a hug)

My brain can't keep up with life and it definitely can't keep up with all the internet places 😭 I miss everyone. I refuse to use twitter (I joined in 2008) and I moved to mastodon, blue sky and threads like everyone else but it's not the same. I have to use FB and IG for work so I'm there too often to have any leftover energy for Tumblr.

The internet has been my friend since 1995 but I feel increasingly untethered in recent years. It all went to shit post 2012, I reckon.

Anyway here's a video of me swinging a second hand yarn garland I made in the craft op shop I manage. 💕

PS free Palestine

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Officially diagnosed with adhd and anemia now. Also, not allowed to volunteer more than three days a week to protect my precious mentals. Which means I can work on my own business for four days a week. It's maths, silly billy.

I now have tshirts in sizes 8-32 and some hats and bum bags.

After living life balls deep in anxiety for 42 years, it's weird just goobering along and not really too bothered about much of my own brain stuff. Mostly just extremely bothered by the genocide of Palestinians and textile waste.