[twistys]

#𝐓𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐘𝐒.  an  independent  roleplay  blog  for  DR.  MEREDITH  GREY  from  ABC’s  GREY’S  ANATOMY.  18+  only  ,  mutuals  only  ,  selective  ,  &  private.  extremely  canon  -  divergent  &  headcanon  -  based.  as  studied  by  AZULA  ,  22  ,  she  /  her  ,  filipinx  -  american  ,  PST.  a  study  in  the  advancement  of  medicine  ,  balancing  personal  &  professional  desires  ,  &  learning  about  love  in  all  of  its  capacities.

CARRD.  ☼  SELF  PROMO.

[twistys]

hi everyone! happy new year. ❤️❤️ i hope everyone has a wonderful holiday. 

so it turns out, my anxiety has not gotten better. it’s been... getting worse and it’s becoming something that is inhibiting my ability to live my life. i am... going to be honest as well, and admit that i’ve just lost the desire to write. i think i was just desperate to write because i love meredith so much. but i also can’t sit here and act like i have muse to write, when my life is just chaotic 24/7. so i’m going to leave tumblr altogether. i really want to focus on my life, becoming a better teacher, a better partner to my partner, and a better person. my anxiety is just stopping me from living life and being online doesn’t help either.

i have loved the entire experience i’ve had on meredith. it has been probably the best rp experience i’ve ever had. the people i’ve met, the friends i’ve made... it’s been wonderful. maybe one day, when i feel mentally better and my life has settled down (although, with student teaching and realizing how hectic being a teacher is... maybe it never will), i’ll come back. 

if i met you during my time on here, know you’ve been wonderful. i’m still on discord and i’m happy to talk on there. maybe even write on there! but i love you all and if you would like to keep on touch, i’m there.

again, thank you so much for everything. i hope you all have a wonderful new year and may this year and the future be kind to you! ❤️❤️

[twistys]

meredith leaving... nature is healing

[haler0salie]

hi pals! going on a social media cleanse just until my credentialing for the semester. i’m not behind but i’m not as far ahead as i like to be. :/ i need to just buckle down and work for a bit, while still maintaining my sanity haha. if you need me, i’ll be on discord <3 i may pop in from time to time as well!

[twistys]

mini update: i filmed my first exam! please send good vibes <3

[haler0salie]

¹ would  you  like  to  hear  my  story  ?  ² it  doesn’t  have  a  happy  ending.  ³ rosalie  lillian  hale  ,  as  saved  by  azula.

[twistys]

hi everyone! so i’m going to be super busy until the holidays -- i’m currently in a masters/teaching credential program and so i will start the credentialing process with my first cycle soon. then the holidays will roll around, plus finals, plus my students’ performances -- i just have a lot on my plate. i’m switching all blogs to a permanent semi-hiatus status. that way i don’t feel overwhelmed for not being on here!

additionally, my discord is always available to mutuals. i prefer discord for out of character talk anyways! if you want to write on discord as well, i’m always open. <3

[twistys]

hi <3 feeling a little low and overwhelmed with school rn. gonna try and be here but i have some major projects to finish to i’ll be in and out. thank you for your patience. <3

[twistys]

@sachharine​ asked: ❝ how is your skin so soft? ❞ from derek <3

the  initial  instinct  is  to  say  something  sharp  &  sarcastic  --  to  have  a  humorous  &  biting  remark  !  but  she  refrains  ,  tries  to  enjoy  the  moment.  derek  knows  her  ,  knows  that  meredith  grey  is  not  soft  or  fluffy.  that  her  love  is  not  pastel  hues  with  hearts  &  rainbows  adorning  her  being.  no  ,  her  love  is  filled  with  emotionally  -  charged  silences  ,  heated  moments  ,  gestures  that  show  each  other  how  much  they  care.  so  instead  ,  she  goes  for  her  own  way  to  say  thank  you.  she  smiles  into  his  neck  ,  her  laughter  raspy  as  she  finds  herself  flustered.  ❛  glad  to  know  the  scrub  stations  haven’t  killed  my  skin  yet  ,  ❜  she  jokes.

[twistys]

Omg … did you know I love u

i love u… hand in marriage??

[seizasa]

tired of walking on eggshells pretending like i don’t care about shipping when i do actually. sue me but i crave romance and i think it’s fun to write. i WANT to ship my characters. i don’t care if our first interaction is setting the foundation for a plotted ship. the best part is this still doesn’t mean shipping is my main focus but god the purist culture the rp community has developed around shipping and painting it as some moderately taboo thing that you should only ever indulge at a strict minimum is so exhausting. ship with me.

[twistys]

*shakes fist* the goal is to be active this week! it’s a little more chill, not as much to do. so <3 hopefully you’ll see me around more

[twistys]

hi <3 i hope u are doing well today <3

[virginiewoolf]

Fortesa Latifi, from The Truth About Grief.

[twistys]

i’m trying to figure out what i would like to acknowledge -- honestly, i’m not fond of the COVID-era (even though the beach is a really nice concept that i would like to implement in a non-COVID setting) of greys, and i don’t feel like rehashing the pandemic that we’re currently living through. i don’t want to acknowledge things past season 18 as well because i chose not to acknowledge s17. i’ll come back when my head isn’t pounding, but i gotta regather my thoughts.

[aldereign]

hi! for the past few weeks, women in iran have been protesting the murder of mahsa jina amini by police, who brutally beat her for not wearing a hijab. mass protests have erupted, with a death toll in the upward three hundreds and growing each day. the government has resorted to internet outages and silencing any & all attempts for media coverage. it’s critical that those with the means donate, and those that can spread information to use every platform available to them to amplify iranian voices. 

urge your government to do something about this. british mutuals, here’s a link to a template of what you can send to your MPs to urge their support.  us mutuals, use the same language & call your elected officials. urge them for support. 

follow people on social media. here are the usernames of reputable sources boosting voices: @IranRights_org / @Omid_M on twitter or @middleeastmatters & @humanrightswatch on instagram + so many more. track the hashtags. be active about looking for information every day.  #mahsaamini, #iranprotests, #iranprotests2022, #zhinaamini are just a few. 

go to protests. sign every petition you see. each major city is having one, reach out to your local community and find yours! it makes a difference. 

learn. these books have been listed as great ways to learn the history of women’s rights in iran : the complete persepolis by marjane satrapi; reading lolita in tehran: a memoir in books by azar nafisi; daughters of smoke and fire by ava homa; and things i’ve been silent about: memories of a prodigal daughter by azar nafisi. ( sourced )

[twistys]

like this for some memes ❤️

[jackiebh]

we  are  living  in  a  material  world  &  I  AM  A  MATERIAL  GIRL  !